I can’t barely remmember the first time i tried it, or even the very first time na nakaramdam ako ng libog at pagnanasa. As i sit here contemplating as to why am i even sharing my story, every deatils starts rushing back.
I was very young when i started taking interest in reading, from academic books, to those that are deemed dirty by some folks. Para sakin it wasn’t even dirty, it was erotic. Maybe its the label that says its dirty which makes it more interesting.
On my teenage days i was pretty much exposed to different kinds of crowds. Even though my dad swore to be a muslim, my mom was quite a chill one. I remember hanging out to those kind of freinds, yung tipo ng kaibigan na alak ang kasiyahan.
I was so young and maybe naive in some ways, but in terms of being naughty, i know plenty kahit na virgin pa ako nun.
There are many of times sa inuman kung saan hihilain ako ng kaibigan ko para mag laplapan kmi sa dilim, para mahipuan nya ako, and i never back down to those lil challenge.
Unknowingly i put a label to myself as ‘experienced’ kahit naman wala pa talaga akong actual na sex experience other than holding a man’s cock in my hand, kissing and groping.
Back in highschool i had this freind Nel, kilala ang pamilya nila sa bayang iyon kaya naman nakabingwit sya ng isang katulad ni Denmark.
Denmark is very tall for his age, maputi din sya at talaga namang gwapo. I dont literally like him, but i heard na crush nya daw ako. I never saw men crushing at me as admiration, i simply know it as, “i want to fuck you”.
Kaya naman hndi ko gaano pinapansin ang mga parinig nya noon tuwing naglalaro sila ng billiard, I was shy yet at the same time i could also be agressive. And maybe they see that as a challenge somehow thus why men flock my way.
Masyado nang dumalas at naging bold ang mga parinig ni Denmark sa akin to the point na he would even approach me directly. So one night, while talking to my freind joy, nag decide ako na why not? he likes me, hes sort of a challenge so why not?
Nag set up…