Intro:
Good morning mga ka FSS.
NOD Yvonnie is your nurse for the day. Here to speed up your heartbeat again.
It has been a while since my last post.
I easily get to sleep often nowadays. Ambilis ko nang dalawin ng antok. Madalas nakakatulog na ako agad just after dinnertime. May kaagaw na talaga ako ng oxygen supply. I am 20 wks AOG. Translation:20 weeks na po akong buntis. Ambilis ng panahon. My tummy is growing.
I Thank everyone for all your support sa aming mga frontliners. We are definitely winning the fight.
Prologue:
Now Lets get to the juicy part. Medyo mahaba-haba ang post ko ngayon. Sorry in advance but this is such a very good true story to keep on my own. I hope you will like it just as my hubby loved it.
As a wife, I want my husband to live out his dreams along with his fantasies. Nangako nga ako sa kanya sa harap ng altar that “I will be the girl of his dreams and fantasies..” then I keep on thinking how the hell am I going to do it. Last year I know nag mission-accomplished ako dito.
Guess who my hubby fvcked on his last birthday….
It was his most favorite heroine eversince his childhood. Buti nalang pinagbigyan siya ni Darna. Hehe.
This horny idea sparked from my husband after giving me a joke during one of our usual dates as an answer.
I asked my husband about his most favorite heroines.
He told me a lot of characters in comics and movies but one pinay heroine stood out from the rest of his choices. (Dahil nag-stand out din ang pagka lalaki niya whenever he watches her). He has a huge crush on Darna as a kid. He told me one time na tinitigasan siya noon everytime he watched Darna on tv. He grew up getting really fond of the character eversince his childhood. Hubby told me never forgot that feeling. Naging laman ng mga pantasya niya si Darna. He even told me that Darna gave him a BJ and sometimes have sex with him in his dreams. Crazy? Maybe I am crazy too kasi nagustuhan ko din.
This though also gave me a crazy idea.
I want to give my husband his lifelong fantasies (hanggat kakayanin). I want to fill in that empty void na hinahanap hanap niya(cguro wala sa akin pero gusto kong ibigay ang gusto nya).
Like Batman, I dont have any superhuman powers but I do have a dangerous mind. It is all what I needed. (Kung sakaling nakipag sex ako kay batman, ano kayang klaseng bata ang magagawa namin? :P)
Kaya simula noon whenever I ask my hubby a favor, I always tell him this incentive. “Kung magpapaka goodboy ka baka pagbigyan ka ni Darna..” 🙂 Smile
Medyo provocative at agitated siya when I say it. Maybe because he knows I randomly browse his sex infested cellphone (patas lang kami kasi naghahalungkat din siya sa cp ko). Dito nakita ko ang mga hubad na katotohan sa gallery. Not just nude girls but also sexy wallpapers of Darna. No wonder nauubos memory ng cp niya. Deja Vu? Even my Ex BFs are also fond of the same heroic whore. (Lucky girl. If she was real, andami na cguro niyang naagaw na BF) Ano ba ang meron kay Darna if she looks like a whore sa general public? It would be a shame sa mga bata pero depende cguro sa tumitingin yun. All ages anticipated her on tv kaya nagkaroon ng mga multiple sequels, remakes at andami na ding artistang gumaganap bilang Darna. I know some may disagree with me but Cguro halos lahat ng guys pinagpapantasyahan si Darna. I mean the character as a whole hindi lang yung actress na gumanap. (Ako naman, I also want to have sex with Harry Potter, the character itself and not Daniel Radcliffe.You get my point?)
Cguro, I think majority of the guys want to have sex with her or see her naked at least. Kaya cguro nagkaroon ng kantang “Narda”.
I always make myself a habit to outdo my previous accomplishments (lalo na pagdating sa sex). I challenge myself to explore, try out something new or extraordinary. Sounds boring to me pag paulit-ulit ang parehong bagay. I have to add different spices to our relationship para hindi nakakasawa ang mangasawa.
Pasalamat si Hubby at pinakasalan niya ako. I keep telling this to myself.
I do have time to always cook up something special lalo na sa birthday ni Hubby. I always ask myself pati sa duty kung ano ang ibibigay ko at kung magugustuhan niya yun. Madali nalang ang magregalo ng material things na gusto niya tulad ng gundam, transformers o superhero items. He has a lot of these expensive toys pero di niya naman nilalaro. This is a child-like part in hubby that I can never change.
I am about to give a good memory that he would always remember and treasure. (Something more besides having sex with him often in my nurse uniform)
Mabuti nalang may alam ako sa cosplay. I tried it a couple of times in the past. One time, I dressed up as Elsa sa isang okasyon for children. Nakakatuwa ang makapagbigay tuwa sa mga tao lalo na sa mga bata(at mga isip bata).
Nagkataon lang siguro but Darna is also my favorite character because she represents the strength and beauty of Filipino women. I did not cosplay her before but I once said to myself that I wanted to become like her and help other people who are in need. She is also a cosplay favorite. I remember in my elementary school that someone who cosplayed as Darna took the most attention at the fair and won the competition against any anime character including wonder woman.
Now I think I may have the chance to fulfill my dream to be that iconic heroine. (All thanks to my husband)
Compared to other characters, Darna seems to be the most daring to cosplay, seeing more skin than costume. I saw many girls who tried to cosplay her but ended up choosing other characters instead. Hindi kasi madali ang magtago ng body fats(lalo na sa belly). You can’t simply put on make up or conceiler on that. No choice. Kailangan talagang mag-diet or else epic fail. Our posture training sa majorette exhibitions also proved to be very useful. Kailangan may poise parang Miss Universe pageant.
4months before hubbys bday, I started to commit myself to more intense exercise and work outs daily not just warming up sa usual 30min morning jog before duty. Then I doubled my time sa abdominal work outs at sit ups. I also started eating only plain oat meal tuwing umaga tapos blended fruits and vegetables with fresh milk. Parang OF. Puro water intake nalang after.(Parang naging ICU patient ako bigla) Only Chicken muna ang meat and tokwa for protein sa dinner. Iwas muna sa lahat ng sugary sweets. OMG. Naiiyak ako noon. Iniiwan ko ang wallet ko to force myself para di ako makabili ng milk tea. Nakaka inggit mga kaduty ko. (Shit sila) Medyo mahirap tumanggi sa simula pero nung tumagal naging habit ko na din after a month. Hubby noticed my sudden inhibitions nung isang foodie date namin but I told him na routine ko na itong ginagawa to improve my stamina.
After the third month, I ordered 4 variable sets of the best darna costumes I can find sa online market (kahit pangbata). Balak ko talaga mag improvise at gawing hybrid itong mga costumes. Pagsasamahin ko yung iba to accessorize. Mga kids size lang kasi ang karaniwang meron kaya naghanap pa ako ng separate matching shiny colored bikini bra at panty. Yung mga costumes kasi na pinakamagandang pang adult cosplay is only for rent at around 1500 per day. (What a steal….No way!) Wala pa yung boots sa set. puro boot covers lang ang kasama. bummer.
Medyo mataas ang standards ko sa cosplay. I wont settle for something na basta-basta na mukhang mumurahin o minadali. Madaling masira. I know I can always do better. Sayang naman lahat ng effort ko kung magkulang at mabitin sa huli.
Tinahi ko sa red bra at panty ang mga golden accessories for lining para comfortable din isuot kahit medyo bumigat. I added the golden coins sa belt. Pinag patong-patong ko ang magkakaibang golden coins at pinagsama ko gamit ang shoe glue since gold colored rubber and plastic lang naman. Alternate. Yung wrist guards na kids size tinahian ko ng garter at golden cloth sa loob para kumasya sa kamay ko at stable pag sinuot. Yung helmet kids size din kaya ginupitan ko para lumuwag tapos ginawan ko ng circlet sa loob para magkasya sa ulo ko. Dinagdagan ko din ng yellow duct tape ang golden linings. Yung boots ang pinakamahirap gawin so I went to the best shoemaker to improvise one of my majorette boots. (Sa kanya din kami nagpapagawa ng majorette boots) It took him one week. Nice work. Perfect. Mahal pero worth it.
1 month before hubbys birthday. I started to focus on a research about the character. Her personality, posture, expressions and the way she talks. Cosplayers often fail because they dont know how to portray the character they are wearing. Only half of the character is the costume. Mahirap din kasi nagbabago ang personality depende sa generation. I took down some notes and made a script.
Preparation is almost complete. Medyo excited ako sa outcome na pwedeng mangyari. In the corner of my mind, iniisip ko na baka maging awkward ang surprise cosplay ko sa asawa ko. Maybe my hubby would think I have gone crazy and throw me in the psycho ward. (Subukan niya lang. matitikman niya ang galit ni Darna)
Ang totoo medyo takot sa akin ang asawa ko sa kama. Cguro dahil ilang beses ko na siyang ni-rape before. hehe. That is something to save for another story.
I just want to make this fantasy as real as possible for my husband. Im crossing my fingers (even habang nagfifingger)
Early Morning of hubbys birthday. Nakahanda na ang lahat. Nagpa catering kami para di matoxic sa food and aftercare. Simpleng handaan lang naman ang naganap. Early dinner 6pm. We understand na eat and run lang talaga ang mga kasama namin sa ospital. Pumuslit lang sila mula sa duty para makikain. Medyo marami-rami din ang pumunta. Walang program. Just meet and greet after prayer. It was really simplicity that made it a great comfortable party. Andaming nagregalo. Walang KJ kahit nagbatuhan silang magkakabarkada ng cake (So childish).As usual, may inuman after dinner habang binubuksan ang mga ilang gifts. May nagregalo ng gundam at anime figurine, Superhero shirt at items na may anime print. So predictable ang friends. (Sabi ko na nga ba)
Habang nag iinuman at nagtatawanan ang mga kalalakihan kasama si hubby, pumuslit ako para ihanda ang pang sorpresa ko mamaya sa kwarto namin. (Double checked everything) Medyo kabado pa rin ako sa gagawin ko later kaya nakisama ako sa inuman for some shots. Pampalakas-loob ng konti.
Generally, I dont really drink (lalo na kung di ko kakilala mga kainuman ko) for a good reason. I am what they call a Lightweight SociaI drinker. Secret ko ito na ilang tao lang ang nakaka alam. I get real crazy when I get tipsy drinking. I also become a little clumsy. Minsan hindi ako makapigil at hindi ko namamalayan yung ginagawa ko.
Hindi ko napansin that we went on drinking and chatting until past 12am. Mga taga ospital na close friends nalang namin ang mga natira. Nauna na akong nagpaalam sa kanila. Obvious naman kung bakit. Medyo umiikot na kasi paningin ko. Cguro nakatatlong bote ako ng smirnof na pilit kong inubos ng mahigit tatlong oras. Dinaan ko nalang sa dami ng yelo ang iniinom ko pero feeling ko nalasing pa rin ako. Sabi naman ni hubby patapos na din sila. Perfect. Medyo malakas na din ang loob ko para gawin ang binabalak kong stunt mamaya. Maybe because tipsy ako o wala na akong pakialam kung ano ang mangyari later basta ituloy ko lang. Sayang naman lahat ng mga pinaghirapan ko for this moment kung tatamarin lang ako at hihiga sa kama. For sure maghahanap ng sex for dessert ang birthday boy ko mamaya. I know na nagsexual fasting siya for days. Hindi na kasi kami nag sex. Umiikot pa rin paningin ko kaya nahiga muna ako sa kama and made some head massage on myself. (Laban! Shit). Ansakit ng ulo ko tapos tinatamad pa ako. Pinilit ko pa ring tumayo to take a shower para mabawasan ang tama ko. Nag anal train na din ako sa bathroom just in case gustong tirahin ni hubby ang pwet ko.Tapos nag-ayos ako ng sarili. Make up. Nag ayos at nagpakulot din ako konti ng buhok using curler. Dito ko na din tinabi sa banyo ang Darna outfit ko. Isusuot ko pagkatapos. Naghintay ako sa banyo hanggang sa pumasok si hubby sa kwarto at nahiga sa kama. So unaware, he is focused on his cellphone. Paglabas ko ng banyo, nag suot ako ng long sleeve na bathrobe para hindi niya makita ang nakatagong sorpresa ko sa kanya. NagseCellphone pa rin si hubby. Medyo tipsy parin akong dumiretso sa switch ng ilaw to turn it off. Click. Now, I got his attention. Naiwang nakabukas ang ilaw ng banyo namin that served as dim light para makita parin niya ako kahit medyo madilim. Tumayo ako at nagpose sa paanan ng kama. Napatingin si hubby sa akin. Bahala na. Here i go…
Napatingin din ako kay hubby with a smiling wink on my face then saying “Ding…ang bato.”(…