I woke up from the noisy beep of my alarm, ugh another day at school and still dont wanna get up wew. haayyy come to think of it I’ve been like this almost everyday of the week. .
Woke up, hit the shower, dress up, school then afterwards gym. It became my daily routine for a year now. I made it sure that I will look good after what happened to me a year ago.
Sexier, prettier and more modern than before and way different from the stupid KC.
It feels good actually, bumalik self confidence ko and ung self esteem ko unti unting umaangat, kung dati I was too afraid kung anong sasabihin ng iba sa kilos ko, ngayon wala kong pakialam as long as I am happy basta di lang ikakasakit ng loob ng parents ko.
YOLO became my motto in life. I started to go out with my friends, learned to drink and party hard. I tried to smoke but it’s not my thing, marunong naman kasi I sometimes smoke while I drink pero di tlga siya hinahanap ng sistema ko.
“Ok KC ge your ass up now or u’ll be running late if u don’t.” pagkausap ko sa sarili ko.
Another usual day at school, sat beside my friends talking over something before the prof came.
‘hey KC!, tawag sakin ni Crisha my college bestie. nilingon ko sya at sabay sabing
“yes?”
‘try mo tong app na to “wechat” so we can send our photos easily tas net lang kelangan.’
“cge later pagdating ko sa bahay”
After a very tiring day I went home derederetso ko sa kwarto ko at pagod na pagod kong binagsak pahiga ang aking katawan.
Inopen ko ung wifi ng phone ko para magbrowse saglit sa mga social media app, then naisip ko din i-DL ung wechat.
Eto na naman ako sa curiosity ko, gumawa ako agad ng acct ko after ma-DL at agad sinet up ito.
Upload my prof pic, cover photo on moments and add my friends.
Chineck ko pa mabuti ung wechat kung pano sya gamitin and its features. And then nacurious ako dun sa nearby, So I tapped it, kelangan pala ung location so inopen ko, then tiningnan ko lang para namang wala lang eh.
I turned it off again and tinuloy ko na lang ung pagbrowse ko sa ibang app. While I was checking my feed on twitter a noitifcation pop on my screen, it says that someone added me up on wechat.
So I checked it out and there I found out na once na inopen ko ung nearby, people around me who also use it will see me.
Hmm interesting 🙂 a tool that will ease my boredom, this will be exciting 😉
Wechat became a part of my daily routine; from school, gym and kapag lumalabas kami ng friends ko. I became active in it, accept friends request entertain random guys, replies to chat.
Wala pa ko minimeet kahit isa sa kanila. But a month passed that I decided to meet one of them his name is Mico, 24 y/o, working (hmm Nico-Mico haha).
We set it at the nearest mall from us. I wore shorts, plain black tee and my chucks (a bit boyish/rocker style).
He is actually cute, height of 5’9 and he got ink all over his arm. Ok naman sya kausap he got sense naman and hindi sya bastos.
Kumain kami saglit then after we finish our food hinatid niya ko pauwi sa dorm. I could consider on dating him, but nothing is special with him well why not give it a try.
Madilim sa part ng gate ng dorm ko that time at tanging street light lang ang nakabukas.
“KC alis na ko thank you sa time” paalam sakin ni Mico.
‘ingat ka’ (sabay tingkayad ko at binigyan ko sya ng smack sa lips)
Nabigla sya sa ginawa ko, samantalang ako naman ay nginitian lang sya ng matamis sabay pasok sa pinto ng dorm ko.
It was my way of telling him that it won’t be the last time that we’ll be seeing each other.
Continuous chat namin ni Mico after that night, then one time he asked me if pwde daw ba niya kong maging GF.
I said yes out of nothing even if i don’t really feel like having BF again, he’s sincere actually pumupunta sya sa dorm almost everyday binibisita ako.
There is one time na konti lang tao sa dorm kasi pa-sembreak na around 12 am na ng puntahan niya ko, pinapasok ko sya sa loob sa may tanggapan ng bisita. Lahat ng dormmates ko non nasa kwarto na natutulog.
Tamang kwentuhan lang then bigla kami natahimik pareho nagpapakiramdaman, maya maya pa nafeel ko na humawak sya sa tuhod ko like he’s tickling me, he slow move closer to me and then he kissed me on my lips and I felt his tounge teasing me to open my mouth which I did.
Naramdaman kong gumapang ang kamay niya paunta sa bewang ko at marang pinipisil pisil ang tagiliran…