I really can’t say it was that crazy but it was definitely not me. Well, who or what I am I? I’m 5’2-ish and medyo fair naman with shoulder length hair (at that time) and siguro medyo normal naman. I’m quite slim, I have high shoulders for a girl, and over all as in normal lang talaga. My breast isn’t that big, nor is it flat, though I am slim at may korte naman ako. I have an atheletic body kahit hindi ako masyado ma sports and long limbed ako. I am not a super hottie pero I can say na makinis naman ako kahit hindi ako sobrang puti at hindi naman ako dehado kung sa katawan ang pag uusapan. People would say maganda naman ako pero hindi yung striking na nakaka pansin but I guess meron namang nanliligaw sa akin so hindi ako pangit. Meron ding nambastos sa akin (this I guess will be a separate story) so I guess I am desirable enough naman. Anyway, back to the story. I can say I have my share of experiences, my 1st was with my bf which is usually the case and we started from the touching, groping, petting, make out, dry humping, until doing it all the way. When this happened, medyo sanay narin ako and have been doing it with my bf for quite a time na.
Now comes the part that is quite crazy (well at least for me). Ever since, nakikilala kasi talaga ako as a quiet person, ayaw kong mapansin even sa school. Madalas when they talk about naughty stuff at work or at school, nakikitawa lang ako at lagi nilang sinasabi na sa loob ang kulo ko. Though in a way, totoo naman. I believe being sensual is something that you should share with your loved one alone. Hindi naman ako conservative pero hindi ako bulgar. Chaka from my title, this is just the 1st of the crazy things I did. My bf and I are together for 2 years na when this happened. I was working nights as a CSR in Makati while he was working days in Ortigas, medyo baliktad pero ganun talaga. We had our ups and downs and sometime merong mga times na hindi kami nag uusap or nagkikita and this is what happened.
On my way to work, habang nagmamadali ako sa pag habol ko sa elevator, may nabanga akong guy papasok. “Sorry po” sabi ko habang hindi naka tingin. Then nagulat ako nung nasabi niya “Candy?”. So napadilat ako when I looked up, it was my old college friend, Gino. Nagulat ako syempre, kasi I never imagined I knew somebody in the building. Anyway, on the way up, we kinda catched up on things. It’s been 3 years since we graduated and every year lang kami nagkikita sa reunion ng barkada. He works in the same company pala pero sa ibang floor at halos sabay lang kami pumasok sa company pero ibang account lang. So on our way up, he got my number and yun na yun. After work, nakakuha ako ng text sa phone ko inviting me for breakfast. So ok naman, he waited for me then we had breakfast at the Jolibee sa tabi ng building namin. Then dun natuloy yung pag catch up namin. Kasi in college, magka block kami at lagi kaming tinutukso before. Kasi lumabas at aminado naman siya na crush niya ako. He never got the chance to court me kasi wala talaga sa isip ko na magka bf at the same time kaibigan lang tingin ko sa kanya. Until now parin naman, ewan ko lang bakit nangyari. He asked me kung may bf ako na ako, then I said yes. Medyo nagbago face niya pero he still smiled and asked me stuff. He also asked kung hindi ba magagalit. I said ok lang naman since wala naman tayong ginagawa at kaibigan naman.
So occasionally pag nagkakasabay, we would go out for breakfast. Hindi lunch (12am ang call center lunch) kasi I am with my team mates, malamang siya rin. This was also a time when we were having trouble with my bf. Kasi he was assigned to a project na medyo mahirap and wala siyang time for me. Tapos with the stress, minsan mainitin ulo niya at bigla siyang tinatawag at na cut short ang date namin. Minsan I even thought he had another girl (which I really am not sure kung wala talaga). All the while katext ko si Gino, nag kwekwentuhan kami and all and since matagal na kaming magkakilala, medyo kahit anong topic andun naman. So we talked about love life at mga girls niya at bf ko. One time, after another canceled date, nag text si Gino. Sakto na medyo mainit ang ulo ko at nag yaya siyang lumabas. Manlilibre daw siya kasi nabigyan siya ng incentive niya and wala siyang ma yaya. I am pretty open with my bf na hindi niya ako pinag babawal at busy naman siya so payag naman ako. We met at Gateway Mall and had dinner. While dinner, so ayun, kwentuhan lang kami about work, mga kaibigan namin, and all other stuff. Actually medyo naglabas ako ng sama ng loob sa relationship namin ng bf ko. He comforted me naman and was holding my hand. Usually hindi ako touchy na tao at ayaw ko nag tatouch sa akin. Kahit team mate ko na nang aasar pero siguro dahil sa situation ok lang. Medyo napatagal and I said it’s getting late na. Sinabi naman niya na since medyo late and all, why not watch a movie para kumpleto ang “date”. Medyo tumaas ang kilay ko nun pero sige go lang ako. I was still mad at my bf that time, and sa totoo lang really wanted to lash out and ok naman na movie so I said yes. Sakto naman na last full show inabutan namin and he still got tickets and we went in. Medyo nagugulat lang ako kasi while we were walking and all, he was touching me sa waist, he held my hand while waiting in line sa tickets and he was guiding me by holding my waist. Siguro pinalagpas ko naman kasi in a way I missed…