We finished our lunch in silence. We acknowledge naman each other pero merong somber feeling between us after kung sabihin yungthreatko. (Threat talaga, hahaha) We stayed at the cafe for quite some time din kase medyo late na din naman kase kami nag lunch, it was probably approaching merienda hours nun, so we extended our stay there by ordering some mango bingsu and a blueberry cheese cake.
As much as we were sweet with each other, maton na maton pa din naman kami with our physicality and action. I don’t think na dadating kami sa point na mag susubuan kami ng food or mag dadamit kami ng pang babae, we were comfortable being masculine, we just happened to fall for another guy… pero I like being close to him. I like having that feeling na some part of us is touching each other. All throughout that lunch, magkadikit yung mga binti namin. He occasionally rubs his on mine, and I once or twice press my knees onto his. Sa tuwing nagkakatinginan kami, I get this strong urge to just grab the back of his head and halikan sya ng malalim. I just wanna kiss him passionately and feel his body. Pero we were in public so kalma lang muna. I’ve had several instances na my dick went painfully hard. Syempre hindi ko yun pinaalam sa kanya kase siguradong papalalain nya lang yun.
After lunch-slash-merienda, we stayed out sa baba nung building namin. Hanged out in one of the computer shops, and played some online games, ate an actual merienda, and then went back again to our appartment.
Nauna syang pumasok sa loob. Sumunod ako at sinara ang pinto. Then I felt him press on me hard to the door. I felt his mouth on my mouth. Dama ko yung kamay nya sa likod ng aking ulo, dinidiin ang mukha ko sa mukha nya while he was pressing his body onto mine. Syempre hindi naman ako papatalo. I pushed back against him. I kissed him back as fierce as him. I pushed my tongue inside his mouth. Bumaba ako ng konti, hinawakan ang likod ng kanyan tuhod and hooked his right leg to my back. I also had a hand at the back of his head, not pushing it, but just feeling his hair while we devoured each other’s mouth.
Tumigil kami for a sec. Nag tinginan. Malalalim na hinga. Biniglaan ko sya ng isang smack sa lower lip. Napangiti sya. Umisa din sya sa’kin ng mabilis and then smiled widely at me. I immediately kissed him back. I pushed him back na para makapasok na kami sa mismong loob ng appartment. We were kissing while we walked in, isang kamay sa likod nya, isang kamay nakahawak sa butt cheek nya. Ang lambot ng pigi nya, nakakatuwang pisil pisilin. Mahigpit ang pagkaka-embrace nya sa’kin, and ramdam kong hinahagod nya ang katawan nya sa katawan ko. Damang dama ko ang katigasan nya, and I’m sure din dama nya yung sa’kin.
Hinawakan ko yung baba ng shirt nya at itinaas ‘to. Bumitaw siya sa embrace nya, nung nalagpas na sa ulo nya yung t-shirt, sinunggaban ko agad ulit sya ng halik sa leeg. Hindi ko pa tuluyang hinuhubad ang t-shirt nya at nakasuot pa ang dalawa nyang kamay dito. I-pin-in ko sya sa pad…