“Weh, di nga? Di naman ata ah” As he said that, he casually laid his right palm on my thigh, on top of my shorts. Abot ng mga daliri nya yung skin sa baba ng shorts and I felt heat shoot up through my whole body with his touch.
First story ko po ito dito and I’m not a professional writer but I will try to keep my story as clean as I can but if you catch some misses here and there, I do apologize.
Pasintabi nalang po sa mga grammar police jan hehehe
One more thing, I’ll be switching from English to Tagalog depending on how comfortable I am with the structure of the sentences so I hope you don’t mind. Thank you po.
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I grew up in a simple family kasama yung mama, papa at nakakatanda kong kapatid na si Kuya Josh. We were a simple family. Hindi kami mayaman pero nagagawan ng parents naming na mapag-aral kami sa pribadong paaralan. Although minsan, gipit kami sa bahay, nakakaraos din naman sa kalaunan.
Close kami ni Kuya Josh. He was the typical older brother, protective na mapang-asar but his way of being protective of me was something that I actually appreciate. Instead na dikit siya ng dikit sa akin or pinagbabawalan ako, hinahayaan niya ako sa mga gusto kong gawin but he was just there staying in the background, observing. I knew if I needed help, anjan lang siya to lend a hand.
When I turned 18 and he was 22, a lot of things had happened as I was going through a phase of my adulthood and he was there to witness it all happen and take part of it, in one way or another…
Meron kaming maliit na tindahan and pagdating ng gabi, ako parati yung nakatoka sa magbantay habang nag reready si Papa para sa pag papatrol niya sa gabi bilang tanod. Si mama naman, andoon sa bahay ni Lola, which is nasa tapat lang ng tindahan. Tinutulungan niya ang mga kapatid nya para alagaan si Lolo na may sakit.
Yung bahay talaga namin was nasa likod ng tindahan although eventually, pinalagyan nalang ni papa ang tindahan ng cr at maliit na kwarto para if in case may gusto sa amin na magpahinga doon, hindi na kailangan pumunta pa sa likuran.
Kuya was already working in a private firm as a Civil Engineer after he graduated a year ago and minsan, ginagabi na siyang umuwi kaya nagpapahinga na siya deretso, the moment he arrives home.
I was engrossed in watching television one night nang biglang tumunog yung telepono sa tindahan. Agad ko itong sinagot on the second ring while I kept my focus on the show that I was watching.
“Hello?”
“Hi” It was a man’s voice on the other line.
“Pwedeng makausap si Anne?” I wasn’t familiar with the name so obviously wrong number yung nadial niya.
“Sorry, wrong number po.” I was about to put down the phone.
“Wait!”
“Bakit po?”
“Is it okay if I get to know you instead?” I stopped focusing on the television and looked at the telephone curiously.
“By the way, ako pala si Rex” continued the guy on the other line.
“Ahm, Jennifer but everybody calls me Jen” I shouldn’t even supposed be talking to a random stranger but there I was, not even putting down the phone. I didn’t even bother giving out a false name. Siguro ay na bored na rin ako sa kakanood ng tv so hinayaan ko nalang.
Our conversation started with the reason why he was calling then to what I was doing and then one hour later, we finally hang up the phone and since then, halos gabi-gabi na kaming nag-uusap.
Everytime he calls, our topic would focus more on me and the things that I do. He had asked what I looked like and seeing nothing wrong with it, I gave him a description of me, as truthful as I can. I was a little bit short, mejo payat, mahaba ang buhok na hanggang beywang, morena and naka eyeglass.
Simple lang naman ang tindig ko. May itsura naman although hindi at par with some of my friends in college na pang Miss Intramurals yung tindig but I was a reserved person… mahiyain…and preferred to be by myself. He found my description attractive though and kinilig naman ako.
One night, he admitted that he was drawn to me kasi according to him, I may have described myself as shy in person, but when we were talking, I was quite vocal, honest and game kahit ano pang topic, even when it comes to the non-innocent ones.
He kept saying how he was already attracted with my voice that’s why he wanted to hear it every night. Nakakapang-akit daw. I didn’t understand how my voice could be attracting anyone but what he said made something stir inside me. I wanted to hear more of his words of endearment. I was liking the attention that he was giving me and I was liking the idea that he was attracted to me.
Lalong naging bolder yung mga topic namin and he would ask questions like do I pleasure myself? Do I like to be touched? And I would answer him still.
Yes, I pleasure myself but it was only light. Inamin ko sa kanya that I would read novels with mature content and I may have watched some porn videos before and I would be turned on during the sex part. I would start fingering myself but sa labas lang ng panty and I would do it hanggang sa ipitin ko yung hita ko sa sarap but that was the extent of what I did. I never tried going inside and feeling my pussy because I was uncomfortable with it.
“Jen…”
“Hmmm?” I whispered on the telephone one night. It was a quiet night and I was alone sa tindahan but I felt like ang lakas-lakas ng boses ko and maririnig ako pag may dadaan.
“I want you”
Biglang lumakas ang kabog ng dibdib ko sa sinabi niya. Hindi ako makapagsalita habang unti-unting nag-init ang aking katawan with those three words.
“Sorry Jen ah… ang tagal ko nang nalilibugan sa mga pag-uusap natin. Ang sarap pakinggan ng boses mo. Gusto kitang tikman.” He boldly confessed.
“Rex…I… I can’t do that” Was the only thing that I could say.
I’ve told him one time na if ibibigay ko man yung sarili ko, it was to the man that I would spend the rest of my life with and that was my conviction.
“I know” he sighed before continuing.
“Can I at least feel you?”
“Feel me?” Natigilan ako.
“Yes… gusto ko ma feel yung pussy mo Jen. Kahit mahawakan ko man lang.”
“Huh?”
“Di ba hindi ka komportable na finifinger mo ang sarili mo? Let me do that for you. I’m going to make sure that you would enjoy it” I was transfixed by his words as I was getting curious and curious about the idea of someone else touching me.
Alam ko kung ano yung ayaw ko na mangyari sa akin. I don’t want any random stranger to be the one na kumuha ng aking pagka birhen but what if…
My pussy was starting to tingle at the idea and I realized that my body was very much willing to experience to be touched by a man.
At the back of my head, I suddenly wanted to know kung ano yung pwede niyang gawin sakin and kung hanggang saan yung willing ko na paabutin ang situation.
By the end of our conversation, I had already given out my address to a random stranger that I haven’t met and he was already looking forward to meeting me the next night.
It was a Friday night. I got home from school at 5 and ate dinner at around 6 PM, I was excited and nervous at the same time. Nag ayos pa ako sa sarili to make sure na presentable ako. I tied my hair up in a ponytail, nagsuot ng maong shorts na maiksi and black spaghetti dress with my black bra underneath. I looked in the mirror and nakita ko yung hubog ng aking katawan. This is what I usually wear kapag nasa bahay ako so I told myself that I wasn’t trying to impress him or much more, seduce him.
I sat on my usual spot in front of the television sa likod ng tindahan and kept looking at the clock on the wall. It was almost 7 PM, the time that he said na darating siya.
“Tao Po”
Halos napatalon ako sa nerbyos at napatingin sa bukas na bintana ng tindahan. Nanlisik ang aking mga mata habang tinitignan ang nakangising si Kuya Josh.
“Kuya naman eh!”
“Oh, Bakit ka nagulat jan? Where you expecting someone else?” He eyed me suspiciously.
“Pumasok ka na nga dito Kuya!” I avoided the question and he laughed.
“Hindi na. Mauna na ako sa kwarto at may tatapusin pa ako.”
“Teka, kumain ka na ba?”
“Yup. Sa likod na ako. Para narin di ko kayo maistorbo pagdating ng bisita mo. Baka may gusto kayong gawing milagro dito, makaabala pa ako” Pasimpleng tugon nito.
“Hoy! Wala kaming gagawin na milagro ah!” I defended and he laughed out loud. I just admitted to him na may hinihintay nga ako.
“Don’t stay up too late okay” Natatawa pa na sabi ni Kuya.
“Wala akong pasok bukas nho” I told him.
“Still. I lolock ko yung kwarto pag di ka pumasok by ten ah.”
“Fine. Oh Pa! Maaga ka ngayun ah?” Biglang pumasok si Papa sa tindahan na nakabihis pangtanod na at kinuha yung susi ng motor niya. Usually, alas otso na siya umaalis ng bahay para sa trabaho.
“May dadaanan lang ako sa bahay ng ninong mo and dederetso na ako sa barangay.”
“Sige po”
“Josh, ikaw na bahala sa kapatid mo. Doon matutulog si mama nyo kina Lola nyo ngayun kaya kayo na ang magsara ng tindahan”
“Sige po Pa.” Kuya answered but he was looking at me sa bintana ng tindahan and whispered so that only I could hear .
“Ayieee, wala siyang bantay oh” and winked.
I groaned sa pang-aasar niya.
Umalis na si Papa dala ang kanyang motor and tumungo na si Kuya sa likod with a “warning” na babalikan niya ako para tulungan magsara ng tindahan.
I looked at the time and realized that it was already past seven and I sighed thinking na baka nagbago yung isip niya. It was weird that I was actually disappointed na hindi siya dumating.
“Tao po. Pabili”
Someone was calling sa tindahan and I turned around and was greeted by an unfamiliar face by the window.
I could feel his gaze taking in my whole body and bigla akong kinabahan. I was so sure who he was.
“Rex?” I asked tentatively.
“Hi Jen… Sorry I’m late” He smiled pero yung mata niya, pasimpleng nakakatitig sa aking dibdib. Walang masyadong ilaw sa labas ng tindahan kaya hindi ko maaninag ang kabuuan ng kanyang itsura but sa loob ng tindahan, kitang-kita niya ang buo kong features.
“Pasok ka… dito sa bahay”
I went to the door and let him in. Naka-on pa rin yung tv and I let him sit at one of the chairs that was facing the tv and nakatalikod sa pinto. There was a wall separating the store and kung…