“Are you busy today?”
“Maybe outside? Ayain sana kita today kung free ka. If not, maybe next time nalang.”
Napabuntong hininga nalang ako. I just then realized, medyo nanghihinayang ako. His messages were already 3 hours past. I opted not to answer nalang din, when Jacob got back.
“Is everything okay?”
“Y-yeah. Why?”
“Eh kasi nakita ang lalim ng hinga mo, so I guess something is not okay, atleast.”
“Don’t mind me. Is that work or family?” napalingon siya sa kaliwa niya bago pa siya sumagot.
“Yeah, uhm work. May mga specifics lang na need from me.”
“By the way, I need to go home na, it’s already 8pm na pala.”
“Doon padin ba kayo nakatira?”
“Yeah, why?”
“Ihahatid na kita.”
“Wag na no, nakakahiya naman. Besides, I can take a cab or grab.”
“No, I insist. Tara na.”
We went straight sa parking area, at umalis na ng mall. It was a Saturday so expected na ang traffic. Along the way, tahimik kami parehas sa loob ng kotse. At siya na din mismo ang bumasag sa katahimikan namin.
“Hindi parin nagbabago ang mannerism mo sa loob ng kotse eh no hehe.” nagulat naman ako sa sinabi niya at kunot noong napatingin sa kanya.
“That mannerism of yours, nakapangalumbaba, nakatingin sa labas as if malalim iniisip. At naka de otso.”
“You used to do that from highschool to college.” at naalala pa nga niya talaga. Napaisip ako bigla, do I do this as well pag kasama ko si Phil sa kotse niya?
“You may have changed a lot, but there were still things na hindi nagbabago sayo Layza.” ngumiti lang ako sa sinabi niya.
“And I miss you.” nawala ang ngiti ko sa narinig ko. Pagtingin ko sa kanya ay diretso siya nakatingin sa daan at seryoso ang mukha.
Just what the fuck. Wala akong naisagot doon. Well, hindi ko rin naman alam kung ano ang isasagot ko sa kanya, or kung may gusto nga ba akong sabihin sa kanya. What’s between the two of us was over kung meron man, a long time ago.
“Is there something you want to tell me or ask me?” tanong niya sa akin habang naka stop kami sa stoplight.
“Huh? Like what?”
“Like.. Bakit ako biglang nawala. Bakit wala akong sinabi noon.”
“I don’t know what you are talking about, Jacob.”
“Layza, I know back then you were in love with me. And so am I.”
“What?”
“I know you were in love with me. I took your virginity as a social experiment. Remember, ayaw ko sana, pero sabi mo nga gusto lang mag experiment.”
“It’s true, experiment lang talaga…” Di ko na natapos ang sasabihin ko nang halikan niya ako sa labi ko.
“Jacob! What do you think you were doing?!”
Diniretso niya ang kotse after the greenlight at itinabi iyon after namin makalampas sa intersection.
“Am I wrong? Wasn’t it true?”
“It was just an experi…” muli ay lumapat ang mga labi niya sa labi ko.
“Lie to me again.”
“I told you…” hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero lumaban ako sa mga halik niya. It was still the same kiss the way he kissed me that day.
F L A S H B A C K
“Wala ka ba talagang nililigawan Jacob?”
“Wala nga kasi.”
“Look at me atleast when you answer my question, Jacob.”
“Wala nga. Kulit neto.”
“O bakit galit ka?”
“Ang kulit mo kasi. May gusto ako. Gusto kong ligawan. Pero di pa ngayon.”
“Weh?”
“Anyway, since wala ka naman nililigawan kahit both legal age na tayo, may gusto akong gawing experiment sana eh.”
“At ano naman yun aber Layza?”
“I want to know how does it feel kung hindi mo partner or wala kang relationship ang ka sex mo.”
“What?! Are you insane Layza?”
“The last time I checked, I am still intact and sane. Hehe sooo, I want it to be with you sana. I mean, we are both single. Or do you want me to do it with someone else?”
“Heck no.The nerve. At di ako papayag.”
“Di ka papayag na? Mag sex tayo or sa iba ako mag conduct ng experiment ko?”
“Stop teasing me Layza. Di ako papayag na sa iba ka mag conduct niyang experiment mo.”
“So you want me to do it with you? Not bad…”
He kissed me right there and then. The next thing is we were both naked on his bed, in his room. Nasa ibabaw ko siya, looking into my eyes deep, I cupped his handsome face, and pulled it towards me to kiss him. We were biting each other’s lip, sucking and licking each other’s tongue.
“A-ang sarap mo humalik Layza.”
“You are my first kiss, Jacob.”
We kissed again, until his kisses got to my chin, down to my neck, to my surprise, he traced his tongue from my neck down to my cleavage. I was in a trance, without thinking about kung first time niya nga ba or hindi. It was as if he already knew what to do, but all I could think of was it was a great feeling. My pussy is getting more wet.
“Aaaahhhhhh J-Jacob uuuhhhhhhh”
All I could do was to moan as he suck my breasts. Salit salitan ang pag subo niya while cupping it. Nariyan din yung didilaan niya nang salitan ang mga utong ko, then sisipsipin and then he would suck it. My back would arche with the sensation he was giving me, I could feel his hard cock poking my wet pussy.
“Ffuucckk Jacob ang sarap aaahhhhh”
Habang nag moan ako in pleasure, lalo niyang pinag iigihan ang ginagawa niyang pag suso sa akin. Hinawakan niya yung dalawang kamay ko gamit ang kaliwang kamay niya, nilagay sa ulunan ko, then he planted kisses on my breasts na may kasamang pag dila. Inumpisahan niya na din ilapat ang mga daliri ng kanang kamay niya sa pussy lips ko He was rubbing it as if he was locating something, nariyan pang binubuka buka niya ang pussy lips ko. When he found what he was looking for, diniinan niya ang mga daliri niya at saka pinaikutan.
Napaigtad ako sa ginawa niya, he was looking to play for my clit. Para akong pusa dahil sa sarap na ginagawa niya sa clit ko. Nariyang halos ipitin ko ang legs ko o di kaya ay ibuka ang mga legs ko. Nakanganga ako dahil sa sensation na tinatanggap ko, habang nilalaro niya ang clit ko ay isnusuo niya naman ako.
“Ssshhiiittt aaaahhhhhhhh” all I could do is to manage my moan dahil hindi ko alam kung may makakarinig sa amin or what. Patuloy lang siya sa paglalaro sa puke ko.
“Owfuck Jacob ang sarap niyan aaahhhh sshhiiitttt. I think I’m uuhhhmmmmffff aahhhh cumming I think aaaahhhhhh yyeessss aaahhhhh”
“Shit you came, Layza.”
Hinngal ako dahil sa cum ko. Pero feeling ko hindi pa yun yung climax ko talaga. Nang tignan ko si Jacob, tuwang tuwa siya sa nakita niyang reaction ko.
“How did you manage to do that Jacob? Parang and dami mo nang alam ah.”
“H-ha? Hindi naman. Napapanood ko lang sa porn.”
Yun ang hindi ko maintindihan talaga sa kanya. Ever since high school, whenever I feel like there is something wrong sa mga sagutan niya, he would look to his left, away from my eyes. Instead of dwelling with it, I took his cock and unti unti ko yun itinaas baba. I really don’t know what I am doing.
“Wag mo masyadong higpitan Layza.”
“Sorry. Ganito ba?”
“Yeah, ganyan nga. Then slowly, jakulin mo. move it up and down.”
“Okay. Like this?”
“Yeahhhhh sshhiitt fast learner ka.”
Jinakol ko siya ng jinakol, hanggang mangawit ang kamay ko. Napapapikit pa siya at napapaungol sa ginagawa ko. When I looked at him at nakita kong naka pikit siya, yumuko ako at dinilaan ko ang ulo ng matigas niyang titi. Walang amoy, malinis ika nga, pero I tasted his pre cum, medyo maalat alat but I did not budge in, hindi naman masama ang lasa. After nun ay sinubukan kong isubo ang titi niya at saktong sakto sa bibig ko. Buti nalang talaga, may dildo akong mapag papractisan sa bahay. Naughty me.
“Oh shit Layza, that’s so good. Walang kasabit sabit ah.”
“Did you like it?”
“Of course, I like it. Tagna, buti nalang ako ang binigyan mo neto. Ang sarap.”
“Enjoy! Hihi.”
He was controlling hard not to cum, pero at the end of it..
“Fuck I’m cumming Layza oh fuck!”
Sumabog ang tamod niya sa kamay ko. Di pa ako ready na lumunok o lumasa ng tamod. It was kinda messy. Tumayo naman siya at kumuha ng pamunas, at buti nalang meron siyang sariling restroom. Nagdiretso ako doon para makapaglinis at makapaghugas. Paglabas ko ng banyo niya ay nakita ko siya na nakasilip sa bintana, pero hawak ang telepono niya. Palapit na sana ako nang harapin ako neto at muli akong hinalikan.
“That was so intense, tangna, di ko aakalain na virgin ka.”
“Hindi naman…