NOD Yvonnie reporting for duty.
Maraming nag rerequest na ikwento ko majorette days ko kung paano ako nagsimulang mamulat sa sex so here is the main story.
Dito nagsimula ang “spark” sa classroom. Sex education ang naging trigger sa drive ko to be a sex enthusiast. Sabi nila last year bagay ko daw magmajorette so I became a side majorette ngayong 2nd year HS ako sabay na-encounter ko ang sex education subject. They taught us all about our sexuality kaya I became very curious about many other things outside of the classroom(nakakabitin parang kulang ang lecture).I know the teacher is holding back something good from us. Luckily, I came across my soon-to-be-favorite book-the Kamasutra. I’ve been a bookworm in the library doing my usual library routine and believe me or not, may isang book ng kamasutra akong nadiscover sa library namin in the restricted section. I geared to take hold of that old book. I was really fond of feeding my curiosity. However, the restricted section is for the use of the teachers and school admin only pero I got a hold of it salamat sa card cataloging, tiwala ng librarian sakin at kakulitan ko. He was a close friend of mine. Sorry, Medyo napilitan siya sa kakulitan ko. I was so excited to take that book home and study it for only two days. Pinuslit ko lang with consent. Kelangan makabalik agad. Baka mapagalitan yung friend ko. Hindi naman gaanong makapal yung book na yun. Wala pang 500 pages. Two days was enough for me to finish it up. Manipis lang naman yung libro. I knew my curious instincts was right all along. Lahat ng tinuturo sa classroom on sex education is only the introductions of the book. It was only the tip of the iceberg. I knew i opened a deeper forbidden door of knowledge. Parang feeling ko ako si Eba na kumain ng pinagbabawal na prutas. If I remember correctly, the first chapter was the intro about human sexuality with the history of the kamasutra. The next chapter was the preparations for sexual intercourse. Yoga, stretching, taking a bath, usual hygiene like clipping nails and oral hygiene, cleansing the anal canal etc.
The other chapters were all about Oral sex particularly blowjobs, and different sexual positions drawn in the original kamasutra manuscripts. The last part of the book was all about masturbation on both male and female. I took down notes for everything. This was the part when I feel that I have to reward myself on a daily basis from now on. Napa fingger ako bigla sa study table ko. I still remember that feeling. Looking forward, yung parang feeling ko that I have the edge kung paano “magpaligaya” ng aking Adan when I am in a relationship. I was still single pero marami nang lalaking nagpapakilala sakin ever since I became majorette. Pero talagang pihikan aq. I only like the type of l guy na hindi magsasabing liligawan ako or gusto akong maging gf. I ony want a casual relationship muna bago maging deeper. I want my first bf to be a close friend. Yung kilala ako at marunong akong pakisamahan sa mga trip ko.
Its complicated. I am a complicated girl.
Side majorette palang ako noon. Kami lang yung mga nasa likuran ng senior lead majorette.
Reading the forbidden book did not really satisfy my curiousity. I was more hungry for sexual knowledge. Maraming reviews and texts about kamasutra are all around the internet. I downloaded all that I can. 2gig palang usb ko noon and it was presently the most expensive usb in the market at that time. It was enough. This was the time when Internet was really expensive. 30 pesos per hour. Iisa lang ang netshop na malapit sa school namin. Warcraft 3 palang ang uso noon at wala pang dota kaya tahimik ang mga net shops. I spent almost half of my allowance feeding my insatiable hunger for knowledge.
My sex drive grew everyday kasabay ng curiousity ko. I started to practice yung mga kamasutra blowjob techniques sa kwarto ko gamit ng saging, talong, cucumber, kandila, bote ng coke etc.
Sinusubo ko lahat ng bagay na nakita kong pahaba na mukhang ari kasabay ng pagfingger ko sa sarili.
I even tried using an electric toothbrush as a vibrator and It was the best masturbation tool.
I remember na baby oil gamit kong lubricant noon lalo na pag naisipan kong magpasok sa butas ng pwet ko dahil nauso na ang double penetration bigla. Doing all of these was still not enough for me. I wanted and craved for more dicks. Nagkaroon din ng involvement ang pet husky namin pero ambilis kong magsawa. Na imagine kong parang mas masarap pa ring kainin ang tunay na ari ng isang lalaki. Parang straw ng pearl shake ang titi ng husky namin pag tumigas. It was a good bj but I expected something better. Hinahanap talaga ng bibig ko. Sabik sa tunay na titi.
I was really addicted to the real thing. Kahit sa mga panaginip ko where I was having gangbang sex with my bandmates and some of my classmates and I was enjoying it. Sinagot ko si first love that time after two weeks na nangligaw sa akin. Actually, hindi siya formal na nangligaw sakin. Casual lang talaga kami. Normal lunch time eating together. Sabay kaming umuuwi. Sabay na study sa library. Hinahatid niya ako sa kanto namin. We like to talk about our lessons and study schedules sa bahay-texting pa uso noon. Magaling siya sa science pero mahina sa math. Ako naman magaling sa math at mahina sa science kaya I know na bagay kami kahit tao kami. hehe. I love his witty jokes. We had fun sharing secrets until we became very close. I knew from the start na may gusto siya sa akin but he was holding back. I feel he is doubting himself. Andaming chances that he did not take. School Prom. Dance parties. Barkada nights out. Sleep overs. Valentines day.etc. Problema ksi masyado siyang loner. Wala siyang back up. Torpe. Buti nalang di siya nagseselos tuwing may ibang lalaki akong kasama, ka date o tuwing may ibang lalaki akong kasayaw sa prom night. Magaling siyang magtago o mag control ng emosyon. I like it pero nasobrahan ata. Takot siguro siya sa risk. Maybe I am not worth the risk. I dont want t…