Fragments – 10

Fragments – 10 Lily Coming Out Clean

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Lily’s POV

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As I was returning home, I was thinking of how I’d be able to face my husband. A lot of things have happened these past few days and explaining them would be extremely difficult.

It would be a real challenge to be totally honest from here on.

If I could, I would rather want to escape somewhere far away. But I know I had to go back and face him- my husband.

I had no idea that he’d be there waiting in the couch as I walked inside the house. He sat there looking at me with that sad eyes of his.

He might not have noticed it, as he didn’t bother to take care of himself, but he had grown a stubble, and I know he didn’t like that. His face had always been clean-shaven.

With how worried he must have been, I wondered if he had slept or eaten properly. I had a sudden rush of guilt wash over me again. I know I had to say something, say something to assure him, but I just stood there staring at him.

What made me guiltier was that he hugged me and welcomed me back with open arms. I expected him to be angry, to berate me, or accuse me. But he didn’t. He was just relieved that I had returned safe to him.

“I’m sorry, Babe.” I didn’t even realize that I had already been crying when I said it. I apologized to him over and over, for things I might not even be able to tell him.

“I’m sorry din, Babe. I was delayed by something, and I couldn’t be there when that guy harassed you.” His tired face was all smiles as he wiped my tears.

“I’m here now, everything will be fine.” He assured me. He took my bag and led me inside our bedroom.

I was close to telling him that everything won’t be fine. Not even close to it. In fact, things just got more complicated.

Because I did something unspeakable.

Roger wanted me to take a rest right away. But I shook my head and told him to sat beside me.

“Let’s talk,” I said. “I know you have questions. So ask me.”

I held my breath and waited for him to interrogate me.

But he just stared at me for a full minute, then he sighed.

“That old man. I already know who he is. His name is Bob- a dirty, perverted, psycho who preys on married women.”

I was shocked. I had just learned that man’s identity from Ninong last night but Roger knew him already.

“How did you find out?” I asked as I tightly gripped the hem of my dress.

“It was a coincidence that when I streamed the lingerie show, I was with a VIP. She told me about that man, even warned me of what he’s capable of.”

He then disclosed that Bob was a rich man of influence who owned some hotel chains, and that the hotel we went to on our honeymoon was one of his. He glanced at me meaningfully.

“So, I guess hindi ko na kelangang magpaliwanag kung bakit ganoon kung umasta ang manyak na iyon sa gabi ng lingerie show, right Babe?” I nervously probed.

He nodded his head but didn’t say anything anymore.

“Hindi ka ba magtatanong, kung ano’ng ginawa nya sa akin doon sa show?” I asked after a moment of silence.

He didn’t answer right away. Instead he held my hands and comforted me.

“If you’re ready, you’ll tell me everything.” He simply said.

That was very reassuring coming from a husband like him, but all the more that it made me more remorseful.

I shook my head with determination. “No, I want to tell you now.”

This weekend, I’ve been hesitating kung ipagtatapat ko ba ang nangyari o itatago na lang. But with how my husband was giving me all the space and understanding, it gnawed at my conscience.

I could only wash away this feeling of shame if I decided to be honest. I felt that it was time to come clean, somehow.

So I took a deep breath and revealed the things that happened in that backstage room during the show.

“H-He.. He dragged me into one of a rooms and when we were inside, he started running his hands all over me.”

“I told him to stop but he just ignored and even laughed at me.”

“Sabi pa nya, ‘Na mimiss mo ba si Daddy? Kasi si Daddy, miss ka na’ then he took one my hands and rubbed it in his hard-on to prove how he missed me. He was still wearing his trousers but his cock was already hard. Very very hard.”

“After that, he removed my bra and licked my breasts. He was in a hurry, so the way he fondled me was more than just rough. He even bit my nipples.”

“After that, he took away my panties. He said it was his prize, that he paid for it. He told me, I was lucky that ‘Daddy’ was willing to spend money for me. He even put it underneath his nose and smelled it.”

“He sniffed my undies a couple of times before he happily wore it on his head like a bonnet.”

“With me completely naked, that’s when he started to get really aggressive.”

“He made me sit on a table and spread my legs apart. He then went down… went down… to… to… my… p-pussy.”

At that point, I was already so red from shame that my voice was cracking. I had the urge to tell my husband that I was in fact already so wet at that time, that I was so aroused by how the old man was licking me all over, and that I was in fact willing to be violated.

But I just couldn’t bring myself to tell him that. I was shaking because I thought I could be completely honest, but found out na ang hirap pala.

Mas madali pang paniwalain na lang ang asawa ko na talagang napilitan lang ako at ayaw ang mga ginagawa nang gurang sa aking murang katawan.

I paused and gathered my thoughts. I was thinking of how much I could reveal without hurting him that much. That’s because I could already see anger rising in his eyes and his fists were already clenched.

Then out of my expectation, he asked in a hoarse voice. “Did he fuck you there?”

His words startled me. It was vulgar, obscene, and seemed to have a hint of excitement within his voice. I was not totally sure, but his breathing was haggard and his eyes were bloodshot. I felt sort of scared.

I almost blurted out ‘yes’ but I stopped myself in time.

“No! No, No, No!” I furiously shook my head as if to convince myself.

“I stopped him. He was about to stick his dick inside me, when someone knocked on the door. The sudden interruption startled him and I was able to push him away.”

I had to divert my attention to my trembling hands as I said it. The last thing I want is for my husband to think that I’m a loose woman.

When I returned to facing him, I saw something strange. His face was still contorted, but it was laced with relief and disappointment at the same time.

Disappointment? I’m not that good at reading faces, but for a while, I could swear that he looked quite disappointed. Also, he was holding on to his crotch discreetly.

I was dumbfounded.

I’m not that stupid not to know that he was trying to hide his erection. Then it dawned to me.

Tama nga siguro yung matandang manyakis sa mga pinagsasabi nya doon sa backstage room sa akin.

“Paano na lang kapag nalaman ng asawa mo na subo-subo mo ang burat ng isang matandang tulad ko habang nasa ibang bansa siya?” Sabi pa nya noon sa akin. Gamit ang kanyang cellphone, ay kinukunan nya ako ng video habang nag-bo-blowjob.

“Malay mo matuwa pa iyon? Bwahaha.” Ang lakas ng tawa ng matanda.

“May iilan sa mga nakantot kong misis, yung mister mismo nila nalilibugan nang malamang may ibang lalaki na nagpapaligaya sa mga asawa nila. Ibang klaseng fetish did yang pagiging cuckold, ha.”

Is my husband getting aroused from knowing that I was getting fucked? The thought somehow got me wet too.

“So nothing else happened. Is that what you were trying to say?” Roger relaxed his tight muscles, and began to smile again.

“Yes.” I looked at him, trying to gauge his reaction. I paused for like five seconds.

When I saw his smile grew wider, I dropped a bomb.

“Apart from a quick blowjob, that is. A deepthroat, in fact.”

That erased the smile off his face. His pupils dilated and his breathing became heavy in an instant. I even saw him instinctively hold his crotch again.

By that point, my hunch should be right. My man has a cuckold fetish, that he might not even know or care to accept yet.

Because of this realization, the tension in my body disappeared. I suddenly felt light and at ease.

I had always been tensed, guilty, and perhaps mad at myself for what has happened to me. I got so easily aroused by these filthy men. I didn’t want them to violate me, but my body would easily succumb to their advances.

After the satisfying and intense sex with these men, I was always left confused and very guilty towards my better half. Now, I shouldn’t be anymore, right? I told myself. My man seemed to enjoy it pala.

“Babe, do you want me to elaborate?” I smiled wickedly at my flustered husband.

“T-Tell me.” He said, his voice trembling with excitement.

I decided to be more playful. Still smiling, I kneeled in front of him and rubbed his crotch for him.

“How about I just demonstrate it?” I could feel his very hard dick through his shorts. In spite of expecting it, I could not help but be amazed.

Roger, who was sitting at the edge of the bed, leaned his body backwards, with his hands supporting him.

“Do it.” He groaned. He then slightly lifted his ass, allowing me to pull his pants and underwear down to his ankles.

His erect manhood stood there before my very eyes. Unlike that filthy old pervert, my man’s cock is clean, pleasant to look at and equally big. I excitedly grabbed the shaft of his dick and teased it with my hand.

“Babe, he told me to play with his dick like this.”

I then moved my hands up and down while sticking my tongue out to poke at his cock’s bulging head. I did it several times before licking his entire cock from the base to the tip.

While I was doing all of that, I was staring up at him. I could see desire in his eyes as he gritted his teeth and groaned. I then went down to his balls and sucked them one by one. I didn’t forget to tease his ass hole with my tongue while I was down there.

I immediately felt his leg muscles twitch. Roger’s balls and ass are so sensitive.

I continued recounting the events at the lingerie show, while still playing with my husband’s dick.

“As there was little time, that old pervert was in a hurry. I was just beginning to enjoy licking his dick all over, when he urged me to swallow him. Babe, he couldn’t wait to shove his dick into my mouth. Like this…”

Then I opened my mouth wide and took his erect pole inside. I made sure that I did it slowly, like my lips were crawling into his dick inch by inch. As I did that, I still looked up at him. My watery eyes staring straight at him.

My hubby sure is huge, it took a lot of effort to completely swallow him. But I’ve also improved a lot. I remember that just a little more than half of dick was what I could fit inside my mouth previously. Now with great effort, I could reach the base of his dick.

I shook my head sideways, giving his dick a gentle “massage” before I pulled back completely to catch my breath.

I deepthroated him for minute or so. I could hear his loud moans, and a couple of “shit” as I did that.

“How was it?” I smiled and asked him when I completely pulled back my head and returned to giving him hand jobs.

“You did that to him?” He grabbed me by my hair and asked, his tone cold.

Smiling widely, I nodded at him, my mouth still dripping with saliva.

“Damn! Ang swerte talaga nang pangit na iyon.” He was cursing under his breath but I could feel his manhood pulsing in my hands.

“He also asked me to swallow his cum.” I disclosed.

“Did you?” His eyes were blazing like there was fire on them.

“What do you think?” I chuckled and returned to giving him head.

“Damn it!” I heard him curse more.

As I was sucking his dick, I reached down underneath my dress to rub my wet panties. Nowadays, I easily get horny when I see a big cock. It must be true; I’m slowly becoming a whore.

I remember that Roger and I had been looking forward to the day he was coming back from his business trip abroad.

I promised myself I’d give him a wonderfully sensual surprise. If not for the incident at the show, life would not have been this complicated. My heart instantly sank, but I kept my spirits up and swore to deal with the problems later.

After all there’s a dick here that needs my full attention.

So I gave my husband the best blowjob that I could. That perverted old man had taught me so much, and with how Roger was grinding his waist, I know his teachings were never in vain.

“No, he must have fucked you.” My husband suddenly yelled at me, like he was very sure.

“If I was in his shoes, alone with someone as hot as you, kakantutin kita kahit ayaw mo pa!”

Nagulat ako sa sinabi ng asawa ko, pero parang mas na horny akong bigla.

“Really? How about you show it to me?” I let go of his cock and climbed up to the bed beside him. With my legs at the edge of the bed, I went down on all fours and stuck my butt up.

I was wearing a tight, mid-thigh sundress. In that position, Roger could easily see my panties from behind.

“What do we have here? Babe, you’re already so wet.” He went behind me and rubbed my clit through my drenched undies.

“Wet and ready.” I corrected him as I grinded my pussy onto his fingers.

After getting a feel of my wetness, he moved my undies sideways and slipped two fingers into my crack. He plunged his fingers deep and searched for my G-spot, then poked it with his fingers until I shuddered from the sensation. Fresh juice leaked from my pussy, drenching his fingers.

“Grabe ka Babe.” I moaned in satisfaction.

But he was not yet done playing with my pussy. He grabbed my butt and spread them wide. Using his tongue, he licked the pussy juice that trickled down to my thighs towards my sensitive clit. He then ate my pussy, making me writhe and squirm.

“I know you’re waiting for this.” I heard his panting voice.

Nakatayo na pala siya sa likuran ko at hinahagod ang kanyang nangangalit na tarugo sa bukana ng puke ko.

“I’ll show you how I’m gonna fuck your little pussy!” With that, he shoved his entire cock deep inside me. He did it in one hard stroke!

“Shit… AhhhhhhhHHHHRGGG… ” Napasigaw ako at napahawak sa kubrekama.

“Itong bagay sa iyo, puta ka. heto pa. at ito. Hmmmp.”

Sunod sunod na malalalim na kadyot ang pinakawalan ni Roger. Baon na baon ang titi nya sa akin.

Napasinghap sabay napasigaw ako sa sarap sa bawat kadyot nya.

“Ganyan nga. Fuck meeEE… Fuck me hard, B-babe.” I was screaming and holding on to the bedsheets as his thrusts became more and more intense.

He pushed my sundress up to my chest and unhooked my bra. Agad nyang dinakma ang mga suso ko at gigil na gigil na nilamas ang mga ito.

“I missed this tight pussy. These plump breasts. This round bouncy ass of yours so much.”

He started talking dirty to me, which turned me really on. He also squeezed my breasts so hard, that they turned red. He must have been stimulated so much today and he just let go of his inhibitions.

Afterwards, his hands went back to clutching my waist and he began to rapidly slam his body into me. He intensified his motion and soon, I felt my pussy getting so hot, like it was on fire. I knew instantly that I was going to cum.

“Babe… MorreEEE… MorRREeeee… YesSSS. That’s it. I’m about to Cum B-babyyYY…”

In response, he pushed my head on to the bed and grabbed both of my hands by my elbows and started to fuck me like a madman. I could hear his growls and groans and I know instantly that he’s about to blow his load.

“Inside baby, cum inside.” I shouted. “I want your cum insideEEE!”

I then reached my limit and came. I could feel his hardness as my pussy squeezed him. He didn’t slow down at all throughout my orgasm.

It drove me crazy. Sobrang sarap ng ginagawa nya.

A few seconds after me, he also came. He unloaded buckets of semen, and as he pulled his dick out, drops of our sticky mixed juices fell down to the bed, drenching the sheets.

After the stressful weekend, I felt that we needed that fuck more than ever in our lives. And as our carnal passions have subsided, we laid down on the bed hugging each other.

We remained silent for a long time. I have thousands of things running through my mind. I know Roger had too.

After I collected my thoughts, I asked him. “Do you still have something you want to know?”

He paused for a while as if deciding if he should ask or not. Eventually he did ask.

“Ninong David.” He took a deep breath. “I tried calling him. Both of you were off the grid. Were you with him all this time?”

I stared at his handsome face. His ever confident eyes had an evident trace of insecurity in them, and a bit of anguish too that he’d been trying his best to hide.

“Won’t you be mad if you know?” I said slowly, carefully trying to weigh the consequences of my words.

“Won’t you blame me, this weak woman?”

Both of us were not stupid. Just by these words, I know my husband could already piece together some things and draw conclusion from them.

“How did it come to that?” He questioned me, his voice betraying his pain.

“Won’t it be better if we just pretend nothing happened?” I asked him.

“I still would want to know.”

“Even if it hurts?”

“Even if it hurts.”

I saw his determination, so I guess there was no backing out from this. I took…