Kaye’s First Fuck

Disclaimer: Amateur writer here so I know there’s still a lot to improve. This is a true story that I just wanted to share. This happened to me years back. I am 30 now.

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I was in college and just turned 18, when this happened. Half way through the school year, our Algebra professor filed for a maternity leave and was then replaced by a guy. Let’s call him Sir Nico. He was good looking, medyo bad boy, mayabang look. Yung tipo na madalas maging crush ng mga girls.

He was cool, siguro dahil bata padin, he’s not only a few years older than us. Mabilis naman nyang nakaclose kaming mga students. He was usually serious and strict in class but cowboy and approachable outside class.

For our final project for the sem, he formed us into groups and I was one of the assigned leaders. As leaders, we had to give him our number so he can easily get updates from us daw and give instructions too.

Nakareceive ako ng text message from him one night, nagtatanong sya ng update regarding our project so nagreply naman ako with regards to our group’s progress and I told him medyo nahihirapan din ako because some of my members were not cooperating. At first our messages were like that lang, all course/project related then I noticed na medyo nagiging frequent na yung messages nya.

I started getting regular “good morning”, “good night” texts. One night, while we were texting, he asked if boyfriend ko daw ba yung isang classmate ko whom I was very close to and palagi kong kasama.

Hindi ko namam boyfriend yung classmate na tinutukoy nya so I told him no and close lang talaga kami since that guy’s my friend from childhood. I got a reply from him na ang nakalagay “That’s good.” which made me a bit puzzled but I brushed it off. I asked him too if may girlfriend sya and he said wala daw. Last relationship daw nya was a year ago pa.

We continued texting even after our group project was done hanggang sa tumatawag nadin siya sa akin. Nahihiya pa ako nung una kasi cyempre he was still my prof. Medyo naiilang din ako pag nasa uni kasi ayaw ko naman maissue, I was known as a “good girl” / achiever and I wanted to keep it that way, But behind everyone’s back, we’re always talking and I look forward to his subject so much lalo na our class with him was only twice a week.

One night habang magkausap kami sa phone, sabi nya na may itatanong daw sya.

I jokingly answered naman na “Sure sir, but please enough about Math. Haha!”

He laughed then said no, don’t worry kasi not math related daw yung question nya. “Feel free to not answer pag uncomfortable ka ha. I’m just curious, may experience ka na ba? You know, with a guy?”

Medyo matagal bago ako nakasagot kasi hindi ko sure kung dapat ba ako magshare ng ganung info with him but I guess my naughtiness took over me kaya sumagot din ako. I was still a virgin at that time kaya sabi ko, “Hhm, yeah but not all the way.”

Sir Nico: How far did you go with the guy?

Me: Kisses, caressing each other.

Sir: Did he fondle your boobs and touched your pussy?

Me: Yes sir, he did.

Sir: How about you? What did you do to him?

Me: Well I touched him down there too. A handjob

Medyo nag-iiba yung boses ni Sir, parang may gigil at minsan halos pabulong na. Ako naman medyo kinakabahan na baka ipagkalat nya na nag-uusap kami ng ganun pero nadala nadin ako nung topic namin kaya tuloy tuloy din naman yung pagsagot ko.

Sir: Minasturbate mo sya?

K: Yes sir, I played with his cock until he came.

Sir: Sarap na sarap siguro siya. Buti yun lang ginawa nyo, hindi ka ba nya inayang mag-sex?

K: Ayaw ko pa po nun sir kasi natatakot ako, sabi kasi nila masakit eh.

Sir: Well, yes masakit talaga sa una pero pag tumagal masarap na. Tsaka dapat well lubricated ka muna bago ipasok especially when it’s your first time.

I don’t know how to respond to that so all I said was “ahh” pero yung isip ko nag uumpisa na mag imagine kung ano nga kayang feeling makipagsex for the first time. I can feel my nipples getting hard and nagwewet din ako down there. We ended our call after that kasi may kailangan daw syang gawin. Wala naman problema sa akin kasi medyo tinablan din ako sa topic namin and I wanted to touch myself.

I’m not totally innocent when it comes to pleasuring myself naman nung age na yun, nakakapanood din ako ng porn kaya after namin mag usap, pinasok ko agad yung kamay ko sa panty ko and I just rubbed my clit until I felt that tingling sensation. Takot pa ako nun ipasok yung finger ko sa hole ko kaya paikot ikot ko lang nilaro yung clit ko. I was thinking about Sir Nico the entire time and it felt so good.

Napansin kong naging mas touchy sya after that night. Minsan while in class, when he’s checking individually yung ginagawa namin he would caress my shoulder tsaka sa may waist. Minsan he would stand behind me habang nakaupo ako parang sinasadyang patamain yung crotch nya sa braso ko. I didn’t mind though coz honestly I liked it too.

A week before the sem ends, he asked me if pwede nya daw ako ayain lumabas pagstart ng vacation. He will treat me daw since I was part of the dean’s list. (Of course I know that was just an excuse) Still, I agreed. Days passed with the blink of an eye and finally, another term in uni is finished.

Here comes the day of our “date”. I wore a peach mini dress and a pair of cream colored lacey undies. He wanted to pick me up at home but I insisted na magkita nalang kami sa nearby cafe kasi kilala sya ng parents ko as one of my profs kaya siguradong magtataka sila pag nakitang sinundo nya ako.

He was already there when I arrived. We ate there and had coffee tapos nag-aya sya manood ng movie to which I agreed. Hindi ko na matandaan kung anong movie yung pinanood namin that time kasi halos hindi naman kami nagfocus dun sa movie. Maaga pa yun kaya walang masyadong nanonood and weekday din. Kakastart palang ng movie, Sir Nico already made his move. Dahan dahan nya nilapat yung palad nya sa legs ko. Pinisil pisil nya yun at hinimas. I was so nervous kasi iniisip ko baka may makakita sa amin.

Umakbay sya sa akin tsaka sinubukang himasin yung boobs ko. He asked me to lean on his shoulders para mas madali sa kanyang himasin yung right boob ko. I wanted to close my eyes and just feel his touch pero natatakot ako kasi baka bigla nalang may sumita sa amin. He stopped for a bit nung medyo lumiwanag yung lighting ng screen. He looked around once more to check if we can be spotted by other moviegoers. Nung makasigurado sya na wala naman, he instructed me to part my legs and started rubbing my pussy habang nakapanty ako.

I tried so hard not to make a sound. Hindi ko maenjoy kasi kahit nasasarapan ako, mas nangingibabaw yung takot. When he noticed na medyo uncomfortable ako, he asked if I want to go with him to his condo instead so off we go. Malapit lang yung condo nya sa mall kaya mabilis kaming nakarating doon.

He took me to his room and started kissing me. Nakipaghalikan naman ako sa kanya. He was good, experienced, pero cyempre nakipagsabayan ako. Hinubad nya yung dress at bra ko habang naghahalikan kami tsaka ako inihiga sa kama. Hinubad nadin nya yung suot nyang polo shirt.

“Napakaganda mo” sabi nya bago pumatong sa akin.

He kissed me again, sa leeg ko, sa tenga, sa bibig habang busy naman yung isang kamay nya paglamas at paglalaro sa nipples ko.

“Ganito ba yung ginawa sayo ng ex mo?” tanong nya.

“Hhhhhhhhhhmmmmmm this feels a lot better po sir.”

Dahan dahan syang bumaba sa tayong tayong suso ko. Binasa nya ng laway nya yung utong ko tsaka nya sinipsip.

“Ang sarap ng boobs mo, ang lambot. Gusto kong dedehin araw-araw” sabi nya habang sinisipsip na parang bata yung mala rosas na utong ko.