I suggested that it was time to sleep. I wanted to wake up early and prepare for the next day. I planned on treating her to something very special.
“Ok dad, sleep time na ba?”
“Hindi ka pa ba inaantok?”
“Medyo…I could fall asleep, siguro.”
“Ok, baby go to your room na.”
“San’ yung slippers ko dad?”
“Ewan, ko . . . akala ko kinuha mu na sa kusina?”
“Nandun ba?”
“Oo, diba sabi ng yaya mo kanina.”
“Ba’t di niya pa kinuha?”
“Alam mo naman yan si Aida, minsan loading.”
“Paano yan wala akong tsinelas?” Ang pa-baby niyang tanong.
“Nakarating ka naman dito na walang tsinelas, diba?”
“Eh, nilamig ako bigla eh,” palambing niyang sagot.
“Hahaha, next time mag-socks ka, anak.”
“Ngye, para naman akong may sakit nun.”
“Hindi naman, anak.”
“Halos pang-school yung mga medyas ko, e.”
Bigla kong naalala yung sinuot niya sa bahay after niyang minsan hubarin ang kanyang low top sneakers.
“Edi suot mu yung light yellow or pink mung socks.”
“Hmm, gusto mu yun dad?” ang tanong niya na hindi ko matantsa kung meron o walang halong pang-aakit.
“Ah, oo, cute kase sila,” ang lakas na loob kong pag-amin.
Pero sa isip ko naman talaga ay ang sarap niyang pagmasdan kapag nakamedyas siya ng ganun. Saktong natatakpan lang yung bukung-bukong niya at napaka-girly at inosente siyang tignan kapag naglalakad siya sa bahay na naka-medyas lang.
“Sige, dad suot ko minsan yun socks kung yun.”
“Sige, tayo ka na baby”
“Wala akung slippers, buhatin mo na lang ako dad,” muling palambing na sabi niya.
“Uy, ang bigat mu kaya!” Pabiro kong sinabi sa kanya para hindi naman ako medyu mag-mukhang masyadong eager. I like to tease her sometimes. Pero sa totoo lang gustong-gusto ko siyang buhatin para mabalot ng braso at kamay ko ang katawan niya.
“Sige na dad, carry mu na lang ako sa likod mo.”
Sa isip ko din, kung aangkas siya sa likod ko, yung mga dede niya maprepress sa likod ko, yayakap siya sa leeg ko, mahahawakan ko ang makinis niyang balat sa ilalim ng kanyang mga hita, at mahahaplos ko yung mga legs niya na papalipot sa bewang ko. Takam na takam ako sa kasariwaan ng kanyang laman. Pero parang ayaw ko siyang pag-bigyan dahil sa tindi ng libog ko ay parang nakikipagbuno ako sa aking sarili para mapanatili ang aking katinuan.
“Sige hilain na lang kita sa sahig,” pabiro kong sinabi para hindi niya ako mahalata na sabik na hawakan o mahipo ko siya.
Kaso bigla niyang sinabi na, “Dad, yun mga paa mu na lang ang gawin kong tsinelas.”
Napa-isip ako bigla kung ano ang naisip niya, “paanu yun, anak?”
“Sakay ako sa mga paa mo, tapos lakad ka.”
Actually, na-curious din ako, “paano ka sasakay sa paa ko?”
“Sige, tumayo ka dad,” ang malambing niyang utos sa’kin.
I sensed that while she was a little tired, she was still in a playful mood kaya sumunod ako sa gusto niya. Tumayo muna siya. Pagtalikod niya ay dinakot ko ang aking erection, ikinambyo ko ito pataas, at inipit ko ito sa garter ng aking shorts at boxer. Hinila ko pababa ang dulo ng aking t-shirt para takpan ang naka-usling parte ng titi ko. Tumayo na din ako mula sa sofa at pumwesto sa likod niya. Pag-tayo namin ay naka-harap kami pareho sa T.V.
“Ganito dad,” sabay umurong siya papunta sa akin. Pagdikit ng likod niya sa aking dib-dib ay iniurong ka ang aking pwetan para hindi dumikit ang naninigas kong kargada sa lower back niya. After she leaned on me, she grabbed my hands and firmly sealed her velvety palms to my callous and sweaty palms. We held hands to maintain her balance. She then she stepped on my feet.
I knew her touch has effect on me. Ang lambot, makinis at mainit-init ang kanyang mga paa. Gusto ko siyang i-ikot at ihagis sa couch at halikan at dilaan ang kanyang mga talampakan at sipsipin ang mga daliri niya sa paa.
Of course, her feet wouldn’t fit on top of my feet. So, she pointed her toes inward to rest her feet better on top of mine. In doing so, she extended her butt and it almost bumped by boner.
“Matatagalan tayo nito anak…” ang sabi ko na medyo parang hirap huminga sa matinding pag-titimpi sa aking kalibugan.
She turned her head and smiled as she said, “Ok lang, dad, sige hakbang ka na.”
I started on one foot and when she sensed that I was about to lift that foot, she leaned back to me to hold her balance and she lifted her foot simultaneously with mine. With that single movement, my crotch eventually pressed her lower back. I knew she definitely felt my hard-on. But it seemed she was pretending not to feel it, or maybe she was focused on our silliness because all she did was giggle.
We kept moving, alternating our steps as our feet swung together simultaneously. Para kaming robot na naglalakad. So, we kept going quite slowly, but we were surely going wherever we thought we should go, which was to her bedroom.
It was so much fun playing around with my girl. We laughed whenever na-o-off balance kami pareho at kapag nalalaglag or nag-saslide yung paa niya sa paa ko.
The garters still anchored my erection, and it never subsided. Its length and harness kept bumping her back. Kapag-nasaslide na yung paa niya, I would lean back, thus pressing my groin on her lower back. It felt so good kapag kumakaskas yung length of my erection sa likod niya. It wass really impossible for her not to feel my subtle grinding. But she seemed focused on the floor and not minding the raging manhood that was once responsible for creating her.
A couple of weeks after she was born, her tiny hand grabbed my little finger. My heart melted and tears flowed from my adoring eyes. I love her then and I love her now. But now is different, the little girl that has brought joy into my life, the apple of my eyes, is now slowly turning into a young lady. I never knew then, of course that someday, she will be the object of my profound desire, and that I will sinfully covet my very own offspring.
I was savoring our closeness. My senses were heightened as her cute and long calves touched my shins. The back of her thighs felt so soft on my thighs and her cuddly little butt was firmly pressed in front of me. Though I attempted to sniff her fragrant hair secretly, she noticed it and looked up at me, smiling. She closed her eyes and waited for a kiss. Such entreaty was not so hard to indulge, so I planted my lips on her forehead and embraced her tightly.
But we kept moving on. However, her constant leaning back, our holding hands, and the pressing and rubbing of our bodies have done nothing to mitigate my arousal. Her body had only sustained erection. I knew she was not oblivious to my raging desire, so I did not even try to hide it anymore at that point; thus, we kept walking with our slow-paced rhythm as my hard-on poked her back. Without fear no more, albeit with some hesitation, I slightly thrusted my hip and grinded my erection on her back. I sought her approval by lightly squeezing her hands, and to my thrill, she pressed my hands, which signaled her submission.
Kaya I felt completely free to chisel away her now vulnerable inhibition. So, in every step, in every tight embrace, I pressed and rubbed my raging penis on her body. But I felt not to rush and would let her “holding back” crumble gradually.
When we were at the entrance of the hallway that leads to the rooms, I paused, so she turned her head and faced me. I kissed her temple again. Then moving ahead to our unchartered path, we lost a little balance and was about to fall to the side when I was about to raise my left foot.
To break our fall, I hugged her and I twisted, taking her with me, and let my back fell on the wall. We laughed as she continued to lean on me. We were like two drunks in an alley trying to make our way home. She looked up to me and when she thought that I was about to kiss her forehead again, she closed her eyes and readied herself.
Instead, my mouth moved beyond her nose, and I kissed her slightly parted lips. I held our kiss for 5 seconds, and she did not look away to disengage. While I was leaning on the wall and holding her tightly close to me, I kissed her again but boldly extended my tongue. My tongue moved past her moistened lips for the first time, and I stopped when the tip of my tongue touched her teeth.
I was sensing her reaction.
She held her breath, and let our lips touched. When I let go, she just acted normally. No disgust or apprehension. She giggled again, pulled us back from the wall, and eager to finish our long, steady march in the hallway. I also steadily pressed my body, grinding her back once in a while. She was still in a playful mood as she led me further to the hallway.
I went along with her playfulness and enjoyed the tender feelings inside me as I watched her childlike attitude. It reminded me of when she was still little. Among the children in our interconnecting families and compared to all her cousins, si Elizabeth and pinaka-fun loving. Siya palagi ang promotor sa pakikipag-laro.
Mahilig siyang makipag-habulan, taguan, at numero uno din siya sa asaran. Itong mga traits niyang ito ang dahilan kung bakit namin naka-ugalian ang habulan at asaran dito sa bahay. At yung asaran at habulan din namin ang nagdulot ng hipuan at naging sanhi ng aming kilitian hanggang siya ay tuluyang malibugan at labasan noong nakaraan.
Sa hallway pa din kami at tuloy lang ang pag-amoy at paghalik ko sa buhok niya. Habang ni-lelead niya ang lakad namin, kunwari naman akong nagcoconcetrate sa pag-guide at pag-suporta sa kanya para hindi kami matumba. Hawak-kamay pa din kami habang nina-navigate niya ang floor to watch where we’re going. Patay na rin kasi halos lahat ng mga ilaw, marahil tulog na rin ang yaya at kasambahay kaya tahimik na ang loob ng buong bahay.
We paused again to regain our balance, and in that momentary stillness, she must have felt again my heart pounding. She looked back at me and asked, “Dad, are you ok…napagod ka na?”
“Oh, no baby…,” ang agaran kong sagot.
“I could feel your heartbeat kase,” with a trace of concern in her voice.
“I’m just excited and having so much fun with you.”
“Me, too dad, but do you want to stop and take a break?”
“I’m fine, mas nakakapagod nga yung kapag naghahabulan tayo, eh.”
She gave me naive smile, and her voice sounded innocently when she teased me and said, “Gusto mo habulan na lang tayo ulit?
Very tempting at kakagat sana ako sa hamon niya, pero ayaw ko siya talagang bitawan. Iyun ang unang beses na nahawakan at nayakap ko siya ng mahigpit at matagal muli. Syempre, hindi katulad noong bata pa siya na karga-karga ko siya palagi. At nang lumaki at nag-teenager na siya, hindi ko na siya nayayakap ng matagal.
Kaya naman mas ninais ko ang aming mabagal na pag-hakbang. Sa aming pag-usad ay nagtuloy-tuloy din naman ang aming yakapan at pagkiskis ng aming katawan. At kahit ganon pa lang ay lubos na akong nasiyahan at nasasarapan at halos sa hallway na din mismo na kung saan ay muntik na akong labasan.
Ibinaling ko naman sa kanya ang tanong, “I’m still feeling wonderful, anak…ikaw…are you okay?
“Yes, dad, I feel great.” She said that while looking at me, so I took that chance to kiss her again. My lips lingered for a few more seconds, and as we kissed, we then lost our balance so I catch our fall by extending my hand to reach the wall. Quickly, I turned and landed my back against the wall again. Napalakas ng kaunti ang pagsandal ko sa wall kaya napadulas siya pababa sa harap ko. Gumuhit sa likod niya ang katigasan ng titi ko at hinila ko siya naman pataas para ikaskas muli ang erection ko sa likod niya.
Habang nakasandal kami sa dingding, kumawala siya ng kaunti at pumihit at lumingon ulit siya sa akin para magpahalik. This time, I locked her upper lip and sucked it gently. She took a deep breath through her nose, held her breath, and I felt her lips tensed. She’s learning to suck my lips. I extended my tongue and felt her lip and licked it. She opened her mouth and exhaled her warm breath into my mouth. I kept kissing and licking her lip. Her mouth was now slightly open so my tongue went in further and, for the first time, I felt the tiny soft flesh between her lips. Still, holding her hands as she rested her lower back on my erection, I held the kiss and sucked her lips gently and kept my tongue inside her mouth.
I stopped to look at her face and when I released her mouth, I heard a sigh of disappointment. Sensing that she wanted more, I looked lovingly into her eyes and with my fingers, I held and pulled her lower jaw to towards me and kissed her. My tongue sought and found again that soft flesh in her mouth.
So that was it.
Still standing and leaning against the wall. She let me kissed her and touched and p…