It was late when I woke up. Too late to go to school pero dahil excited akong makita si Lee, I still went kahit lunch na nang makapasok ako.
Lee was all smile when she saw me. Sinalubong nya ako nang makita ako. We hugged and kissed (cheeks) like what we always do, except that now, mas may kahulugan ang bawat pagdampi ng balat namin sa isa’t isa.
“So when are we doing it?” Lee asked.
We were already dismissed and we were walking to the parking lot.
“Do what?”
Nakataas ang kilay na tanong ko dito. Sa dami ng napag usapan naming dalawa na gawin, I was not sure which she was talking about.
“You and Mike. He likes you, you know..”
“Whoah. That fast! Dang Lee, you two just fucked yesterday!”
Natatawang sagot ko sa kaibigan. Naalala ko nanaman ang gwapo at hunk na trainer. He’s super attractive, I must admit. And the way his body and muscles moved while pleasuring Lee was a sight I would always remember.
“Well, the faster we go along, the more we can taste, don’t we?”
Malanding sagot naman ng kaibigan sabay lapit sa akin. She placed her hand on my shoulder and slowly caressed it. I did not react. She came close. Her other hand grabbed the back of my neck. I guess I was already getting used to Lee’s touch. I liked it..
“Masarap sya, di ba?”
Bulong pa ng kaibigan sa akin which gave me goosebumps. I looked around, making sure no one was around. In an instant, Lee and I were kissing torridly right at the school parking lot!
“Unghhh…”
My knees were like jelly. Nakasandal ako sa sasakyan. Our tongue were exploring each other’s mouth. Lee’s movements were agressive. Kahit sino makakita sa amin ay di maikakaila na may mainit na nagaganap.
My face winced with pleasure. Di ko maintindihan pero na enjoy ko ang mga bagong karanasan na ipinaparanas ng best friend ko sa akin. Right at the parking lot, where anybody could see us, we were touching each other without inhibitions.
“I’m sure Mike will blow your mind..”
Nahimasmasan ako nang itinigil ni Lee ang ginagawa. I swear I could have let her do more.
“I have a date tonight. Let’s plan it this weekend. For now, just release that hotness with someone else..I know you want to..”
Kumindat pa ang kaibigan bago sumakay sa sasakyan nito. I was left hanging, perplexed, and yeah she’s right, horny.
Sigh. How could Lee do that to me?! Nakakainis. But I know her. These do not matter to her. Sexual deeds for her are like taking a shower — something we need and do. I should get used to that as well if I want to keep up with her and her liberated world.
I did not go anywhere. Pagdating ko sa bahay, I slipped into white sando top and white shorts. I did not bother put on undergarments. Nagkasya ako sa panonood ng Netflix sa room.
Ping
Nakita ko ang pangalan ni Lee sa messenger. She sent me a picture. I opened it. It was her and some guy making out.
Grrr. This girl. She really is a piece of work.
Ping.
Another message. This time it is a short video clip of her. Only her face was shown. By her reaction, she wss obviously getting drilled.. her eyes were rolled up like she was dellusioning. Her mouth was open and uttering moans of pleasure…
“Unghhh…”
Shit. Lee is teasing me obviously. And I must admit it is working!
I stood up. Ang init ng pakiramdam ko. Paulit ulit kong pinanood ang video clip and each time, I get hotter and hotter.
Dang! I need to do something! I need a fuck! Pero wala sa Kardo. Hindi nya shift ngayon. I went to the veranda to check. Wala sya sa staff room. Sarado ang pinto nito at nakapatay ang ilaw.
Geesh. I feel desperate. Frustrated, I went inside my dresser, picked and wore a skimpy bathing suit. They were black. Puro lace iyon. Ang pang itaas ay manipis. May buhulan sa likod ng batok at sa likod. Ang bikini naman ay ganun din. Itinali ko lang ang dalawang lace sa magkabilang hips ko.
I liked what I saw when I looked at myself in the huge mirror. I am sexy. I know and it has been confirmed many times by men around me. Sanay na akong parang hinuhubaran pag nakikita ng mga lalake. My muscled are toned. I have a rare small waist, rounded butt, and full breasts. My hands cupped them two babies. Gosh. The hotness has not subsided. Bakit ba ako tinotorture ng best friend ko?
I quicky left the room. I did not bother to wear something to cover my almost naked self. I walked down the stairs, passed by the living room, the kitchen, and finally, the swimming pool area. Close na ang main house for service staff that time so being seen did not concern me. And if ever may makakita, who cares?
To distract myself, I immediately dove when I got to the pool. I had to forget what I just saw. I imagined Lee’s body grinding with some man. That must feel so good..
Argh! Ang init talaga ng pakiramdam. Being in the water was not helping. I did about five lapses until I felt tired. Then I only floated with my eyes closed.
When I finally relaxed, I decided to go back inside.
“Dana, hija..”
Huh? Someone was there.
“Oh. Dad. I did not see you. Were you here just now?”
Nakaupo si Dad sa stool sa gilid ng pool. On the table is a bottle of alcoholic drink. Halos mangalahati na iyon. He must have been there for a while. Di ko lang napansin.
“No. I have been here. Come here. Saluhan mo ako.” Dad looked solemn. He must have been sad. He for one is not usually home until around midnight. Weird but okay..
It was kind of cold and I did not even bring with me a towel so I imagined my body still soaked.
Tinapik ni Dad ang upuan sa tabi nya so I was obligued to come. I sat beside my father.
“You okay, Dad?”
“Yeah. Just some hiccups here and there. Nothing extraordinary..”
Sagot naman nito habang tila di maalis ang tingin sa aking katawan.
It felt funny to be stared at by my own father. Pahapyaw kong tiningnan pababa ang aking suot to check what Dad seemed distracted about and yeah… he must almost be seing my full body. My nipples were clearly erected dahil sa lamig. And my body wa all wet. Parang gusto kong pagsisihan ang pagsusuot ng skimpy suit.
“Here. Inom tayo. Samahan mo si Daddy..”
Nagsalin ito ng inumin sa baso and gave me it. Tinanggap ko iyon. He looked expectant kaya mabilis kong ininom ang laman ng baso. Whew. It did not taste like the cocktail drink I am used to drinking sa bars and with friends. Mapait iyon at halatang matapang.
He gave me another shot. And urged me to drink it bottoms up.
The cold air quickly changed. I was feeling warmer. My cheeks felt warm I was certain they were blushing.
“You grew to be an extremely stunning woman, Anak.”
Sabi nito na hindi inaalis ang pagkatitig sa akin.
“I just hope you do not end up like your mom..”
Biglang naging malungkot ang gwapong mukha ni Daddy after nyang sabihin iyon. I worried.
“What happened to Mom, Dad?”
Muli itong nagsalin ng alak sa baso at binigyan ako. I drank it all, eager to hear what Dad would say.
“She had left us. Sumama na sya sa lalake nya..”
That did not surprise me. I knew about my parents’ thingies since I was young. They both have other parties But Mom’s leaving h…