Disclaimer: Amateur writer here so I know there’s still a lot to improve. This is a true story that I just wanted to share. This happened to me years back. I am 30 now.
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This happened years ago when I was still in college. Half way through the AY, our computer prof filed for a maternity leave. She was then replaced by a guy. Let’s call him Sir Nico. When he was introduced by our dean, nalaman namin na he is an alumnus of our uni. Sir Nico is good looking, medyo bad boy, mayabang look. Yung tipo na magiging crush ng mga girl students.
He was cool, siguro dahil few years older lang sya than us, mabilis naman nyang nakaclose kaming mga students. Parang naging tropa nya yung mga guys and madaming nagpapansin na girls. For our last quarter project, he formed us into groups and I was one of the assigned leaders. As leaders, we had to give him our number so he can easily get updates from us daw and give instructions too.
Nakareceive ako ng text message from him one night, nagtatanong sya ng update regarding our project so nagreply naman ako with regards to our group’s progress and I told him medyo nahihirapan din ako coz some of my members were not cooperating. At first our messages were like that lang, puro subject related then I noticed na medyo nagiging frequent na yung messages nya. He’s greeting me good morning, good night, you know, the usual. Then one night, habang magkatext kami, he asked if boyfriend ko daw ba yung isang classmate ko coz we seem very close and palaging magkasama.
Hindi ko namam boyfriend yung classmate na tinutukoy nya so I told him no and close lang talaga kami kasi classmate ko yun since elementary. I got a reply from him na ang nakalagay “That’s good.” which made me a bit puzzled but I brushed it off. I asked him too if may girlfriend sya and he said wala daw. Last relationship daw nya was a year ago pa.
We continued texting even after our group project was done hanggang sa tumatawag nadin siya sa akin. Nahihiya pa ako nung una kasi cyempre prof ko padin sya. Medyo naiilang din ako pag nasa school kasi ayaw ko naman maissue, we act casually towards each other but behind everyone’s back, we’re always talking and I look forward to his subject so much lalo na hindi naman everyday may computer subject.
One friday night habang magkausap kami sa phone, sabi nya na may itatanong daw sya.
I jokingly answered naman na “Sige po sir, basta wag lang math. Haha!”
He laughed then said no, don’t worry kasi not math related daw yung question nya. “Feel free to not answer pag uncomfortable ka ha. I’m just curious, may experience ka na ba? You know, with a guy?”
Medyo matagal bago ako nakasagot kasi hindi ko sure kung dapat ba ako magshare ng ganung info with him but I guess my naughtiness took over me kaya sumagot din ako. I was still a virgin at that time kaya sabi ko, “Kiss palang po sir, tsaka hinawakan yung chest ko pero yung all the way po wala pa.”
“Sino yung nakakiss at humawak ng boobs mo?” tanong ni Sir.
“Ex boyfriend ko po. Siya yung unang gumawa nun.” sabi ko naman.
“Eh ikaw, may ginawa ka ba sa kanya?” tanong ulit ni sir.
“Ah, ano po, yung ano nya sir pinahawak nya po sakin.” sagot ko.
Medyo nag-iiba yung boses ni Sir, parang may gigil at minsan halos pabulong na. Ako naman medyo kinakabahan na baka ipagkalat nya o ano, pero nadadala nadin ako nung topic namin kaya tuloy tuloy din naman yung pagsagot ko. Medyo bata pa ako that time so naiilang pa ako sabihin yung bastos words. Hehe!
Sir: Minasturbate mo sya?
K: Yes sir, taas baba po yung kamay ko hanggang matapos sya.
Sir: Sarap na sarap siguro siya. Buti yun lang ginawa nyo, hindi ka ba nya inayang mag-sex?
K: Ayaw ko pa po nun sir kasi natatakot ako, sabi kasi nila masakit eh.
Sir: Well, yes masakit talaga sa una pero pag tumagal masarap na. Tsaka dapat well lubricated ka muna bago ipasok especially when it’s your first time.
I don’t know how to respond to that so all I said was “ahh” pero yung isip ko nag uumpisa na mag imagine kung ano nga kayang feeling makipagsex for the first time. I can feel my nipples getting hard and nagwewet din ako down there. We ended our call after that kasi may kailangan daw syang gawin. Wala naman problema sa akin kasi medyo tinablan din ako sa topic namin and I wanted to touch myself.
I’m not totally innocent when it comes to pleasuring myself naman, nanonood din ako ng porn kaya after namin mag usap, pinasok ko agad yung kamay ko sa panty ko and I just rubbed my clit until I felt that tingling sensation. Takot pa ako nun ipasok yung finger ko sa hole ko kaya paikot ikot ko lang nilaro yung clit ko. I was thinking about Sir Nico the entire time and it felt so good.
Napansin kong naging mas touchy sya after that night. Minsan pag nasa computer lab when he’s checking individually yung ginagawa namin he would caress my shoulder tsaka sa may waist and sa side ng boobs. Minsan he would stand behind me habang nakaupo ako parang sinasadyang patamain yung crotch nya sa braso ko. I didn’t mind though coz honestly I liked it too.
One day, during sem break he asked me if we could go out. He’ll treat me daw for lunch and we can go somewhere else if I want. I agreed naman but told him na wala dapat makakita sa amin together to avoid any issue.
Here comes the day of our “date”. I wore a peach mini dress and a pair of cream colored lacey undies. He wanted to pick me up at home but I insisted na magkita nalang kami sa nearby cafe kasi kilala sya ng parents ko as one of my profs kaya siguradong magtataka sila pag nakitang sinundo nya ako.
He was already there when I arrived. We ate there and had coffee tapos nag-aya sya manood ng movie to which I agreed. Hindi ko na matandaan kung anong movie yung pinanood namin that time kasi halos hindi naman kami nagfocus dun sa movie. Maaga pa yun kaya walang masyadong nanonood and weekday din. Kakastart palang ng movie, Sir Nico already made his move. Dahan dahan nya nilapat yung palad nya sa legs ko. Pinisil pisil nya yun at hinimas. I was so nervous kasi iniisip ko baka may makakita sa amin.
Umakbay sya sa akin tsaka sinubukang himasin yung boobs ko. He asked me to lean on his shoulders para mas madali sa kanyang himasin yung right boob ko. I wanted to close my eyes and just feel his touch pero natatakot ako kasi baka bigla nalang may sumita sa amin. He stopped for a bit nung medyo lumiwanag yung lighting ng screen. He looked around once more to check if we can be spotted by other moviegoers. Nung makasigurado sya na wala naman, he instructed me to part my legs and started rubbing my pussy habang nakapanty ako.
I tried so hard not to make a sound. Hindi ko maenjoy kasi kahit nasasarapan ako, mas nangingibabaw yung takot. When he noticed na medyo uncomfortable ako, he asked if I want to go with him to his apartment instead so off we go. Malapit lang yung apartment nya sa mall so kaya mabilis kaming nakarating doon.
He took me to his room and started kissing me. Nakipaghalikan naman ako sa kanya. Hindi pa ako masyadong sanay noon sa torrid kissing pero sinubukan ko naman syang sabayan. Hinubad nya yung dress at bra ko habang naghahalikan kami tsaka ako inihiga sa kama. Hinubad nadin nya yung suot nyang polo shirt.
“Napakaganda mo” sabi nya bago pumatong sa akin.
He kissed me again, sa leeg ko, sa tenga, sa bibig habang busy naman yung isang kamay nya paglamas at paglalaro sa nipples ko.
“Ganito ba yung ginawa sayo ng ex mo?” tanong nya.
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