Si Lee. We are at her condo unit, gifted by her parents. Kasalukuyan itong palakad-lakas sa maluwang na living room while I am sitting on the couch.
“Ugh.. I know, right? Stop rubbing it in, would you?”
Ikinuwento ko dito ang nangyari kagabi when she excited asked me about it just now. Of course, I did tell her everything in detail: How this dude (I have forgotten his name), cupped and massaged my breasts while we were dancing; how he brought me out to his car and made out some more; and how he took my virginity in the same vehicle. It was all good until I mentioned the dude did not use any contraception! I don’t remember him taking out and wearing condom! That was so idiotic of me, I know. Living premiscously is one thing, but everyone knows to not take the risk of getting knocked up or worse, get STD and even HIV. I feel so disgusted.
“Get yourself tested. Gosh. How are you ever gonna taste as many men as possible if you get infected?”
Histerical na sabi pa nito. Honestly, I think she is overreacting. But all good. She cares about me. I decided to visit a specialist right away.
Our family sees only certain doctors for certain cases. I decided to see one of them — Dr. Ruiz — a specialist in sexually transmitted diseases.
You may wonder why our family has Dr. Ruiz as some family doctor. You see, I am not the “black sheep” of my family. At least not the only one. Both of my parents are sexually active, with each other and some other else or else(s). Alam ko ang mga ito. And I know my dad beds some of our helpers, even my then yaya. I knew about it when I was just 10 nung nahuli ko sila ni Yaya inside the quarter’s room. I know they saw me standing there but said nothing. Dad did not talk to me about it.
And then my Mom, I caught her too, with her driver cum bodyguard. Bata pa din ako noon. Both incidents alam kong nakita nila akong nanonood sa kanila. They never talked to me about it. I just figured things out my own.
If there is something I do not tell Lee, this is it. Ayaw ko din naman na masira ang tingin ng kaibigan sa pamilya ko. Skeleton in the closet. A family that looks normal outside is reeking of malice inside. Both of my parents are open to talking about sex with me. As soon as I became a teenager, they started talking to me about sex and how not to get laid without protection— something I seemed to have thrown out the window just recently.
I was very careless, I know.
Dr. Ruiz is a middle aged doctor. Masiyahin ito at kalma makipag usap. Nang sabihin ko dito ang concern ko, medyo napataas ang kilay nito.
“So careless of you hija. But then, why am I surprised you came just now?”
I raised an eyebrow. Kung di ko lang ito matagal nang kilala, I would give him a piece of my mind.
“I did it just recently.”
I answered straightforwardly na ikinagulat nito. I am not sure kung san sya nagulat: sa pagsagot ko or sa pagkadivirginizs ko just recently.
Anyhow, he tested me, and results came out before I even left. I was cleared. But he insisted to make me take some medication to be sure. He also injected me with some contraception and gave me pills. Para daw sure. Sigh.
I left the clinic with a light heart. I should remember to be careful.
I was at school daydreaming about that blissful evening in the car when Lee came. She really looks dashing wearing our school uniform. We are in our last year of high school by the way, in an exclusive high school for girls in the city.
“So how is it? Ok na ba?”
“Yep. All cleared. Doctor gave me a shot. I can go enjoy sex without getting knocked off…”
Malanding sagot ko. We both giggled.
“So I wonder who will be your next..”
Masyadong pa-involved ang kaibigan sa sex life ko. Haha.
“I have a question, too.”
“Shoot”
“Are you exclusively fucking Brandon?”
Nagulat ito sa tanong ko pero saglit lang. Nag isip pa ito nang kaunti bago sumagot.
“Well, you know. We both are young and want to experience things. We are dating yes, but not fucking exclusively. Gets mo?”
Oh. Enough of being transparent. It seems sex and dating life is more complicated than I thought..
“So who else fucks you?”
“Haha! Ahmm. I have my fuck buddies. Do not ask. Unless you want to share!”
“Duh. I can lure guys my own. You’ll see.”
I flipped my hair and winked at her.
School party. We were allowed to invite outside people. Inaaallow ng school iyon once in a while. For socialization purposes maybe.
That night was a masquerade ball. I wore a tight mossy green fitting top gown with ball skirt. The gown exposed my back and my cleavage as its cut was way to my belly button. Nothing was directed about outfit so I guessed it was okay. And hey, I had all the “K” to wear revealing gowns as I have all it takes to wear one. 😉
And ano pa ba? Of course Lee brought with her Brandon. This school we attend to is full of socialites. We in the upper side, are flirt beyond guilt. Tipong mukhang disente sa labas, pero malandi to the core sa loob. But classy. Di nagtagal, the floor was crowded with dancing couples.
I felt sorry to myself for not having anyone with me. Actually, muntik ko nang tawagan si popped-my-cherry guy. Di ko na talaga matandaan pangalan nya, but his touch and the feel of his manhood inside me still linger. Gosh. I miss that feeling.
We were allowed light alcoholic drinks, but for some reason, I felt different. Dang, spiked ata yung punch, but who cares? Mas enjoy naman talaga kung magkakalasingan. And then, magkakatikiman? Haha! This event happens very seldom, so why not?This school tries its best to tame us, but we just can’t be tamed.
Geez. I was feeling feverish. I was so aware of my body that could feel each and every sensation in my skin. What did they mix in the punch?
The dancefloor became steamy. In the middle, I could see Lee and Brandon. Their hands were again all over each other. Lee was the samewearing a revealing gown that exposes her cleavage and right that moment, Brandon was shamelessly fondling Lee’s breasts from the low cut of her gown. It was watching a live porn!
Imbes na ilayo ang tingin, I looked at them intently. For some reason, nalilibugan ako habang pinapanood ang dalawa na halos ay magkantutan na sa gitna ng ballroom. Most are doing the same. Geez.
“You like what you are seeing?”
May bumulong sa akin.
I looked behind. A tall guy was behind me. Nakamaskara ito kaya di ko makita ano hitsura nito, but if it’s his physique, he looked okay. From where he was standing, he also could see what was happening. We both stared at some couples being nasty.
And me, I was already lustful.
“I do… a lot. You?”
“‘More than a lot. Extremely..”
Nang matapos nya sabihin ang mga katagang iyon, I grabbed him from his nape and gave him a kiss. He did not look surprised. Instead, he responded in the same
fashion. Our tongues did the talking. It was as if we were eating each other’s mouth.
If it was the spike, I did not know, pero I took one of his hands and placed it on my chest, leading…