We were cruising EDSA, pero wala padin ang nagsasalita sa aming dalawa. It was just the radio.
Every night you cry yourself to sleep.
Thinking: “Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?”
Hard to believe that
It’s not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won’t go home without you
“By any chance, are you busy this week or in the coming days?” ang tanong niya sakin. We were already in Megamall when she tried building up a conversation with me.
“Hindi naman.” sagot ko sa kanya. And there was silence again.
“Can we drive straight to the north?” ang tanong niya sa akin.
What?
What was that again?
Buti nalang talaga naka seatbelt kami, napa brake talaga ako sa sinabi niya. Why on earth would she ask me that, na parang walang nangyari sa amin. Tumigil ako saglit sa bandang Edsa Revolution Shrine to make things clear with her.
“I’m sorry, are you okay?” ang tanong ko sa kanya, dahil napasubsob din talaga siya sa sudden braking ko.
“I’m okay, I’m fine. I should be the one apologizing for saying something like that out of nowhere.”
“I was planning to go to Ilocos. And gusto ko talagang makasama ka, like overnight or two lang. That is if syempre kung okay lang sayo.” ang sabi pa niya.
Wala naman na akong ipangdadahilan sa kanya dahil sinabi ko nang hindi ako busy for the week. I just took my phone, sent a message to my boss, sa bahay at kay Ari. I don’t know why I am informing Ari about my whereabouts, and about Lanz, pero nagsabi padin ako. Si Ari lang ang sumagot and told me na I should go with Lanz. Chance ko na daw yun to settle what needs to be settled. Nag start na ako ulit mag drive, wala na din namang bukas na mga mall para maka withdraw at mamili ng mga gamit.
“Mag withdraw nalang tayo along the way. Pag may nadaanan tayong mall bukas na bukas na, saka tayo mamili ng gamit.” ang sabi ko kay Lanz.
“O-okay, sure. Sorry ulit sa biglaang decision.”
“It’s okay.”
Dumaan muna kami sa isang gas station along the expressway para bumili ng essentials at makapag kape na din. I tried asking questions sa kanya, pero as much as possible, I don’t want to talk about us. Yet.
Lumaon pa, I saw her sleeping na. Itinabi ko ang sasakyan at dahan dahan kong inihiga ang passenger side seat, upang makahiga siya kahit papaano. I looked at her, and she is still beautiful. I almost got caught in trance while looking at her, until I realized we needed to drive again. Madilim pa ng makarating kami ng La Union, nag stop ako sa isang resort so I can get some sleep. Nagising ako nang masilaw na ako sa araw, lumabas na ako para makapag stretching saka ko siya ginising so we can get our breakfast.
We drove again after our breakfast at huminto kami ulit sa isang resort na nagbebenta ng mga swimwear. For sure, mag beach kami pag dating ng Ilocos. Memories came running down my lane, nung mga panahon na nag road trip kami at nag beach. Past lunch time nang dumating kami ng Ilocos.
“Do you have any specific plans here ba?” ang tanong ko sa kanya.
“N-not really.. Any suggestions?” ang balik na tanong nito sa akin.
“Let’s go sa Pagudpud.”
“A-are you sure? Malayo pa tayo..”
“Ilocos with you will never be completed without Pagudpud.” ang sagot ko sa kanya. I don’t know if I was imagining that time, pero namula siya kaya mabilis na nag iwas ng tingin nito sa akin.
Once we arrived sa isang resort sa Pagudpud, Lanz immediately took care everything na. I offered to give my share for the resort pero tinanggihan niya lang ako. I sat down sa lounge area to check my phone, made updates sa mga possible client ko at sa boss ko. Maya maya ay lumapit si Lanz sa akin.
“Are you okay na sa iisang room lang tayo? May mag out naman daw bukas pero not sure if mag extend pa ba yung guest or not.” wala naman na akong magawa, although that was not I was expecting that time, ex lovers sa iisang room. How nostalgic.
“Sure, if that is fine with you.”
It was an executive room, and it was good, may jacuzzi, the room has its own veranda with private access papunta sa beach. And the bed is huge for the two of us, kasya kahit apat na tao. She ordered our food and asked me to freshen up dahil galing kami sa byahe. She brought her clothes na binili niya kanina para malabhan niya sa laundry area ng resort.
She was out for almost two hours and I had nothing to do sa room. I prepared the food she ordered para pag dating niya, kakain nalang kami. After eating, I took my shower first, at nung lumabas ako, napatingin siya sa akin at napatulala. It’s as if first time niya akong makitang topless, but maybe because of the changes. Nag gym ako as per recommendation na din ng pinsan niya, so that I can look mature kasi nga rumaraket ako sa real estate. Tinuloy ko nalang ang pagpupunas ng basang buhok ko at sinabihan ko siyang maligo na din. It took her forever bago siya lumabas sa shower room, and it was my turn to be stunned. Mas lalo pa siyang sumeksi, I mean, she already have a beautiful figure before, pero that time, mas lalo pang nagkaroon ng tone and curve ang katawan niya, and her bikini, she looks a goddess sa white bikini niya.
“Yan ba yung binili mo kanina? Looks great on you.” ang sabi ko sa kanya.
“Why, thank you! Am I sexy in this outfit?” ang sagot niya at saka siya umikot at nag pose.
Damn this woman, accentuated pa lalo ang balakang niya, for sure pagtitinginan siya sa labas mamaya. Her cover doesn’t help at all. Gusto ko siyang pagsuutin ng shorts.
“You bet. For sure, maraming leeg ang iikot pag dumaan ka.” ang sagot ko nalang sa kanya without feeling so much enthusiasm.
We walked out through the veranda dahil may personal access ito papunta sa beach front. I kept my distance from her. Una, we are no longer boyfriend and girlfriend, hindi sa ayokong ma associate sa kanya but there is nothing for me kung may gustong makipag mingle sa kanya. She’s free to do so. She walked to my right side and neither of us were talking habang naglalakad kami sa dalampasigan. True to what I have thought, there were lots of guys ang halos magkandabali ang leeg sa katitingin sa kanya. Nakakairita, and yet I reminded myself na hindi na kami so I kept on distancing myself from her.
I was shocked when she grabbed my right arm at yakapin niya yun, napatingin nalang ako sa kanya, and I know that time, I am not imagining, her face is red, kaya yumuko na lamang siya at pinagpatuloy namin ang paglalakad. In that case, I held her hand nalang to reassure her that it was okay. That time, I knew to myself, I missed her so much that I wanted to hug her right there and then, at the same time, it was a mixed emotion for me, I’m happy yet sad. After an hour or so of strolling, we decided to get back sa resort and we headed straight to their restaurant which I was surprised that they have a very good selection on their menu.
After taking our dinner, we took some drinks at nagpunta kami sa pool area nila. Meron daw silang infinity pool, in which Lanz was so delighted. After reaching the pool, Paupo na sana ako sa pool bench when she removed her cover, it was as if my first time to see her body, akala ko tutulo pa laway ko sa ganda niya. Nang mapaatras siya ay bigla siyang nadulas, mabuti nalang talaga at malapit na malapit lang ako sa kanya. I immediately grabbed her arm and pulled her towards me. Our faces were just centimeters apart, and I badly wanted to kiss her moist thin reddish lips. Hindi pa nakatulong na may nabuhay sa katawan ko. Fuck.
“Be careful Lanz, maya ma injure ka pa.” yun nalang ang nasabi ko sa kanya bago ko siya itayo ng dahan dahan.
Inalalayan ko nalang siiya pababa nang pool when another accident happened. I slipped at nahulog kami ng sabay sa pool. Mabilis akong nakaahon sa tubig at napasandal ang dalawang kamay ko pool side, and to my suprise, umahon si Lanz just right inside my arms, and for the second time that day, we were facing each other with just a few centimeters apart.
Tangina talaga.
That time, I did not hold myself back, I badly wanted her. I wanted to feel her warmth again. I leaned my face towards her, and pressed my lips to hers. I started with a supple bite on her upper lip then on her lower lip. I did it a couple more times before I transitioned to a more intimate kiss. She held my cheeks and she answered me with a torrid kiss. I know those kisses, and it used to belong to me.
I didn’t care about the surroundings that time, all I wanted was her, all to myself. I grabbed her waist and embraced her. I even hold her nape so we can kiss more.
“Mmmmmmm hhhhmmmmpppp” I heard her moan when I started to suck her tongue.
Then there was that mix of emotions again. We were panting when we stopped kissing. I leaned my forehead to hers, and in an instant, all of our sweet memories came rushing in my head. It was a good thing she cannot see my face that time, else, she’d see confusion in my eyes. I just kissed her forehead, at naisip ko bahala na.
“Lanz…” ang bulong ko sa kanya habang tinataas ko ang baba niya. I locked eyes with her. It was as if she’s telling me that she was longing for me, or was it just my imagination at that time. Nonetheless, we started kissing again.
I tried sucking her tongue again but that time, she responded well, she let me do it and after a few kisses it was her turn to suck my tongue. I don’t know how long we were kissing there, sakto naman na nung magstop kami kami ay biglang bumukas ang ilaw.
“Fuck” yun nalang ang nasabi ko sa sarili ko. Oo, nabitin ako sa halikan namin, and I knew to myself that I am starting to lose myself to her spell. A spell that she could have used to me at hindi kami umabot sa ganoong situation.
Naglublob pa siya sa tubig saglit before she asked na bumalik na kami sa room namin. Pagdating namin sa room, pinauna ko na siyang mag shower. I called the restaurant para mag order ng kaunting makakain at drinks. Medyo matagal talaga siyang mag shower, even before. Lagi siyang may seremonyas. At nang lumabas siya, sakto naman na naglilipat ako ng channel nang mahagip ng reflection niya sa tv, and goodness nakakapang init siya ng laman, naka bikini nanaman siya. Wala nga pala kaming ibang damit. Ayoko siyang tignan, baka di ko mapigilan ang sarili ko.
“What are you watching?” ang tanong niya sa akin at tuloy lang ako sa pag browse ng mga channel, and through the reflection I could see her standing just right behind me.
“Nothing in particular. Are you done?” ang tanging naisagot ko nalang sa kanya. Pagtayo ko, saktong paglingon ko ay papatalikod na siya, and I just looked at her, at dahil sa bitin ko kanina sa pool side, napabuntong hininga nalang ako.
“I ordered some food and drinks. Paki tignan nalang if di pa ako nakakalabas ng shower.” ang sabi ko sa kanya bago ako dumiretso sa banyo, and I made sure that I could touch her uber exposed legs.
I immediately opened the shower and chose the cold shower, else, baka hindi mawala ang init sa katawan ko. Damn that woman, she really knows how to make me fall for her. While in the shower, narinig ko nalang ang pagsigaw niya na dumating na daw ang inorder ko. I just said okay and I will be there in a few minutes. Remembering na wala kaming ibang damit, I chose nalang yung binili kong boxer shorts and white T. Paglabas ko, she gave me again the same reaction from earlier at napangiti nalang ako sa kanya. I checked the order and asked her if she could join me sa veranda to drink. That was my time to ask her what I have been keeping inside me for two years at hindi ko palalampasin ang pagkakataon na yun.
“Alam ko napapansin mo, I am being unpredictable with my actions and hindi ako nag tatanong sayo.” ang sabi ko sa kanya while asking her to seat down. I have to check my emotions as well that time so that I will not give inappropriate emotions.
“More like of, hindi rin ako ready sa mga isasagot mo. Eto na yung chance ko na mag ask ng mga questions sayo about what happened.”
“Liam, first of all, I wanna say I’m really sorry. I’m sorry I betrayed you. I’m sorry I have caused you pain. I’m sorry, for being a coward.” ang sagot niya sa akin. I felt she was so sincere that time.
“Why?”
“I… I… I really don’t know how to explain it to you at that time. That is the only thing that I have never been honest with you about.”
“It was a long standing plan na about my petition, before I met you. My papers were already in progress when I met you.”
“Why didn’t you tell me about it?”
“Because.. It’s because I never knew I would be deeply in love with you at that time. I was wrong, kasi I fell hard for you. I am afraid of what may happen to us, to me. I became a coward to fight for what was in front of me. I became so selfish.”
I was gauging my emotions back then. Hindi ako sumagot.
Silence.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mararamdaman ko at that time. It was as if all pain resurfaced but I should still keep my composure.
“Do you know how much I loved you Lanz? Was it not that great for you?” ang hindi ko napigilang itanong ko sa kanya.
“I love you, Liam!” ang pasigaw niyang sagot sa akin. Nabigla ako at napalingon ako sa kanya at nakita ko siyang umiiyak na. Hindi ako naaawa sa kanya that time, pero hindi ko kinayang magalit sa kanya. Gusto ko lang maintindihan lahat.
Hindi ko rin alam pero I felt her warmth again, simula nung makita ko siya sa get together. It was as if I am home again. Earlier, sa beach side, sa pool, wala akong galit na maramdaman sa kanya. Even sa kotse, nang bumibyahe kami, I’d look at her from time to time, pero wala talaga, it’s as if, finally I am with her again.
Mahal ko padin talaga siya that time.
And I came to realize that time, she needed to make a decision and that decision really changed our lives. I knew to myself how greedy a person I was. Should she told me everything up front, baka pinili ko na agad putulin ang anumang connection ko sa kanya, or kung hindi man, baka mas malala pa ang inabot namin, dahil alam kong pag aawayan namin iyon dahil hindi rin naman ako papayag. But then again, everything was already set in stone, and we were made to decide without choosing which path we want to take. Lanz had to make it, and she chose what she thought was best for her, for us.
“I know that you made a decision of what you thought was great for you. There will be times that we need to be selfish even at the expense of hurting somebody. I myself, was a selfish person as well, kasi if you have told me about it earlier, hindi ako papayag na iwanan mo ako. Or maybe, hindi kita liligawan dahil iiwanan mo lang din ako.”
“Di mo kailangang sisihin ang sarili mo for something you decided and chose on. I think you made a good decision to pursue your better future, so I don’t think that you should be regretting your decision.” I knew to myself that time, siguro nga tama lang din ang naging decision niya. I am a mere collateral damage. But the damage has been done, and on top of that, I needed to know first kung saan nga ba kami dapat papunta. Oo, mahal ko siya, but was still worth it the second time?
Nawala ako sa iniisip ko when she stood up and hugged me tightly, and so I hugged her sa beywang niya. She rested her hair sa balikat ko, and I looked on her, at di ko na rin naman na pinigilan ang sarili ko, I kissed her hair. Bahala na kung san kami dadalhin nitong pinaggagagawa namin, I will dwell it after.
I could feel her breasts, and naamoy ko ang kabanguhan niya, hindi pa nakatulong na mainit siya sa pakiramdam ko and that’s why I started to have a boner. Shit. She really still does have that effect on me, at lalo pa niyang diniin ang katawan niya sa akin. Damn it.
She started to plant kisses on my neck and my heart started to race because of the build up of sensation and anticipation. Pinagapang ko nalang ang mga kamay ko sa beywang niya that time, and her skin was still like a silk. She caressed my chest, from my left nipple and back to my chest. I started to press her waist, and my right hand slipped to her bare butt cheek. Bahala na kung ano magiging reaction niya or if kung gusto ba niya. I pressed her against my boner and seems like she liked it, or was it just my imagination.
She stopped kissing my neck at nang mapatingala siya sa akin, I know we both wanted to kiss each other, and there and then, our lips met. We started with soft kisses, saka ko sinipsip ang dila niya and bit her upper lip then her lower lip. Whenever I bit her upper lip, she’d licked my lower lip. Kissing torridly, sipsipan at palitan ng laway. She started to rub herself on my hard on, and that time, in return, nilamutak ko ang malalambot niyang butt cheeks at idinidiin ko sa akin.
“Mmmmhhhppphhhh…mmmmm….uuuhhmmmppppp…hhhmmmmmmm” she started to moan in between our kisses, damn this woman, she knows how to make me feel horny.
Di ko na rin naisip that time na nasa veranda lang kami, but fuck, I miss this woman so much. I pushed her dahan dahan until she bumped into a table. Binuhat si Lanz paangat sa table, then I spread her legs slowly, I positioned myself in between her legs, at saka ko siya hinalikan muli.
“Uuuhhhhmmmmmmmm” she started to moan again when I started to use my finger to trace her beautiful breast. Sinunod ko naman ang cleavage niya. It was as if remembering every inch of her body. In response, she used her fingers to trace my boner up and down. Di ko na din natiis at saka ko naman unti unting ginamit ang buong kamay ko touch her breasts.
Binaba ko ang top niya so that I can freely look at her breast. I started kissing her neck, and licking it afterwards. She must be feeling good dahil napatingala nalang siya and opened her mouth. She grabbed my cock with at pinisil pisil pa yun, ang sarap ng ginagawa niya kaya naman lalo ko pa dinilaan sa leeg niya.
“Aaaahhhhhhh hhhhmmmmmmm iiiiiihhhhhhhmmmmmmm” she moaned when I started to cup her right breast and gave her left breast an equal attention by kissing and licking the sides, same to the top and her cleavage.
“Ang bango mo Lanz.” ang di ko na napigilang sabihin sa kanya when I caressed my nose sa top ng suso niya and I felt her small shivering.
“Uuuuhhhhhhh ssshhhhiiiittttt uuuuhhhhhhhh” I started to lick her left hard nips. Natuwa ako sa reaction niya when she arched her back. I continued to lick her right nips. I planted kisses sa palibot ng dalawang suso niya at diniladilaan ko pa. I can’t get enough of this woman.
“Sssshhhiiiittttt aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh” napangiti pa ako sa reaction niya nang umpisahan ko nang isubo yung right breast niya while nilalamas ko ang left breast niya. Sinabayan ko pa ng pag suck ng matigas niyang nips then isusubo ko ulit ang suso niya.
I wanted her to remember how I used to devour her beautiful body. How it used to belong to me. Inumpisahan ko na ding salatin ang pussy slit niya sa ibabaw ng bikini bottom niya at basang basa na siya doon. I made sure to put some pressure and with circular motion sa may bandang clit niya. She started to say my name and her moans are getting louder. My cock is getting harder and harder that time. What I did was, sabay sabay kong ginawa ang pag subo sa breasts niya at paglalaro sa wet pussy niya.
“Shit Lanz, ang sarap mo padin.” it’s true, sobrang sarap niya padin talaga. It was as if nothing changed.
“Ooohhhhh m-m-moooohhhrrrreeee” yun lang ang naging sagot niya. Kaya naman, I oblgied with her request.
I untied her bikini bottom, and goodness gracious, ang kinis, at sobrang basa ng pussy niya. Sobrang maalaga siya sa katawan niya, and she always made sure noon na laging kalbo yun because that’s how I want it. Until now, she kept it. I did a circular motion sa ibabaw ng clit niya and put some pressure on it kaya naman umaalon alon ang katawan niya. I sat in between her legs, first row seat ako sa pussy niya.
Iniangat ko yung dalawang legs niya sa ibabaw ng table and planted some kisses on it, pababa. I reached her pussy slit and started licking it, papunta sa singit niya then sa inner thigh, oh boy, she even spread her legs for me which made my horniness shoot up.
I did it simultaneously, licking her left inner thigh, sa singit niya, down to her hard clit and sa juicy pussy niya, pababa at pabalik pataas ulit sa clit niya, then sa singit niya then sa right inner thigh. Napapasabunot pa siya at kinakabig kabig ang batok ko papunta sa pussy niya. What I did next sent her to oblivion and shouted. I hardened my tongue at sinugkit ng dila ko ang clit niya ng mabilis.
“Oooooohhhhhhh sssshhhhhiiiiiittttttt” nanginginig ang mga kalamnan niya when I licked her pussy slit slowly pero may pressure, so she could feel it more.
“Fuck Liam! Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh” nahiga nalang siya sa table, when I started to open her pussy slit to expose her hard clit using my fingers, and licked it in circular motion. Napapagiling nalang siya sa ginagawa ko and hear her delicious moan. I sucked her clit na parang sumisipsip ng tahong.
“Aaaaaiiiiiiiiiieeeehhhhhhhh aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh” she continued shouting/moaning when I started to fuck her wet pussy using my tongue. After some time, sinabayan ko na ng pag finger fuck sa kanya.
“Damn, your pussy is tight Lanz. And you are so wet here.”
“Shit Liam! Ang sarap! Aaaaaahhhhhhh”
I slowly finger fuck her habang sinusungkit ng dila ko ang clit niya. Nung una, it was just my middle finger, then I inserted my ring finger.
“I’m… I’m… aaaaaahhhhhhhh ssshhhhiiiiittttt Liam! I’m cumming. I’m cum-aaahhhhh-ming Liam, don’t stop! More! Faster! Sssshhhhiiitttttt aaaaahhhhhhhhh”
There and then, she came, I have to admit, namiss ko ang makipag sex sa kanya. I miss making love with her and making her cum ng paulit ulit.
“That was so intense Lanz, but so great. Ang sarap mo parin.” all she could do was to smile while panting na nakapikit.
After some rest, tumayo siya and gave me pet kisses sa lips ko which I answered with a torrid kiss. Nagpalit kami ng pwesto, she sat down sa upuan. Without further ceremony, she started removing my boxer shorts and boxer underwear. She grabbed my cock, at ang init ng kamay niya. I feel like lalong tumigas ang cock ko. She caressed it up and down, and to my surprise, she rubbed it on her right cheek. I looked at her, anticipating her next move.
Habang hawak niya ang matigas kong alaga, she started kissing the top of my cock, and then licked yung pinaka butas sinalsal niya ako ng mabagal. She licked the under of my cock head and moved on to kiss the body of it, papunta sa balls balls. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam ng dila at bibig niya sa alaga ko. She even started to play and massage my balls while she slowly masturbated my cock and licked the head of my cock simultaneously. Dinuraan niya ang ulo ng alaga ko. She used her hand to grab it and kinalat sa katawan ng alaga ko then slowly masturbated it again.
“Ohhhh soo warm.” ang sabi ko when she started sucking my cock and bobbed her head up and down. Inipon ko ang buhok niya para walang sagabal.
“Yes Lanz, that’s so good. Ang sarap ng bibig mo parin.” lalo pa niyang pinag igihan ang pag subo sa alaga ko.
She alternated sucking, kissing and licking my cock. Ang sarap niyang sumubo parin, and bit by bit, ako at ang alaga ko started to remember how she used to do it with me. Lalong nagwala ang alaga ko sa bibig niya at pumintig pintig pa.
“Shit Lanz, you’re gonna make me cum, fuck! Ang sarap!” sabi ko sa kanya. Instead of stopping, binilisan niya pa lalo ang pagsubo sa alaga ko and she even tightened her mouth that time. I’m at my limit, I am about to cum inside her mouth.
“There Lanz! I’m cumming!” she took my load inside her mouth. She did not let go of my cock at diniladilaan pa niya ng iluwa niya at sinubo ulit, to make sure that all of my cum would go inside her mouth. Shit. That was so fucking awesome.
Nang iluwa niya ang alaga ko, pinatayo ko siya agad agad at pinatuwad sa table, I lifted her left leg at pinatong yun sa table. She looked at me and locked our eyes with each other. She bit her lower lip, tangina, lalo lang akong nalibugan sa ginawa niya. Inabot ng left arm niya ang alaga ko and to her suprise, matigas na matigas padin yun. She caressed it as if saying, come here my baby and pulled it to her. I took it from her, and used it to brush her pussy slit na unti unting bumubuka.
“Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh” sabay naming ungol when my cock head went through inside her.
“You’re so tight, like a virgin, Lanz.” ang sabi ko sa kanya.
“I… I…. aaaaaahhhhhhh uuuummmmmm”
“I.. haven’t.. had.. any.. Aaaaaahhhhhhh sex for two years Liam… aaaaahhhhhhhh ssshhhhhiiiiittttt ssssoooo gggoooooddddd.” fuck, that really made me happy that time. So her last sex was with me. Lalo kong isinagad paloob pa ang alaga ko. I want her to feel every inch of my cock, and I want to feel her depthness again.
I leaned forward so I could kiss her. I kissed her torridly, at sinipsip ko pa yung dila niya. I thrusted very slowly, pero sagad na sagad. Sobrang sarap parin makipag make love kay Lanz. Maybe because I still love her and she reciprocates what I am doing to her.
“Ooohhhhhh sssshhhhiiiittttt Liiiaaaammm!!!” she shivered, she reached another orgasm. With that hindi ko siya tinigilan. I fucked her slowly, and reached for her breasts at nilamas ko yun na may kasamang gigil. I could feel her juices on my cock, ang lapot sa pakiramdam at mainit.
Ang sarap makita ng reaction niya, nakapikit, nakanganga tapos magkakagat labi at mapapanganga every time na isasagad ko ang alaga ko sa kaloob looban niya. I started to thrust faster and she started to moan again.
“Aaaaahhhhhhhhh”
“Fffuuuucccckkkkk”
“Ooooooohhhhhhhh”
“Uuuuuuummmmmmppppp uuuhhhhmmmm uuuhhhmmmm haaaa haaaa haaaa”
Shit.
Ang sarap.
I miss her.
Fuck.
“Fuck fuck uuummmmm ummmmm ang sarap Lanz!”
“Yyyeeaaaahhhhh yeeaaaahhhh? Please aaaahhhhh aaahhhhh ffuck oooohhhhhh ssshiiiitttt so goood aaaahhhhh fuck me more please Liam!”
Hindi ko siya tinigilan kahit nakakarami na siya ng orgasm, I feel like I can go on for more. How I wished that time, we would still go on with this, together.
After some time, we changed our position, inihiga ko siya sa table. I lifter her legs pataas, pinagdikit and hugged it. I rubbed my hard cock head sa pussy lips niya, paakyat at pababa at saka dahan dahang pinasok. So fucking delicious, yung ang sikip pa ng pussy niya at lalo pang sumikip, fuck I could fuck her all day long.
“This is so fucking good Lanz. Your so fucking delicious uummm uuhhhmmm uuhhmmmm”
“Shit! Shit! Shit! FUCK! Aaaaahhhhhhh aaaaahhhhh aaaahhhhhh aaaahhhhhh aaahhhhh”
I really wished that night, sana hindi matapos iyon. All I could feel was pleasure, not lust but warmth of two people doing it. It was love making. Nagtagal pa kami sa ganung position before I came.
“F-f-fuck Lanz! Ang sarap!”
“Faster! More Liam, faster fuck me more!”
“Yes Lanz, there there there shhhiiittttt aaaahhhhhhh”
“Aaaooohhhh fuck! Ang sarap hon!” she embraced her legs sa beywang ko, and she pulled me to kiss me.
“I miss cumming nang kasabay ka.” ang sabi niya sa akin.
“You came again?” ang gulat na tanong ko sa kanya.
“Y-yeah.” napangiti nalang ako sa sagot niya at muli ay hinalikan ko siya.
She was panting nakatulog siya bigla. Sa pagod malamang. I carried her papunta sa bed. I took towel, warm water at robe. Nilinisan ko ang katawan niya at saka ko siya sinuotan ng robe. Hindi ako agad nakatulog, I just watch her sleeping, and she still sleeps the way she used to at napangiti ako.
I was thinking that time, anong mangyayari sa amin. Ready ba ako? Yes mahal ko siya that time, but was it really worth it to fight only to lose it again? Will we survive it if we give it another shot? Bumabalik lang ako sa tanong na kung mahal ko pa ba siya and same question will pour my head. It was a loop question in my head, hanggang sa makatulugan ko nalang yun.