Six months ago, I caught Sam having an affair with his ex, Janica… They’ve been together for almost two years.. She also led her to this kind of lifestlye.. But Janica enjoyed it a lot . To the point na halos every week na sya nagseset mg meet ups… And even Sam is away, or on a businees trip, Janica used to do that..(of course nagpapaalam naman sya kay Sam).. Sam has no choice but to say yes… He created a monster, sa madaling salita.. The reason why they got separated is that, Janica lose her priorities… She forgot her limitations.. And she already making that lifestyle as a hobby.. Which is not healthy.. And then, Sam and I met…. And ang sabi sa akin ni Sam, hiwalay na sila that time.. That’s why andoon sya sa bar na yun kung saan kame nagakakilala.. Of course, naniwala ako.. Sinabi nya eh.. And then, as time goes by, lumalabas kame, date dito, date doon, hanggang sa sinagot ko sya. And then after few month, he pruposed to me sa isang beach resort.. And of course, I said yes!!! Our marriage went well.. We are so happy to be together.. In each other’s arms.. We promised to luv each other through thick and thin.. In sickness and in health.. Meronng laman ang bulsa o wala.. And we promised to luv each other even if it hurts…. And even when it hurts…. Until that one day came along.. Nawalan kame ng gana sa isa’t isa.. To the point na we don’t want to make luv… And to tell you honestly, I am a damn boring wife at first.. I do sex in a usual way.. Waiting for my husband’s to come in… Ayoko sya kainin cause nakakdiri.. I dont want him to do that to me as well, coz ang laswa tingnan.. But you know what, communication is the key talaga.. Lahat ng bagay napapagusapan.. So Sam and I talked about what’s happening to us.. That we were so happy before.. That is the time na inintroduce nya sa akin ang ganitong lifestyle..
I was too surprised that time… Hindi ko naimagine na nageexist pala talaga yung ganun.. Threesome, foursome, group sex, girl to girl contact and everything.. Ako naman, even I’m not that kind of girl na well experienced, malawak naman ang pang unawa ko.. I tried to understand things bakit ganito, bakit ganyan.. Then yun, we set a play,(which is also a couple) then meet and had some drinks with them.. And yun na.. At first, nakakailang. Nakakaselos.. But eventually, you’ll get to enjoy it.. Kasama pa ang asawa mo.. I mean, ypu don’t need to cheat to your wife or to your husband para lang makatikim ng iba.. Well, actually, sex cannot be considered as cheating.. Cause cheating can only be considered as one if, and only if there is an emotional involvement.. Hindi na maganda yun.. So I got to enjoy it.. Nag spiced up ang sex life namen.. We used to do different and exciting things.. Which is healthy para sa akin.. Coz I might think that it will make our marriage more stronger.. But not now. Hindi ko na alam kung maisasalba pa ba nun ang marriage namin..
Then one time, papunta kame ng batangas port. I am holding his phone ( which is I don’t usually do. Nagkataon lang na may ka meet kame na kausap ko sa phone nya). The call already hung up. Na curriois ako. I checked his messages.. And I was surprised na nakita kong ang convo nila ni Janica… I was hurt that time.. Badly.. To think na inintndi ko lahat ng gusto nya..Pinasok ko yung buhay na hindi ako just to make him stay, pero nagawa nya padin akong lokohin.. Nagrebelde ako.. Sumama ako sa mga tropa ko na umaakyat ng bundok.. At hindi ko inasahan ang mga nangyare..
__________reminiscing the past…6months ago)
Tumawag sa akin ang kaibigan ko na si Akira..
Bes, tara sama ka akyat tayo bundok. Miss na kita eh. Tagal mo na di naguupdate sa tropa.. Ika ni Akira..
Ako: Saan ba yan, sino sino kasama? At kailan para makapagpaalam ako kay Sam.. Sagot ko naman..
Akira: Sa batangas lang..Overnight lang naman. Kasama din sina Yvan at Phoebe… Sa saturday ng uamaga ang akyat naten.. Tapos sunday 5am start na ulit sa pagbaba.. Panghihiyakat sa akin ni Akira..
Bigla ko naman naisip na yun yung time na may business trip si Sam.. At ayoko din sya kasama sa bahay sa weekend.. Dahil nga sa ginawa nya. So, nagdecide ako sumama..
Ako: Sige na nga.. Push…
Akira: Yey!!! Thanks bes… See you.. mwamwa..
At naputol na ang linya.. Dumaan ang mga araw ay hindi ko pa din kinikibo si Sam.. I don’t want to talk to him.. Not now.. Ayoko magsalait ng may galit sa dibdib, baka kung ano lang ang masabi ko na pagsisisihan ko sa huli..
Pinauna ko lang sya umalis ng sabado ng umaga. At pagka alis na pagka alis nya ay nag ayos na din ako ng aking gamit.. Kinuha ko ang aking telepono at tinawagan si Akira..
Ako: Bes, saan kita dadaanan.. Magdadala ako ng kotse.. Tanong ko sa kanya..
No need bes, mag prepare ka na at kame na ang susundo sayo.. May dalang kotse yung tropa ni Yvan.. Si Luke.. At chaka no need naman that.. Pagbaba naman naten sa vamp site, maiiwan na din ang kotse.. Kaya no need na.. Prepare kana at darating na lang kame dyan.. Bye.. Seeyou.. mwamwa… At agad naputol ang linya.. Ni hindi na nya ako hinayaang makasagot pa.. Dali dali naman ako naligo at nagayos ng sarili..
Isang satin shorts na black ang napili kong isuot pambaba. Halos osang dangkal lamang ang haba nito.. Isang white round neck shirt naman ang sa aking pantaas.. At syempre pang akyat na sapatos ang aking sinuot pampaa.. Maya maya pa ay meron ng bumusina na sasakyan sa harapan ng aking bahay.. Kulay pula ito sa 7 seater.. Pagapsok ko sa loob…
Ako: Hi guys… Kamusta? Pagabati ko naman sa kanila..
Sa unahan nakasakay si Akira.. Si Yvan ang driver at sa back seat naman ko katabi yung Luke..
Hi, Kath? Mas maganda ka pala sa personal.. Pambungad naman ni Luke sa akin….