Eto na ang nangyari, we are done having sex. She asked me if its ok she needs to tell me something. I know it’s serious so I sit and asked her what’s the problem?
She told me na if may nagtatanong sa kanya if she is in a relationship she tells them na she is in an open relationship. Medyo nagulat ako because that agreement is just for us. Kung baga if she’s asked sabihin niya dapat may BF siya. Medyo nabwisit ako and she even told me na kaya ganon kasi malandi kasi siya and she is sorry. I got so fed up with reasons like that kasi she always tells me na may nag chachat nanaman daw sa kanya and asking things. Ngayon sabi ko, alam mo na kung bakit they do ask you? eh ganyan naman pala sinasabi mo.
I’m hurt to my core because I’ve told her everything and to make things work. If gusto niyang lumandi its ok basta andoon ako, kung baga sige kumati, pakamot natin but in the end tayo parin. She cried because I really wanted to leave. I love her pero lets do this together sabi ko nga. I’ll be ok, matatangap ko pa if andun ako atleast she didn’t cheat on me and nagustuhan ko rin. Hitting many birds na nga with one stone. I’m being fair pero yung ikaw lang and lumandi ka on your own sabi ko nga iba na yun, may feelings na yun and you choose to hurt me dahil papayag naman ako if magpapaalam ka. Well pero wala pa namang nangyayari sa kanya or she haven’t cheated on me yet naman at alam ko na hindi because I know her too well.
So I asked her to stop crying, mahal ko naman siya talaga and Im thankful inamin parin niya sakin. So technically sumunod siya. She actually told me the truth and bat ako magagalit, alam ko may misunderstanding kami sa terms namin, pero nalulungkot parin siya at sabi nga niya dun lang sa mga hindi nakakakilala sakin niya sinasabi na she’s on and open rel. But with her close friends alam naman nila na bf niya ako. Ano daw ba pwede niyang gawin to make it up to me.
I smiled and told her na wag na niyang tanungin dahil hindi niya magugustuhan ang isasagot ko. Sabi niya na she really want to and besides nasaktan niya ako. Well sabi ko nga sige lets make a deal. I know I’m happy with this and if you aren’t, thats fine we can just forget about it. Sabi niya ok sige she wants to hear it and para din maramdaman ko na she really ment yung sorry niya mas malamang pumayag siya if it would make me feel happy.
Here’s the deal. We stay the same parin naman, but if someone will ask him no matter who or if bet niya she has to tell them na may bf na siya, if gusto talaga nila I need to know and they must face me.
Sabi niya yun na ba yun? She accepts it with no hesitation.
I smiled and told her that is only the beginning. I told her na if l…