Sa kaso ko, kahit sobrang sakit, andun na agad yung acceptance, kasi alam ko, no matter how it ended, he loved me too. And even if I try to remember the endless arguments, the hurtful words, the betrayal, walang pumapasok sa isip ko kundi yung mga masasayang alaala.
Bigla, naalala ko nung nag-beach kami. Pagdating namin sa resort, yung cottage na nabigay sa amin was adjacent to a bigger one na may mga lalakeng nag-iinuman. Eversince, he loved to imagine that another man is watching while he’s fucking me. Libog na libog siya dun. So what he did was placed the bottles of beer at the veranda. Umupo lang kami dun. Maya-maya lang, pinatayo niya ako at isinandal sa may wall. Ipinatong niya ang isang binti ko sa may upuan, lumuhod siya sa harapan ko, at dun sa veranda, kinain niya ako habang nakatayo ako at anytime puedeng matanaw ng mga guests sa kabilang cottage. He was lapping at me like a thirsty pup. Nanginginig ang legs ko sa sarap habang kinakain niya ako and all I can do at that moment was to moan endlessly. Halos hindi na rin siya makahinga sa diin ng pagkakahawak ko sa ulo niya na nasa pagitan ng mga hita ko. And he didn’t stop until I came.
After that, we agreed to eat at the resto of the resort. Maganda kasi yung view from the terrace. Nauna na siya dun to order our food while I freshen up. After a few minutes, tinawagan niya ako, and told me not to change my dress anymore pero tanggalin ko daw ang bra ko. Since may built in bra naman siya, I did what I was told. Pagdating ko sa resto, nasa terrace siya. Walang ibang tao dun except a few maintenance guys na nasa far side at parang may tsini-check sa hindi ko alam kung koneksyon ba ng water pump or kuryente. There were three guys, napansin ko lang, yung pinaka-matangkad dun, at parang yung in-charge was good looking. Nung uma…