January 2011, when I got married. But unfortunately, just like the other’s marriage, mine didn’t work as well. I am that kind of old maid wife that’s waiting for my husband’s dick to come in. Lying in bed is all that matters. Had adorable kids that made my whole world go round. But suddenly, there’s a huge stone broke my heart and soul. One woman. And everything had been changed.
As years gone by, the “myself” that I’ve known before was gone. The girl that is just a simple home buddy turned into wild rose that bloomed under a rainy day.
Then one day, that one moment of my life, a stranger came along. A man with a muscular body built with a sweet pie on tummy. A man that I coudn’t imagine that would change my rainy days into sunshine. We became best of friends since day one that we’ve met each other. Share each others thoughts, dreams, and things that we’re passionate about. Isang lalaki na naging takbuhan ko sa mga panahong hindi ko alam kung saan ako patungo. Isang lalake na buong pusong inilahad sa akin ang kanyang balikat upang maging aking pahingahan. A man that I couldn’t imagine. A man of my dreams.
Every moments that we’ve shared is worth it. Lalaking masasabi kong bumuhay ng buong pagka tao ko. The only one man that let me out of my cage, and show the world that I am worth living for.
And then one day, everything went too surprising.
He introduced me to a kind of living that everybody could live their life to the fullest. Meet different people. Make interactions. Bond. And even make “sex”. At first, hindi ko alam kung paano ko tatanggapin yung ganoong klase ng reyalidad. What do you expect to an old maid boring wife na kagaya ko. But, everything comes smoothly when I heard the word “husband and wife”. That’s what bring me to life. We’ve met these couple who spiced up our “nakaw na sandali relationship”. Jealousy comes every second of my life of course. To the point that I don’t want to see Him again kasi i felt so harrassed that time. Then suddenly, another rock of pain comes from nowhere broke my heart, again.
Secrets. Betrayed. Dishonestys. Unfaithfulness. Those are the things na isukli ko sa taong bumuo ng pagkatao ko.
But then, love always wins. He forgave me. And we tried to put everything in the past and start a new beginning in each other’s arms. Days, wee…