Four cheating guys. What did I ever do in my past life to deserve meeting four cheaters in this lifetime?
The last guy who cheated on me was my husband. We got married last 2020 and just months after, I discovered that he’s been secretly meeting (and fucking) OUR friend, our very close college friend. Ang masakit, they’ve been on it for three fucking years already.
When I discovered that, he was crying and explaining. What logical explanation can I accept? I really don’t get it. Why marry me? How can he say he can’t live without me? How can he fucking say that he loves me? I’m literally begging him to make it make sense.
I packed my things and cut all comms with him. I’m too tired to be involved with another cheater.
Those times I was alone, I keep on questioning myself. Bakit hindi ako sapat? Hindi ba ako kamahal mahal? Hindi ba ako maganda? Hindi ba ako masarap? I looked at the mirror.
He likes my curves and my sincere eyes.
He loves these 38C breasts, and my long brown hair.
He adores my white complexion, he worships my lips.
Lagi nyang sinasabi how he loves my angelic face.
I know I am attractive enough. So why?
That night, I was decided. I will let another man taste me. Is this even considered cheating? We’re not together anymore, right?
I used this dating app and met a man in his late 30s. We started to connect and constantly chatting and calling and flirting with each other for weeks. I like sensible guys. I am attracted to smart people. And he’s my type. I like Jake.
One night I was very horny. Tangina, ilang buwan na akong walang dilig. I was only wearing my black thongs and sent a picture of me to Jake with caption “Wanna play?”
After a minute he was calling me already.
“Fuck Zia, nakakapanginig ka talaga ng laman. What exactly are you doing right now?”
Hindi ako sumagot. Sa halip, I let him hear my moans. My speaking voice makes men horny as is. That’s what they say. And I know my moans make them crazy.
“Let me see, Zia. Please?”
“What do you want to see Jake? Tell me.”
“Your eyes, your face, your breasts, everything. I am so horny Zia.”
“You mean this, baby?”
And I turned my camera on. Bumungad sa kanya ang hubad kong katawan and I can tell from his reaction how happy he was.
I was playing with my nipples, pinching them while biting my lips and nakatitig sa mga mata nya.
I want him. I really want him right now.
“You want to come over? I need a good fuck.”
My place is an hour drive from his workplace. I am waiting patiently. Alam kong this night will be incredible.
I heard the car engine, that was him already. Kanina pa akong sabik na sabik. Bakit iba yung excitement? Ngayon ko pa lang makikita si Jake pero papakantot na ako sa kanya agad. What a whore.
Habang papalapit sya sa pinto, I noticed something in his finger and my heart sank. The guy was a married man.
He saw my reaction. Pinapasok ko sya and offered him a seat.
“You’re married, Jake.”
“You too, Zia.”
“But he cheated on me. We’re not together anymore. Why do guys always cheat?”
“Honestly, for me it’s the flavor. In a freezer full of ice cream with lots of flavor, there will always be one you really love, the one you really want the most. That’s my wife. But at some point, you’ll get curious kung ano yung lasa ng ibang flavors.”
“WTH? Fuck you and your analogy!”
“What flavor are you, Zia?”
“Hey Jake, I think you should leave. I’m so sorry.”
I approached him to guide him outside. But as I approach the door, he grabbed my waist and kissed me.
I can’t move. I was shocked. I should punch him, slap him, get away from him. But I didn’t. Instead, I closed my eyes. Ang galing nya humalik. Ang rupok ko, pota.
Sinimulan nyang pisil pisilin ang matambok kong pwet, habang patuloy pa rin kami sa pag-eespadahan ng aming mga dila. Unti-unti na rin nyang hinuhubad ang aming mga damit. This man is a good kisser.
I guided him para maupo sa sofa. I was on his lap and kissed him again for I-don’t-know-how-long-but-that-was-very-very-long, habang lamas lamas…