So isa sa mga bucket list ng mga fetish or fantasy ni Jen was ung maka-try sya ng BBC or big black cock. Nung nabasa ko un sympre nalibugan ako and akala ko nagbibiro lang sya tska isa sa usapan namin, not necessarily na lahat ng nasa bucket list namin gagawin namin. We’re not gonna do a certain item on the list kung not comfortable ung isa samin. And being her with BBC or big black cock were one of those items na di ako comfortable, a fantasy that should remain a fantasy for me. I told her that and she respected it but not necessarily mean na tumigil sya sa pag convince sakin. It became part of our foreplays/dirty talks. Even before na ma-brought up ung fantasy nya about BBC’s, nanonood na talaga ako ng porns about them pero un nga mas napadalas dahil sa fantasy nya. We even watch BBC porns together pero mostly ung mga amateur videos then habang pinapanood namin un jajakulin nya ko then blowjob then sex.
Over time pumayag na rin ako since pumayag sya magpa-gangbang (twice) so I think it’s fair na pumayag ako but with my own terms and conditions. I told her na di pa ako “ready or open” na makipag sex sya sa BBC. Ang mao-offer ko lang sknya na ang papayagan ko is blowjob, handjob, titjob, mutual masturbation and no swallowing and she owe me favor of any kind either sexual or non-sexual (which I redeemed in the future at sinulit ko talaga ung favor na un. I’ll share next time what favor was that in the future story). I told her na un palang talaga ang kaya ko and let’s see how things goes. Naniniwala kasi ako sa kasabihan na “once you go black, you never go back.” Based na rin sa mga experiences ng mga kakilala at friends kong may experiences sa black. She agreed with my terms and conditions to be honest that time iniisip ko kung tama ba ung desisyon ko pero sabi ko nalang “babala na”.
Nung maghahanap na kami ng black guy, inamin nya sakin na meron na syang kakilala. Nakilala nya raw ung guy thru friend of a friend sa isang birthday party na pinuntahan nya. Inamin nya sakin they kinda made out the night na nagkakilala sila but nothing happened beyond that and na nagkatext/chat sila nung guy nothing happened daw just flirty chat lang daw. She showed me their conversations and alam pala ni guy na may boyfriend sya. At first medyo nagalit ako, muntikan ko na nga rin bawiin ung napag usapan namin. Good thing nagka-ayos kami naisip ko rin na pwede kong gawing leverage un HAHAHA. BTW it happened summer of 2014 OJT and ongoing 4th yr college kami.
So gumawa kami ng plans para gawin un right before our OJT’s kasi for sure magiging busy na kami nun. We contacted the guy. Let’s call him David. Kinausap namin sya about sa plans namin and our conditions. Pumayag naman sya and he respected my decision na walang penetration. We told him na pwede sya magsama ng girl nya kasi obviously mabibitin sya sa set up namin. So technically parang soft swap ang set up namin. When the terms and conditions are all agreed nag set na kami ng date.
To be continued…