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“Ohhhh shiiit kuyaaa tamaaa na please” I begged him to stop.
He spanked my ass.
“Stop? It seems like you’re enjoying it” At mas binilisan niya pa ang pagbayo sa akin.
Ginagawa niya akong Puta.
Pero I can’t deny, masarap kumantot si Kuya.
“Kuyaaa ahh tama naaaa”
I still begged him to stop.
This shouldn’t happen.
This isn’t the life that I want.
I didn’t want to be fucked by my Step-brother.
I want him to treat me as his little sister.
But why?
Bakit nasa loob ng puke ko ang Titi niya ngayon?
“Stop”
That was the word I remembered saying before I passed out.
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My Mom and I have been living together since God knows when. She raised me alone when my Father died because of a Chronic Disease.
Since then, I accepted my fate na Tatanda kaming magkasama ni Mama.
My Mama is a great woman.
She raised me well. Hindi naman porket namatay Dad ko naghihirap na kami. Hindi kami mayaman, hindi din kami mahirap. Nabibili namin ang basic needs namin, pero pag dating sa wants kailan na pag isipan ng Mabuti.
I thought okay lang kay Mama na kaming dalawa. I thought kuntento na siya na sa buhay naming dalawa.
But then, she met someone.
I realized, my Mom needs someone to love her. Matagal na niya siguro itong hinahanap. Di niya lang binibigyan ng pansin ang buhay pag ibig niya because she’s busy raising me.
And I didn’t notice it that she’s longing for someone because I’m too full of myself. So I let her be. Madalas lumalabas si Mama para magkasa sila. Madalas mag kausap sa telepono. She was like a teenager na first time nag ka jowa.
I’m kinda sad but happy for her.
Sad because she’s slowly losing her time for me.
Happy because finally she met someone. I hope magtuloy tuloy na.
So I started to live my own life.
I was introduced to the world of drugs, liquor, sex, influenced by friends that I met sa mga bar.
My Mom didn’t notice anyway. She was too busy with her own life. Which is good naman for me.
Sex and drugs became my number one companion when I’m feeling lonely. I had fuck buddies. Pero it never turned into a serious relationship. But I’m fine with it as long as they can make me cum.
One night, I got home tipsy and high on ecstasy. And yea horny. No one fucked me tonight because my fuck buddies are suddenly busy. Lahat pa sila!!!!
I was on my way to my room nang makarinig ako ng mga ungol.
Ungol ng nagkakantutan!
I thought Mama is not home.
But why can I hear her moaning with her boyfriend?
Why am I getting horny than ever?
Pumasok ako sa kwarto ko at hinubad ang lahat ng suot ko. Fuck! I’m too horny para makapag pigil.
I dialled one of my phone sex buddy para may audience ako. I really like it when someone can hear me moan. Mas nakakalibog!
“Hello?” Someone answered on the other line.
I answered him back with my moans.
“Ahhhhhh fuckk” I moaned while I started rubbing my clit.
Ah tangina! Gusto ko ng totoong titi!
“Ah shit babe you’re so hot when you moan” I can hear on the other line. Mas nalibugan ako sa sinabi niya at kinuha ko at dildo na nasa ilalim ng kama ko.
I sucked the dildo para maging madulas.
I was sucking it like a fucking whore.
I’m a whore anyway.
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