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The Story
So, since I was chatting with Brifer I told him I really don’t know what to say. Tamang question and answer na lang. Pero dinumog nya ako agad ng tanong, and he wants a detailed info.
First post was about my first experience this second post is about sexual partners.
About sexual partner/s I only had 2, 1 taga dito sa amin and the other was when I was in Australia.
This is me sharing about the 2nd time I had sex and found my Fuck Buddy(FB)na taga rito sa Pinas.
The one from here is a friend of mine as in barkada ko pa siya since high school.
It started when we were in a fine dining event para sa school.
Sa school kasi di ako nagsusuot ng skirt/palda as in pants and yung pagkakapatahi ng uniform kong pantaas is maluwag din hindi mo talaga mahahalata yung boobs ko kasi nga as I have mentioned sa first story I am not comfortable sa laki nya. Loose shirt, pants or shorts din kapag wash day sa school.
I’m not confident with myself and boyish ako manamit.
We were in class and I was the leader/organiser of the fine dining event namin sa school. Bakla yung prof namin(ngayon close friend ko na).
Then for that event infront of the whole class my professor told me that I have to wear a dress or skirt kung hindi mababa ang makukuha kong mark sa kanya never pa kasi nila talaga akong nakita na nagdamit na babaeng babae talaga.
So on the day of the event, I went sa salon did hair and make-up then wore a dress, yung dress na alam ko once in a lifetime ko lang isusuot (ikinatuwa naman ng Lola ko) The dress is red medyo off shoulder sya kita cleavage ko
hapit sa taas kaya that day halatang halata kung gaano kalaki yung boobs ko(16d medyo chubby pero mas curves), slightly above the knee,and then heels.
I am so nervous dahil first time ako makita ng classmates ko mag-damit ng ganon but that doesn’t bother me. What bothers me is how big my boobs are showing in that dress.
I called and asked my friend Andy na kung pwede alalayan nya ako throughout the night kasi I don’t feel comfortable on what I am wearing and being stared at, in which pumayag naman sya.
Noong sinundo nya na ako nagulat ako na nagulat sya sa itsura ko. I mean first time nga nila akong makita na ganon so i just ignored his reaction.
Pagdating sa event yung prof kong bakla sumalubong at nagsalita.
Prof: Okay naman pala Mitch kung ganyan ka manamit bagay sayo.
M: Thanks Sir.
Si Andy todo alalay sa akin everytime I stood up get drinks, food and even the time na may mga kailangan akong gawin for the event. Kasi natatapilok ako sa heels dahil first time kong nagsuot nun.
Lately ko na lang naramdaman kapag inaalalayan nya ako, or kapag nakatayo ako at tumatayo sya sa likod ko hinahawakan nya ako from behind under are my boobs. Ang tumatakbo na lang sa isip ko is “Ah baka kasi nga matangkad kaya doon sya nakahawak habang umaalalay sya”, so i just ignored it.
Then the moment comes na sumasayaw/nakatayo (may live band kasi) na kami sa dance floor, he is standing behind me magkadikit kami kasi nakasandal ako sa kanya. I can definitely feel his hard-on still ignoring it. Di naman ako assumera baka sa iba yun tumitigas.
After ng event nagkayayaan uminom ang grupo namin ni Andy. Meron kaming suki na bar(pang-masa lang sya na type) na kahit na close na nakakastay kami til morning.
Before kami maghiwalay papuntang bar, sinabi ko na ako ay sununod na lang sa kanila sa bar. Sinabi kong uuwi muna ako para makapagpalit masakit na kasi yung paa ko from
wearing heels and very uncomfortable na yung damit ko.
Umuwi ako sa bahay nagpalit ako wearing shorts and loose shirt na pagpunta ko sa bar.
Pagkarating ko si Andy pinaupo nya ako sa tabi nya closer than the usual kapag
nagiinuman kami. Nagtataka ako dahil yung buong tropa that time di complete and I found out pag dating ko ako lang yung babae (our group consists of 5 girls and 8 boys) pero okay lang sanay na ako sa ganun kasi so far sa tagal na naming classmates and friends wala naman nangyayaring masama.
So we started drinking around 9pm inaasar nila ako for the first time kesyo meron daw pala akong itinatago and so on. Hindi ko pinapatulan nakikitawa na lang ako. But Andy just stares at me from time to time and smiles, mostly di sya tumatawa kakaiba rin kasi usually siya ang joker ng group.
Around 2am we started playing truth or dare sobrang dami na naming nainom alam ko medyo lasing na ako, pagod ako from the event kasi leader ako ng organiser nun.
So while playing tawanan na lang pangaasar sa mga gumagawa ng dare at inom pa rin na parang walang bukas.
Eventually natapat sa akin yung bottle
P: Truth or dare?
M: Dare! (Sa totoo lang walang pumipili ng truth kasi alam na namin halos lahat ng secret ng bawat is pati kalokohan ng mga boys alam ko rin.)
Nagkumpulan sila talking about my dare.
P: So pili ka ng hahalikan mo sa amin, dapat di smack ha? Lips to lips.
M: Grabe naman kayo sa akin, pinagtulungan nyo talaga ako.
I was hesitant kasi nga tropa pero dahil sa pangaasar I did it, I kissed Andy di pwede smack lips to lips which we did pero genlte kisses lang no tongue but then in the middle of the kiss he started to rub my legs slowly then tumataas na sa loob ng shorts ko my so I broke of the kiss.
Simula nanaman ng asaran, after ganun ang nangyari pinaikot ulit yung bote then ginagawa nila yung mga dare nila tawanan as in masaya.
After a while napunta nanaman sa akin yung bottle still i chose dare kasi pagtruth boring coz as I have said alam na nga halos lahat namin sa isa’t-isa
So the dare was to kiss someone again pero harder na daw with tongue and so on.
I was thinking on kissing my other friend pero hinawakan ako ni Andy sa may tuhod stopping me and kinda pulling me towards him so, I kissed him again but th…