So on to the 2nd crazy thing I did. I was still with my bf but we were having major trouble na. After what happened with Gino, I actually felt closer to my bf because I appreciated what he did more. The thing was, he was getting really busier and busier.
My bf was offered to finish the project he was doing in the states. Hindi naman siya matagal but still, mawawala parin siya. I was beyond angry and sad when he told me, hindi naman ako makapag complain kasi ikabubuti ng career niya ito eh. He is really serious with us and kumbaga ito na ang mga steps niya. I am quite proud about this but oh my, wala ang bf ko. He is not just a bf but also my best friend. We talk about anything and with him so far away, parang babalik ako sa wala.
He had gfs na before me, he is 2 years older than me and quite open kaya I guess mas nadadala niya. I told him to always contact me and patay siya pag hindi. I said “Pag hindi ka nag ayos at inulit ang mga ginawa mo the past 2 months wala kang babalikan sa akin” kahit na I didn’t mean it, he knew what was going to happen.
Hindi naman ako emotional na kailangan siya pero kung may nangyaring prob, hindi ako mag dalawang isip na magpaligaw sa iba and he knows it.He was given 3 weeks off para maubos lahat ng mga leaves niya and to process papers and spent most of them with me. We did alot of making love, syempre para pabaon, at the same time, para ma miss ako hehehehe. Sa work, alam nilang umalis si bf and in a way, sad din sila. Pag weekends, minsan tulala ako sa house kasi walang ginagawa. Pero like what the saying goes, when the cat is away, the mouse will play. Actually ang sinabi nga ng isa (na nakakainis) was kapag nakatali ang manok, mas mabilis mahuli.
When I was new in the company I am working for, as usual, maraming lalapit na matatagal na sa company. Within my team meron rin pero they knew na hindi ako papatol at naging friends ko na sila. Usually naman, hindi naman nagkaka relasyon ang mga kateam (that much or that long) it’s usually from other teams naman. Now, usually naman nangyayari ay isa sa mga team mates ay hihingan ng number and ayun makikipag kilala na. Halos ganito rin ang nangyari sa amin.
Out of nowhere, may nag text sa akin. “Hi, so from
Cool naman ako so I just said “Ah, kung sino naman yun, pwede pakisabi hindi ko gusto yung pinapasa ang number ko, kasi nakakabastos yun at baka magalit ang bf ko” All he answered was “I apologize po. Hindi ko intention na bastusin kita. Kasi lang hindi ko alam kung paano kita makilala at alam mo naman mas hindi ok na basta2 lalapit at makikipag kilala. Meron ka rin palang bf. I’m sorry for any problems that my text has caused.”. Now, dun ako nagulat kasi usally tanong agad ay “gaano katagal na kayo?” or “taga offcie din ba?”. So kita ko medyo maayos itong taong ito so hindi ko inaway. I just said “Ok lang naman, you did not cause problems. So are you just getting to know me para maligawan? Sorry I have a bf.” Eto sagot niya “Naturaly naman, pag ganito I am interested in you pero kung ganun, I will still want to get to know you as a friend. Pero since I am interested in you, hindi nalang ako magpapakilala pero kung payag ka I will just be a friend so walang ilangan pag kuha ng tubig”.
Actually magkatext kami habang kasama ko bf ko mag drive nun, I even told him about it. Cool naman bf ko sa ganyan kasi at least daw hindi pangit gf niya as long as hindi bastos. Basta lang hindi ko entertain at natatawa pa pag medyo bastos tapos siya pa nag rereply minsan.
Pag pasok ko, ayun na hinanap ko nanaman kung sino nagkakalat ng number ko. Sabay pa kami ng team mate ko at as usual nahanap na namin and the usual sermon. I saved his number as “Txt guy” and nagtetext naman siya at unlike the rest, matino naman. Hindi bastos, asking about my day after shift telling me to take care. Ako naman, pag hindi kasama si bf, I respond and ayun. Now, naiintriga ako kasi kilala ako while hindi ko siya kilala. Tinatanong ko sa ibang team mates ko kung kanino yung number.
Now yung nagbigay ng number, na terminate at hindi ko na natanong. Pero while talking about it with my best friend na gay, and showed him the number, muntik nang tumili sa floor. Syempre bawal yun diba. Sabi niya he is an agent na crush niya at tinuro sa akin na hindi halata. He is tall, to be specific 5’11 daw and macho. Tipong nag gym talaga, and maganda naman yung katawan. Ok naman pumorma, hindi metro pero may ayos. He is also moreno and may dating naman with hikaw and tatoos. So ayan positives na, eto ang negatives. He is Tall, Dark, and Macho. Wala dun yung handsome. Sorry ang evil ko pero sige hindi naman siyang pangit pero yung face niya hindi defined yung jaw, so parang rounded lang na walang panga. Medyo may pimples yung face at hindi makinis. Maganda nga lang mata niya kasi makapal yung kilay and parang intense.
Tipong mukhang bad boy na hindi gwapo. Kwento ng gay friend ko na he crushed him for a long time and even wrote him a letter. He said Dew was even polite enough to answer and said he is not gay and thanked him pa. So mabait naman talaga pala yung guy so pag nag tetext I respond naman pero hindi niya alam na kilala ko na siya.
Now matatag siya kasi lagpas na ako 1 year sa company, nag tetext parin kami, until this time. We were texting na pero nothing special. Then nalaman niya na medyo free na ako then this time he said we should meet na daw. Sabi niya wag masyado halatang place para at least hindi magugulat ang teams kung paano tayo magkakilala. Ako naman game lang and nag start kami with breakfast kasi sakto nag late shift kami so abot namin mall opening. So we decided to meet in Glorietta sa G4 food court. Para namang hindi ko alam eh sinusundan niya kaya ako, until pag abot na pagabot ko sa food court sa may bilihan ng Apple Pie, tumalikod ako and said “Dew!” Nagulat siya as in na kilala ko pala siya.
Now something weird happened kasi we hugged, medyo naluha pa ako kasi parang sa wakas magkaharap na kami at marami rin kaming natext. So there, we had breakfast and we would do that for some time and text and call. Andun yung feeling na parang kinikilig pero andun din yung kulang na hindi siya tulad ni bf na mas profound makipag kwentuhan pero he makes it up naman for being sweet and being there. After weeks of this meron kaming holiday and we decided to go out and watch a movie.
When we go out, minsan he holds my hand and I let him naman pero medyo ingat ako baka makita ko friends ng bf ko. So we went to watch a movie and napa akap na ako sa arm nya at naka lean na ako dun. Tigas ng muscles hahaha and he was touching my hair and we kissed. It was a sweet smack lang, walang masliysa pero we kept smacking until we went to…