This series is an archive of my experiences in life that are not publicly known. The names of the people and places might not be mentioned or changed for privacy purposes. The stories are from my point of view, observations, and memories of what happened in the past.
My ex-boyfriend and I are still friends on Facebook, and I’m not the type of person who block people just because I’m mad or the relationship is over, no matter how toxic the ending of the relationship is. Anyway, going back to the story, when I posted my bikini picture, he commented, which is surprising because I don’t give a fuck to him naman since I broke up with him.
He suddenly messaged me on Facebook, asked me how I was doing, and even asked me if i loved him during our relationship, and I indeed said yes, not until he proved to me how asshole he was as a person. We broke up around 2019, and he was the guy I was referring to in the first story I submitted here in FSS. I’ll try to write all our sexcapades because I think he deserves it, a guy who gave me tons of orgasms—no fake moans, just splendid pleasure. I’ll try to write it as far as my memory can serve me.
Circa 2019,
I was 19. He was 40 at that time. Another “date” that we had. Usual stuff, we would eat at a restaurant, bring me home, and say our goodbyes. But I was wrong that day during the early days of our seven-month relationship.
He brought me somewhere, perhaps, a space out of nowhere, wherein you can see the city lights. It was dark woods, and the only lights we had at that time were from the motorcycle. The view was kind of overlooking; nobody could see you if you got killed due to the location and time.
Again, that time, I was new to fucking. I was timid, shy, and still composed towards “sex”.
He usually kissed me after he smoked, and I would sometimes, hesitantly, refuse to kiss him. Di ko nga talaga nagustuhan sa una, hindi ko alam pero binigyan ko lang talaga siya ng chance to redeem himself and the sexcapades were all damn good.
Habang hinahalikan niya ako ay dahan dahan naman niya ako…