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Hi, I’m Daisy, a 36-year old loving wife to my college sweetheart Mark and doting mother to our 10-year old daughter.
What you’re about to read happened way back in 2007, I was a 21 year old graduating student back then in a big university in Laguna. Isang semester na lang ang bubunuin at makakapagtapos na ako.
I always try to go home sa amin sa norte whenever GMA declared a long weekend (remember those holidays that were moved/observed on the nearest Monday?) It took 2 long bus rides, one from Laguna to Cubao, then another from Cubao to my province.
Mark and I had just broken up (or cooled off, depends on who you ask). He was a few months into his first job sa isang multinational company. There was this time na pinadala sya for a 5-month training sa US site nila. Naalala ko pa it was our first time na maging LDR.
During college lagi kaming magkasama. Our sex drives were through the roof, we had sex at his apartment almost everyday during our common vacant periods (all-female dorm kasi ang tinitirhan ko, so di pwede sa akin). Kabisado namin ang mga vacant period ng isa’t isa, most importantly yung vacant periods ng mga housemates nya.
Looking back, sobrang risky pala ng ginawa namin. Swerte lang na hindi ako nabuntis ni Mark nang maaga. We rarely used protection, nahihiya sya bumili kasi nga college pa lang kami. I also hated the rubbery smell of condoms and how it felt dry in my pussy after a few minutes of pumping. Kaya laging withdrawal method kami.
Sex with Mark was, in hindsight, okay. Pareho naming first time ang isa’t isa, so I had nothing to compare it with at that time. I sucked his cock like a dutiful girlfriend would, he licked my pussy in return. We did either missionary or girl-on-top sex. It was always like that, slow, sensual, romantic.
Favorite part ko sa sex pag nilalabasan si Mark at pinuputok nya all over my petite body. I love the orgasm look on his face. Then I would jack him off or suck his cock until he squirmed in post-orgasm agony.
Then he graduated ahead of me.
Four-year course lang kasi sya, while five-year course naman ako. He started working in Ortigas kaya our near-daily sexy time became weekly na lang kapag binibisita nya ako during weekends. Isang sem na ganun. Tapos ayun nga, pinadala sya sa US for training. Yung weekly, naging zero na.
We learned how to pleasure ourselves habang magka-video chat sa YM (may nakakaalala pa ba nito?). Nagjajakol sya habang fini-finger ko naman ang sarili ko sa harap ng cam. Madaling araw dun sa kanya habang late night naman dito kapag Friday night na wala na akong kasama sa dorm.
Hindi ko alam kung napapansin ni Mark, kunwari lang nag-cum ako, pero never talaga akong nag-orgasm sa pag-finger sa sarili ko. Laging bitin kaya libog na libog pa rin ako. I needed a real cock inside me but I didn’t want to cheat on Mark.
As days turned into weeks, we drifted apart. Dahil hindi kami sanay na hindi nakikita ang isa’t isa, dumalas ang pag-aaway namin. He was always asking kung bakit kasama ko si ganito, ganyan, usually mga brods and sisses ko sa org.
I felt it coming nung nagstart na sya ng trabaho, but the different time zones and lack of physical connection was the final straw.
We mutually decided to break up muna to keep our sanity, but remained friends. We exchanged texts from time to time, simpleng kumustahan lang, as I dragged myself to my classes each day.
For the first time in 3 years, I was a single woman with a sky-high libido and no guy to put it to good use.
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Lunes, huling araw na naman ng isang long weekend. I reluctantly left home to go back to Laguna.
Naalala ko, it was our org’s 10th anniversary week. We had an alumni homecoming sa Pansol that coming Friday. Great, at least there’s something to look forward to.
Nasa bus ako pa-Cubao, nagising na lang ako na nakasandal ang ulo ko sa balikat ng katabi kong guy. Nahimasmasan ako, mabilis kong inayos ang sarili ko. Kaya pala ako nakatulog, sobrang lakas pala ng buhos ng ulan sa labas.
“Uhmm, sorry“, mahinang sabi ko sa kanya without looking at him.
“It’s okay, miss…“, sagot nya. Kita kong nakatingin sya sa akin. Duh, malamang it’s okay noh, may chicks ba naman na sumandal sayo sa bus.. sabi ko sa isip ko.
Pero mukhang mabait naman sya, I have to admit I checked him out quickly nung sumakay sya sa Dau. He was a bit tall, probably 5’10”, medium-built, wearing jeans and a light cotton jacket over his plain shirt. Probably late twenties based sa pananamit at itsura.
On the other hand, I was a petite, 5’2″ light-brown skinned girl. Ample B-cup boobies. That time I had a bob cut kasi mainit maglakad sa campus. If you need a visual reference, my husband says I looked like Maris Racal with short hair then.
Inalala ko yung itsura nya nung pagsakay nya sa bus. Medyo tisoy, clean-shaven and mukhang well-groomed. I quietly wished na sa akin sya tumabi. Kesa naman some other creepy old guy. At least mukhang mabango and yummy, hindi mukhang manyakis or mandurukot.
“Excuse me, may nakaupo dito?” bungad nya sakin. Umiling ako at umayos lang ng upo. Then he sat beside me. Confirmed, mabango nga.
Past 9 PM na pero hindi pa rin umuusad ang bus. Narealize ko na nasa Bocaue pa lang kami. Nagmistulang malaking parking lot ang expressway dahil sa malakas na ulan. Naglakad sa gitna ng bus ang konduktor para i-anunsyo na hindi passable ang Valenzuela area dahil sa baha.
Bakit kasi late na ako umalis ng bahay. Di bale, after lunch pa naman ang class ko bukas so may oras pa para bumawi ng tulog sa dorm.
Mr. Yummy Guy tried to strike a conversation with me to break the silence.
“Anlakas ng ulan ‘no, anong oras pa kaya tayo makakarating ng Laguna nito?” tanong nya sa akin.
Paano naman nya nalaman na sa Laguna ang punta ko? Kinabahan ako. May stalker ba ako? Assuming mo naman, girl.
“Ehmmm, pano mo naman nasabi na sa Laguna ang punta ko?” tanong ko.
“Hinulaan ko lang, ayan kasi oh.” nakangiting turo nya sa sticker ng University sa bag ko.
“Oh…” matipid kong sagot.
“I’m Dax nga pala.” pakilala ni yummy guy sa akin. Presko ha?! Sumagot lang ako, nagpakilala na agad?
“Uhmmm..” sagot ko.
“It’s okay kung ayaw mong magpakilala. Gusto ko lang ng kausap, bored na kasi ako sa traffic. I’m also from the same university as you. Pero matagal na akong graduate, just going back there for a get together with my college friends“.
Inalok nya ako ng mentos. Mabaho ba ang hininga ko? Haha! Tinanggap ko naman.
“Nilalamig ka ba? Here, you can use my jacket.“
“No, okay lang ako. Thanks” pagtanggi ko.
Naramdaman kong malamig talaga ang aircon.
“On second thought, sige pahiram ng jacket” sabi ko. Inabot nya ang jacket at pinatong ko naman ito sa katawan ko na parang kumot.
Hindi ko naman sinadyang amuyin pero mabango ang jacket nya. Lalaking lalaki ang amoy. Shit weakness ko talaga pag mabango ang guy. I felt my pussy getting wet.
Parang may dumaang anghel naman dahil natahimik ulit.
“It’s Daisy by the way.” this time ako naman ang bumasag ng katahimikan.
“Nice to meet you Daisy. Anong year ka na?“
“Graduating“
“Really? So 20 or 21 ka na? Akala ko mga sophomore ka lang!“
“I get that a lot“
“Single?“
“None of your business, sorry.” mataray kong sagot.
“Aww, sorry didn’t mean to intrude!” I could see the sincerity in his voice. Medyo nagsisi ako na tinarayan ko sya.
“Joke lang, I used to have a BF. Pero we sort of broke up because he’s currently abroad and LDR is hard.“
Fuck, did I really have to volunteer that much information to someone I just met?
After nya malaman na graduating na ako, I can slowly sense that he’s hitting on me. Nung umpisa parang friendly kuya lang ang aura, ngayon naging more mature yung mga hirit nya.
“So ngayong gabi ka rin ba pupunta ng Laguna? Baka hindi na kasi natin abutan yung last trip sa Cubao,” sabi ni Dax sa akin.
Shit! I almost forgot na 11 PM yung last trip ng bus from Cubao.
I quickly thought of my options. Batangas or Lucena route is 24/7, pero kailangan pa lumipat ng 2 jeeps at nakakatakot magcommute ng madaling araw.
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