“Promise ikaw lang talaga”
“I’ll always be here for you”
“I love you”
Those are the shitty words he used to say to me at ako naman tong tanga naniwala din. I did believe everything he said, kahit pinagsabihan na ako ng mga kaibigan ko na niloloko niya lang ako, wa pakels ang beauty ko besh, push pa rin ng push. Kaya ang ending, luhaan!
It’s been what? 8 months? Ewan. Ang alam ko lang, nawala na lang siya na parang bola, wala man lang paabiso, walang pasabi, wala kahit ano. At first akala ko he just needed some space, pero teh 8 months na oh, hindi lang yata space ang kailangan niya.
Well hinanap ko naman siya, I ask his friends about his where abouts but no one could really give me a good answer. Some of them said na nag abroad, sabi naman nung iba may kinakasama na raw na ibang babae, may nag sabi din na baka daw nag aadik na. I don’t have any contact sa family niya kasi for 10 months of being together never pa niya akong napapakilala sa mga ito. He said, nasa abroad ang mama niya at ang papa niya naman ay hindi na niya nakilala simula nung bata pa siya.
Yes I know what you’re thinking about na from the start hindi naman talaga siya seryoso sa akin, eh anong magagawa ko? Nadaya ako eh, nagmahal lang ako besh, wag kang ano jan. Anyways, as what I’ve said its been already 8 months since he left and masasabi ko namang nakapag move on na ako. Pero kasi monthsary dapat naman ngayon…