“Tito, wag na pu kayung magbayad, para naman…”
“Jonathan, Ok lang. Nag-start ka pa lang sa career mu. Okay lang na magbayad ako.”
“Eh tito, kayu din naman ang nag-help para ma-open ko itong clinic ko.”
“Oo, pero syempre, you need to pay your bills, yung kuryente, yung secretary, mga supplies…”
“Pero, tito parang family ka na din po, kaya…”
“Yun nga, parang family na tayo kaya as a family tulungan tayo. Sige, pag nagprosper na itong clinic mu, in few months or a year, bigyan mu na lang ako ng discount.”
“Ok po tito pero nakakahiya pa din na magbayad kayo ngayon”
“Ok lang, cge pag hindi mo tinanggap ang fees mu, hindi na ako babalik sa clinic mo, (sabay tawa ko)”
“Cge, ok tito..pero next time ha, free ka na dito”
“Discount lang naman ang ask ko, mahal ang mga materials at supplies na gamit mo. I understang kapag nag-sisimula pa lang ay ganyan talaga.”
After namin mag-chat ni Jonathan, I left his clinic feeling proud sa young dentist na yun. Siya kasi and ex-boyfriend ng panganay kung daughter ko. Nag-start silang mag gf and bf nung mga last years na nila ng high school. He’s a good kid and from a good family. I really like him para sa daughter ko at talagang si Jonathan yung son na I never had. Two girls kasi anak ko.
Si Jonathan at yung panganay ko ay matagal silang mag bf-gf, pero about more than a year ago ay sayang at nag break sila. Naging part na talaga ng family si Jonathan kasi nakakasama siya sa mga trips and vacations namin. Alam ko din naman or sure naman ako na nagsex na sila pero I was not bother naman later on kasi, talagang gusto ko si Jonathan for my daughter. Kahit nga kung mabuntis pa ni Jonathan and daughter ko while in college ay susuportahan ko pa din sila hanggang makapagwork silang pareho. At nung maging dentista na si Jonathan, akala ko tuloy tuloy na silang magpakasal.
Ang dauther ku naman, tapos siya ng nursing, kaya una siyang nag work kay Jonathan pero steady lang sila noon. Pero dumating nga yung time na nag-break sila at hanggang si Jonathan na mismo ang nagsabi sa akin na hiwalay na sila ng anak ko. My daughter was scared to tell me that
she broke up with Jonathan kase alam niya na botong-boto ako sa lalaking yun. Pero sa huli, I respect yung decision nila at pinakita na lang nila sa amin na mutual ang decision nila na maghiwalay. Siguro ganun nga talaga kase wala naman kaming nakitang away nilang dalawa. Wala naman binintang ang anak ko na may ibang babae si Jonathan. Siguro, ganun talalga, pero at least, hindi toxic sa kanila ang break-up nila.
Kaso nga lang, nabigla din kami na after few months nilang magbreak ay nalaman namin na may new boyfriend ang daughter ko. More surprising ay nabuntis kaagad ang anak ko. Well, to sum up her new relationship, yung naging new bf niya ay resident doctor sa hospital kung saan nagwowork ang daughter ko. His name is Shaun. To be fair, mabait, responsible, at halos magkaugali sila ni Jonathan pero medyu reserve lang si Shaun ng kauti. Tahimik lang pero hind naman very serious guy si Shaun.
Civil wedding lang muna para maging legal ang pagsasama nila at yung bata ay hindi maging ilehitimong anak. Shaun and my daughter appear to get along really well and they rented a three-bedroom apartment near our house para ma-alalayan din namin sila while giving them privacy and to start their married life. Over all ay masaya din ako pero yung nga, sayang at hindi si Jonathan ang nakatuluyan ng daughter ko.
During my daughter’s pregnancy, Shaun has to go to the US for some training or schooling. Mga six months lang naman and he will be back soon. Kaya habang wala si Shaun, alternate naman kaming mga parents sa pag-assist sa anak ko. Merun siyang maid pero kapag weekends, umuuwi yung maid kaya kapag weekends ay dun namin sinasamahan ang daughter ko. She is independent naman pero iba pa din yun may kasama siya sa bahay. Pero mas kailangan niya ng assistance specially ngayon malaki na ang tiyan niya.
The other weekend, yung sister yata ni Shaun ang nakasama ng anak ko since nasa abroad din pala parents ni Shaun. Pero sabi ng daughter ko ay mas gusto naman niyang nakakasama yung sister-in-law niya kasi nahihiya siya sa mga parents ni Shaun. Yung younger daughter ku naman ay nasa college pa kaya busy palagi at hindi masamahan ang ate niya. So one weekend, ako ang nagvisit sa daughter ko para accompany ku siya for the whole weekend. I arrived Friday night at nagdala na din ako ng food at yung computer ko so I could do some work. May mga clothes naman ako dun sa apartment nila kaya nagdala na lang ako ng kaunti para ipalit dun sa mga susuutin ko while nandun ako.
That Friday night was quiet. Nagdala ako ng niluto ni misis (my wife stayed in our house para may tao naman dun). Nothing unusual and my daughter seemed healthy sa pregnancy niya, kaso yun nga medyu moody at irritable siya sa conditions niya. Understandable naman yun at kailangan talagang ng pasensya. Kaya sabi ko sa kanya ay relax lang siya at ako ang magluluto, maglilinis, at gagawa pa ng ibang chores sa apartment.
The following day, Saturday, I wake up early to cook breakfast pero mga bandang 6 am ay pumasok sa kitchen ang daughter ko at nagcocomplain sa amoy ng bacon na nilututo ko. I
thought at that stage wala na yung mga maseselan sa amoy or aversion sa mga pagkain pero siguro ganun talaga. Tapos, sabi niya na ayaw niya daw yung amoy ng sabon na ginamit ko. Pero sabi ko naman ay yun ang sabon (actually bodywash) ng husband niya. Yun sabon na yun ang ginamit ko kaninang nagshower ako pagkagising ko.
“Ay basta, ayaw ko yan…nakakahilo…nakakasuka”
“Eh, soap ito ng asawa mo.”
“Pero ayaw ko nga ng amoy…”
“Naamoy mu pa din? Akala ko yung bacon ang naamoy mu?”
“Oo, pareho, please shower ka ulit…at wag kang magsabon”
“Ok sige sige, pero tapusin ko lang breakfast mo…ano ba gusto mung ulam para hindi yung ayaw mo ang iluto ko”
“Hard boil egg nalang saka spam.”
“Spam?, may amoy din yon!”
“Yun ang gusto ko eh!”
“O, sya sige, spam na kung spam”
She left the kitchen irritated and bumalik ulit sa kwarto niya. Pero nung palayo na siya sa akin, I noticed that she was reaching her shoulder muscles habang pabalik siya sa room niya na parang na-stiff neck yata siya sa pag-tulog. I guess hirap siya sa sleeping position niya because of her belly. She had to sleep on her side kase. Kaya yun nga, nung bumalik na siya sa kitchen to eat, hindi na nga siya irritable sa amoy ko (nagshower ulit ako pero tubig lang) at sa amoy ng bacon, pero ang sungit pa din niya dahil siguro sa muscle ache or muscle tension niya. After she ate her breakfast sa kitchen, I clean up at umupo naman siya dun sa isang formal dining table.
I was working on my computer and some paperwork dun sa formal dining table last night at hindi ko na muna na-ayos ang lamesa kaya yun naman ang pinuntiryahan niya. She complained na bakit ang kalat-kalat dito at ayaw niya daw ng clutter. Well, pero noon I knew nung nasa bahay pa siya back in her college years ay burara din itong anak ko pero, pinagpasensyahan ko na since I understand her condition. So itinabi ko na lang yung mga gamit ko sa isang side nung table and I fixed her prescribed milk supplement para ma-inom niya. Pero after a while, I saw her head resting on the table, her face was in discomfort while she was trying to massage her neck and upper back muscles.
So sabi ko if she wanted me to massage her muscles to help her relax a bit. Well, it was an offer na she accepted right away since her muscle ache was really adding to her discomfort. She sat up straight from she was sitting to get ready for the massage. I approached her and stood behind her habang naka upo siya sa upuan sa dining table. Her hands were on the table habang ini-ikot ikot niya ang kanyang neck para to try to loosen up yung muscles niya sa neck at shoulders. Pero, I’m sure that’s not enough to relieve her discomfort.
Nagpamassage na halus tayo sa mga spa at iba talaga kapag yung tamang pressure ang i-apply sa mga tight na muscles. Kaya malamang na added pressure and kailangan ng anak ko para madissolve yung mga muscle tightness niya. Kaya yun, I held her upper traps at yun pala talaga yung super tense na muscles niya. Dahan dahan kung minasahe yung shoulder muscles niya for few minutes hanggang i-press ko yung nodules or hard part ng mga laman niya. Using my thumbs ay idiniin ko sa kalamnan niya ang hard pressure kaya napahiyaw siya sa pag diin ko.
“Haay, aray, aray, arraay..masakit, masakit, ooh, ooh, mmmh, ahhh!
“Eh tense na tense ang muscles mu dito kaya masakit” sabi ko naman.
“Aray, aray..alam ko…yan din kasi ang pinupuntiria ng massage therapist ko noon nakakapag-spa pa ako.”
“Sige, durugin natin yung nodules na yan, anak!”
“Ay naku, wag mu masyadong diinan, shit masakit!
“Paano matatangal kung soft lang, diba pag ganyan hard massage?”
“Uu, pero please gentle lang muna, please!”
I continued massaging her shoulders hangang sa ma-relax ang daughter ko na kaunti. She almost leaned her body on the table pero hirap siya dahil sa big tummy niya. Kaya I took one of the throw pillows sa sofa and let her used it para i-unan ang sarili niya sa table. Kaya ayun, I continued sa gentle massages ko on her upper shoulders at I noticed na she was really liking it na. I could hear her soft moans until those moans faded. Eventually kasi she fell asleep. Nung tulog na siya I released her to give her time to rest since puyat and pagod itong anak ko. Pumunta ako sa living room at doon naman ako nagpasyang magrelax dahil maaga din akong nagising kanina ng nagprepare ako ng breakfast. Nagbasa ako ng ilang documents ko sa sofa at after half an hour ay nagising na ang anak ko at tumuloy sa kitchen. Nung nakita ko siyang papunta sa kitchen, I asked her if she wanted something to eat. Sabi niya mag-aarange lang siya ng mga gamit-gamit doon at busog pa daw siya so I let her do whatever she wanted to do in the kitchen.
After reading for I while sa sofa, I moved and sat on the floor in front of the TV because I wanted to extend my legs, habang nakasandal lang ako sa harap ng sofa. Maya maya, hetong si
masungit ay mukhang tapos na ang kanyang ginagawa sa kitchen at nakaligo na rin. My daughter came to the living room with a towel still wrapped on her head. She was wearing an oversized shirt covering her upper thighs pero parang walang shorts. Bagong ligo pero mukha pa din siyang uncomfortable at irita.
“Oh ano?” “komusta na pakiramdam mo”?
“Hay nako, heto buntis pa din!” Sabay hawak at tingin sa tummy niya, “Limabas ka na dyan!!!” sigaw niya sa belly niya.
Natawa na lang ako dahil pinapalayas na niya ang baby sa kanyang sinapupunan. She’s so cute to watch pero ayaw ko naman na mag-make fun on her misery.
“Haaaayyy, ano ba naman ito…letcheng asawa ko, lllasstt na lang ito, wala ng next na baby..ayaw ko na!”
Well, ano ba naman ang magsasabi ko edi, wala. Buhay nila yun, hinahayaan ko na lang mag-rant siya dahil ganun talaga at nai-intindihan ko yung situation niya. Nung nagbuntis ang mommy niya sa kanya, parang parehas lang ang attitude nila. Pero, to be honest, ito kasing spoiled kung daughter ay mukhang mas parang uncomfortable sa pagbubutis niya. Kahit paano naman, I am glad na hindi naman maselan ang kanyang pagbubintis at malusog naman ang baby.
“Pwedi mung bang ituloy yung massage mu kanina?” Ang tanong niya sa akin.
“Okay, sige, dun tayo ulit sa lamesa”
“Hindi, dyan na lang sa sala. Para yatang mas comfortable dyan.”
Dahil nga malaki na yung tummy ng anak ko, hindi na siya pweding dumapa for a massage. Kung naka-upo naman siya, like kanina, medyu madali siyang i-massage dahil tatayo lang ako sa likod niya to massage her shoulders. Kaso this time gusto niya yung back niya. Marahil dahil din sa weight ng belly niya ay na-oover worked yung muscles niya sa likod to keep her body straight. Kaya, ayun, masakit ang likuran niya.
“Yung midback ku naman ang massage mu, heto ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko sa part na yun.” Sabay sinubukan niyang ituro by reaching and pointing her fingers to her back.
“So san’ tayo, dito sa sofa?” tanong ko.
“Dyan na lang kung san’ ka nakaupo” sagot naman niya.
“Sa floor?”
“Yah, para-mastretch ko din ang mga legs at paa ko.”
“O sige, halika dito”
Dahil sa floor kami, sumandal na lang ako sa harap ng sofa para maging stable ako if I need to press harder again sa back niya. Tancha ko ay madaming hard nodules ito dahil sa pain na iniinda niya. So I leaned back at nag-Indian seat ako. She sat in front of me, at una nag-indian seat din siya. I started again dun sa upper traps niya dahil hindi ko natapos yung pag-loosen up ng muscles niya kanina. Nakatulog kasi siya. Pero ganun nga, meron pa din mga hard nodules at napapa-aray pa din siya. I used my thumbs to press on her muscles. Dry kneading pa din ang ginagawa kong massage sa kanya. Kaya na-feel ng mga fingers ko ang smoothness ng balat ng daughter ko. Unlike kanina sa dining table na mas-expose yung shoulder niya dun sa suot niya na medyu maluwang na damit. Pero this time I had to pull the shoulder area of her shirt and move it on one side para ma-expose yung part na kailangan kong imassage, at vice-versa. Kaya alternately ko minamasahe yung left and right part the balikat niya.
When I was about to massage dun sa upper back niya banda sa top ng shoulder blades ay natatakpan ng t-shirt niya. So I had to massage her upper back on top of her t-shirt. Still, feel ko pa din yung mga nodules niya dun. Kaya I changed position and I knelt sa likuran niya to apply stronger pressures. First, I held yung upper chest (above her breasts) niya with my left forearm while my right thumb was pushing her muscles. Iniipit ko siya sa mga braso at kamay ko para medyo stable kami. Sa sobrang sakit yata sa pagpress ko, ay nahila ng anak ko ang aking forearm papunta sa bibig niya at napakagat siya doon.
“Aray, ba’t mo ako kinagat”
“Masakit kaya yung pag press mo at para hindi ako simigaw”
“Ay, sigaw ka na lang, kaysa kagatin mo arm ko.”
“Sorry, sige soft lang muna kase, please”
Well, nagswitch ako ng arm kaya yung right forearm ko naman ang nakabraced sa upper chest niya at yung left thumb ko ang nagpress sa mga muscles sa left side ng spine ng anak ko. I started softly para hindi niya ako kagatin ulit. Pero when I felt yung mga hard nodules ay nang-gigil ako at gusto ko talagang ipress ng malakas. My daughter knows this naman since madalas siyang nagpapamassage noon hindi pa malaki yung tyan niya at maski nung hindi pa siya buntis at talagang ganun talaga ang pressure para marelease yung tension.
After a while, nung nasasanay na siya sa hard pressure ko at natotolerate na niya ng kaunti yung pain, she asked me to press a little harder na. So, I did pressed harder. Pero this time (hindi niya ako kinagat) she started to make some light moan, yung bang, “hmmm” “ahh” “hmm” “ahh” at madami at sunod sunod na “ahh” “ahh” “ahh” “ahh” sa every hard press ko sa likod niya. So
suddenly, during those moment hearing her moans, I felt aroused.
I tried not to focused on her moans so I pressed even harder, but this time, she released louder moans that intensified my arousal. She yelp, “ooohh, ahh..hmm” at napa extend yung neck niya at napatingala at napaharap siya sa akin (naka-kneel pa din kasi ako behind her). Her face was a mixture of pain and pleasure, her mouth was slightly opened and she was breathing somewhat heavy. Her eyes were partly open while her gaze was on me. I secretly admired her looks and continued on massaging her back. Dahil sa pressure and pain that I inflicted on her, she felt a little tired but she was definitely felt more relaxed after I soften up her tight muscles sa shoulder and sa upper back niya. Kaye medyu napagod nga siya at nanghina at nanlambot.
Napasandal siya sakin kaya I switched position na din. Maski carpeted kasi yung part nung sala kung nasaan ko siya minamasahe, ay medyu hurting na din yung mga knees ko. So sumandal ulit ako sa sofa (yung sofa nakasandal naman sa wall) at I spread my legs to give her space in front of me. Mukha na siya talagang pagod when she leaned on my chest. She released her Indian seat position and extended her legs too. Ako nakabukaka pero naka bend ang knees ko and my feet were planted on the carpeted floor. In that position, yung upper shoulder na lang ulit ng daughter ko ang namamassage ko. Tuloy lang ang massage ko habang nakasandal siya sa akin. Yung mga arms niya ay nakarest lang sa side niya na nakalupaypay. She was so relaxed and tired from the nodular pressed-and-released that she did not want to move at all. Her head was also resting on my chest. I knew nakapikit na din siya at she could fall asleep again any moment. Pero suddenly I heard she muffled some words, but I could not quite understand her.
“Anu yun anak?
She spoke a little louder.
“Paki-massage yung tummy ko” sabi ng anak ko.
Pagkasabi niya yun ay I reached my hands in front of her and tried to figure out first where my hands should land. Nailang ako. So I placed my hands (palm side) sa lower part ng belly niya. Pero I don’t know what to do so tigil lang ang kamay ko sa belly niya.
“I cannot press hard sa tyan mu, mapepress ko ang baby”
“Gently massage lang, glide mu lang ang hands mo” sabi ng daughter ko.
I started moving my hands and made small circular motions sa belly niya.
“Yan, ganyan, that feels good” pabulong niyang nasabi at yung boses niya ay tila pagod na din.
I continued after hearing that nice feedback. Pero I was still massaging her on top of her shirt.
“Kunin mu yung lotion” sabi niya.
“San?
“Dun lang sa may top ng dresser”
Which suddenly made sense to me. She wanted me to apply, of course, the lotion on her belly itself and NOT on her shirt. Kinabahan ako bigla because of the sudden anticipation of touching her entire belly. Sa madaling sabi, I took the lotion and returned to where we at. But before I positioned myself again behind her, I saw her face na medyu (although parang unintentional on her part) seductive and dating. I guess it was the hormones ng pregnancy. Nagspike kasi yan kapag buntis ang babae. Iba yung glow nila. Maganda at naka-ka-attract talaga.
Kinakabahan ako at na-excite. To apply the lotion, I had to lift her shirt up. She was so relaxed that she did not want to do anything but to receive a massage. I pulled her oversized shirt pataas to exposed her belly. In doing so, her panty will be exposed too. Kaya nakita ko ang panty niya. She was wearing a black laced panty. Very seductive talaga. I squirted some lotion directly on her belly. “Uy ang lamig” sabi niya bigla.
Upon hearing that, I immediately placed my hands, gently, on her belly and started to rub the lotion to warm it up. Ang kinis ng balat niya at yung belly button naman niya ay very prominent due to her pregnancy. Naka-alsa yung pusod niya pero nakakahorny tignan. Minasehe ko yung lower belly niya for a while habang ang head niya ay nakarest pa din sa upper chest ko. Yung tenga niya na may maliit na hikaw ay nang-aakit na dilaan at isubo ko. Shit, nalilibugan na talaga ako sa anak ko. Maya maya, siya na mismo ang humawak sa mga kamay ko at dinala niya bandang gitna ng belly niya. Siguro nga, okay na yung massage sa lower part at yung sa level ng bellybutton niya ang gusto niyang pamassage at sa other areas ng tiyan niya. Apply ulit ng lotion at tuloy lang ang massage ko sa anak ko.
Yung libog at erection ko, lalung tumindi. Nung na press ku yung erection ko sa kanya, she momentarily opened her eyes. She did not say a word maybe because of her tiredness, but her eyes and her partially opened mouth revealed her submission to my erection. She closed her eyes again and her mouth released some more soft but seductive moans. I continued massaging her belly and after I while I boldly glided my hands at the base of her breast, slightly touching them with the base of my thumbs. They felt so soft. I continued making circular motions but making sure that I grazed the bottom of her breast for each circular movement. And each time I touched the base of her still covered breasts, she’d uttered some soft, sexy, and seductive moans. I kept going on but when I lowered my hands on her belly, I sensed some tinge of frustration on her part. She looked at me and opened her eyes and her stare was not a mere invitation but a command for me to continue where my hands were just moments ago.
Kaya ayun, I slid my hands up towards her chest and I continued teasing her lovely breasts, which only increased her anticipation. I then decided to plant a soft and tender kiss behind her
head. She did not protest so I kissed her again and again and when I kissed the left back portion of her neck, I simultaneously cupped her left breast.
“Oohh!” she said as I gently knead her left breast. I kissed the other side of her neck and gave her right breast the same attention. She again released another, “Oohh!” and her breathing became more frequent and heavier.
“Hmm”
“Ohh”
“Ahh”
Her areolas were swollen and her nipples were piercing my palms. I applied a gentle pressure sa kanyang maga suso at lalo syang napa-“hmmm…hmm..hmm..uh..”
I applied the pressure on and off, on and off, giving her breasts the massage they deserved. I alternately, but slowly, kissed the sides of her neck.
Finally, I licked and sucked her lovely earlobe and as I kissed her ears I noticed that her breathing stopped for a while and her body suddenly started to shiver…….