I’m just 19 years old of age. I was in a relationship dati but that didn’t last long kasi sobrang strict ng parents ko. AS IN! Hindi nila ako masyadong pinapayagang lumabas! And if ever man aalis ako, they’ll kind of waiting for me kahit saan man ako magpunta! EXAG, diba?!
I’m 2nd to the youngest at ako lang ang monica hija nila kaya siguro ganoon sila kahigpit sakin. I came from a well-established family. My dad’s works for the government and my mom’s a Marketing Director sa isang well-known communications company.
I’m still a student and currently taking up AB in Psychology. I get bored most of the time, especially when you’re just at home, doing some online classes/courses. Ganoon din naman ata gusto ng parents ko para hindi ako masyadong naglalalabas. UGH! I can’t be contained my whole life! Para akong preso!
And I think that’s the reason why my sexual fantasies are on the roof kasi I don’t interact with other people that much. And my body is on the “exploration” stage kaya naman kapag may naiisip akong fantasy, I really get wet! As in, so fucking WET!
As mentioned, nagka BF nako before. He was my first in everything – kiss, foreplay, sex. My ex taught me a lot in bed. But that was a short memory lang kasi we broke up because, yun nga, of my freakin’ parents! I don’t want to sound like a primadonna, but they won’t really give me chance to have fun! And now I’m desperately longing for it!
So, what else can I do to release? Of course, I have to DIY! It was my ex who also introduced me on watching porn. Pero dati, kaming dalawa ang nanonood nang sabay. But now, it’s all by myself. Every other night na lang ata ako nanonood and it gives me satisfaction naman pero siyempre iba pa rin yung may partner.
I used to watch hentai with my ex before, but now, I’m really into hardcore scenes like GB and public places. Also, those genres na nakikipag sex sa strangers or blue-collar workers. THAT really gives me some extraordinary excitement and lust! Iba eh!
Kaya every time na lang na may mapuntahin ako, I always think about a scene, a dirty fantasy, of me getting into some unwanted, submissive, steamy sex with different men. And the first story I would be sharing is an example of it.
The true scene – we were on our way home from Baguio. Kasama ko family ko. I was sitting at the back with my little brother. Nung nasa TPLEX kami, I was trying to take a nap kaso nahihirapan ako sa pwestko ko, so I just wondered through the window.
We all know that TPLEX is a long freakin’ highway so I really got bored kasi puro plan fields lang nakikita ko. But every few kilometers, may mga lay-by na nadadaanan. Yung iba, may mga trucks na nakahinto. Not sure kung nasiraan ba o nagpapahinga lang yung mga drivers, but it got me really curious kung ano kadalasan ginagawa nung mga truckers sa lay-by. And that’s when may dirty mind kicked in…
So, here goes the fantasy – I was driving by myself along TPLEX when my tire blew out. Buti na lang mabagal lang yung takbo kaya naitabi ko kaagad. Few meters away, I saw a lay-by. I slowed down so my tire won’t be damaged even further. Kailangan ko lang talaga marating yung lay-by para at least, nakagilid yung sasakyan at hindi delikado.
When I finally reached the spot, I tried calling for help using my mobile phone pero napakahina ng signal sa area! Never pa ako nakapagpalit ng gulong, so wala talaga akong idea kung paano! SHOCKS! I was really worried nab aka abutin ako doon ng santo santo. Pero buti na lang, may dumating na isang malaking trak. I think it was a 16-wheeler. Sobrang haba at malaki dahil may container sa likod.
Nag-park yung truck sa tabi mismo ng kotse ko, so on my POV, natatakpan nang buo yung sasakyan because of the size of the truck. Bumaba yung pahinante at tinanong ako kaagad kung anong nangyari.
“Hello miss! Nasiraan ho ba kayo?”
“Oo Kuya, pumutok po yung gulong ng kotse ko. Baka pwede hong magpatulong sa inyo?”
Sinilip niya yung damaged tire na nasa right front.
“Buti napaandar niyo pa to nang ganito? Wasak na yung goma eh.”
“Oo nga po eh. Hindi ko na nga alam gagawin ko kasi hindi naman ako marunong magpalit.”
Habang nag-iinspect yung pahinante, lumapit naman sa side ko yung driver.
“Anong nangyari, Ike?”
“Nasabugan si ma’am ng gulong.”
“Ah, sige tulungan mo na lang magpalit.”
Tinanong ako nung pahinante, yung Ike, kung pwede daw bang kunin sa likod ng kotse yung mga tools na kailangan nila para mapalitan yung gulong. Sabi ko lang “sige po.”
While the guy was getting the stuff, napansin kong medyo malagkit ang tingin sakin ni manong driver. Pag lumilingon ako ay bigla siyang iiwas ng tingin. I was wearing a short maong shorts, white sando, and a comfy sandals. I bet he was checking my legs out but I didn’t mind na lang.
Kuya Ike, the pahinante, started jacking up my car. I was a few feet from him. Si manong driver naman nasa likod ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ginagawa pero he was just standing near me. He lit up a cigarette as I smelled it instantly. He came closer. Nakasandal yung katawan niya sa kotse ko. I got really scared but didn’t want them to notice.
“Kuya, matagal pa po yan?” tanong ko sa pahinante.
“Saglit lang po ito, ma’am,”
“Ang puti mo naman…” sabay narinig kong bulong ni manong driver.
Hindi ko siya pinansin. Inched away from him pero pilit pa din siyang lumapit sakin. I could almost feel his breath through my ear lobe. Ganoon na siya kalapit sakin. Hindi nako masyadong makalayo kasi nasa harap ko na halos si Kuya Ike na nag-aayos pa din nung gulong ng kotse ko. I could just run away from him but my feet were tied to the ground for reason I can’t explain.
“Naninigarilyo ka ba?” biglan tanong ni manong driver.
“Hindi po…”
“Gusto mong i-try?”
“No, thank you po!”
“Sige na, try mo lang…” pinipilit ako ni manong at kusang inaabot sakin yung sigarilyong hawak niya.
Kinuha ko na lang yung yosi niya at humithit para matapos na siya sa pangungulit. Pagka-puff ko ay naubo ako nang bahagya. I quickly gave it back. It isn’t my thing naman talaga. I did it before pero hindi ko nagustuhan. Especially yung amoy ng usok!
“O, sarap, diba?”
“Maadik ka diyan, ma’am.” sumbat sakin ni Ike habang nakangiti.
“Ano, gusto mo pa?” tanong ulit ni manong driver.
“Ayoko na po…”
Ikakabit na sana ni Kuya Ike yung spare tire when it started drizzling. Papayungan ko sana siya, but when I looked for the umbrella inside the car, it wasn’t there. I might have forgot it at home! So, tiniis namin yung ambon but few minutes later, lumalakas na yung patak. Papasok na sana ako sa kotse pero bigla akong hinatak sa kamay ni manong driver.
“Hindi ka pwedeng umupo diyan dahil nakaangat pa yung sasakyan!”
The driver hurriedly dragged me to his truck and let me in from the passenger side. Mabilis ding sumunod si Kuya Ike para sumampa muna sa loob. I was in between them. The rain came so hard and quickly. We were semi-drenched. Nabasa ang damit ko kaya bumakat nang bahagya yung itim na bra ko.
Inabot ni manong yung maliit na towel sa glove compartment ng trak niya. Dinampi dampi niya ito sa basa kong legs.
“Punasan muna kita ah, basang basa katawan mo oh!”
Kinuha ko na lang bigla yung towel para ako na lang magpunas sa sarili ko.
“Thank you po!”
Mula sa gilid ng mga mata ko ay napansin kong pinagmamasdan nila akong dalawa while wiping myself dry. I was really nervous. I didn’t know what to expect. Gusto ko na lang sana lumabas ng trak pero hindi ko maigalaw ang sarili ko sa takot. I poised myself and didn’t exploit a sign of weakness. I was trying to be brave but deep inside, kabadong kabado ako!
Pagkatapos kong gamiting yung towel ay binalik ko na kay manong driver. Pagkakuha niya sakin ay kaagad niya itong inamoy amoy.
“Hmmm, ang bango!”
Nakita kong binaba niya yung towel sa may groin area niya at parang kinikiskis sa ibabaw ng shorts niya. Doon nako nag-decide na bumaba na lang dahil medyo awkward na ang nangyayari. Umakma akong lalabas sa passenger side pero bigla akong hinata ni manong driver.
Napaupo ako malapit sa kanya. Napasandal ang likod ko sa mataba niyang katawan. Hawak hawak niya ako mula sa balikat at hindi ako masyadong makakilos.
“Teka, teka! Dito ka lang. Saan ka pupunta? Ang lakas pa ng ulan oh!” sabi ni manong.
“Oo nga, miss, hindi ka naman din makakasakay sa kotse.” sabi naman nung pahinante.
Inamoy amoy ni manong driver ang aking buhok at leeg. Ramdam ko ang mainit niyang hininga. Gusto kong pumiglas sa tight grip ni manong, but suddenly, I was too powerless. Hindi ko man lang maigalaw ang ulo ko habang sinisinghap ang aking leeg.
Gumapang ang magaspang na kamay ni manong mula sa balikat ko pababa sa aking braso. His pointy finger was glazing my skin in an up and down movement. I started to tremble a bit but I remained quiet.
“Ang kinis mo…” bulong ni manong sabay labas niya ng dila at bahagyang dumampi sa aking tenga.
I quickly felt the lust. It electrified my whole body. Pumikit na lang ako. From being stiff, nag-relax bigla…